mmm good lyrics. why is it songs always make you feel so much better about the simple things? enjoy this. most know what it's about.

I got the message long before you said you knew
There was no chance of us at all
With no velocity and empty-headed hard and far-too-long
I spent two years alone with you
Just when I thought I had forgotten
You came back soft without a sound

You said we were an accident
With accidents you'll never know what could have been
So we were an accident
You'll always be my favorite one

You hit the road and left me an ocean
I can't swim in the silence of your skin-skin please let me in
Side the times we never had right
Inside two years alone with you

Long winded promises of future company
Up close the sound remains the same
Without the reign of terror over every momentary change
We are exactly as before


Motion City Soundtrack. delicious.  

Well kiddos it's finally come down to this. I'm turning 21 and I'm excited as hell - hence I'm having a get together. It's going down on October 2nd. The Billiard Bar. Whenever you want to show. I'd love to see your faces there!

-BETH!

p.s. especially your face. you know who you are ;)

new job and soon to be new apartment. could life be any better? oh yes.

I COULD FIND THIS.



ska to the max, bitches.

P.S. matthew rocks my socks off. i better buy new ones.

a little down on my luck lately, i purchased a new apartment in austin ranch hoping to start anew. i'm tired of the same faces and scenery, it's time to move on. i want to see new things and live as i haven't quite yet. i think the apartment will help alot and i'll finally be able to have get togethers without the worry or burden of parents. thank god. anyone up for some fun? adventures? audio books? ;) i think i'm going back to my roots and taking photos again. i miss riding in my car with friends to random places and photographing anything that catches my eye. anyone up for a ride?

Wow I always despised this terribly lame holiday. Mainly for the fact that it was monopolized by greeting card companies who thought they could make a buck off of us willing consumers. THEY WERE RIGHT. Besides that, I've never had anyone to spend this god forsaken day with, and fortunately this year is different. I have him, I adore him, and even though we're celebrating on wednesday, I could care less. It shall be magnificent. We should celebrate this randomly. Love can have a certain day to be cherished, I just wish males wouldn't have to feel pressured into buying their woman something materialistic to show them how much they care. Isn't it enough that you can hold and touch that person anytime you so desire? Nah... we need diamonds, flowers, chocolates, etc etc BLAH BLAH. Life has taken a turn for the somwehat better, I found a job at Nordstrom in Stonebriar Mall. The one and only downside to this fact is that I am forced to take my piercings out of my face so as I do not "disturb the children." (as my lovely manager so put it) I'm going to be working in the children's shoe department. Bleh. I'll just see how long I can stand it before I become irate and smack a small child in the facial area. This will hopefully keep me somewhat occupied, but recently I've had the pleasure of spending time with my buddy Hayley and being a complete and utter idiot. Take for example driving through an abandoned parking lot riddled with birds and driving through them to see if they could bust a move out ofthere and avoid my speeding vehicle. ("I GOT BIRDS IN MAH GRILL") Late nights at Ihop, robot dance routines, shopping, random apartments with even more random folks. Basically just good times all around. I miss Nathan quite a bit as I'm used to seeing him every day. I liked living with him. I still make the trip up to Sherman often when I feel like it, so it's nice to have that freedom before my job kicks into gear. What has been going on in your life? You should respond and let me know what the dilly is.

since my life is so flipping exciting i thought i'd just keep everyone up to date on what's going on lately. i quit my job at fast forward of a year and a half which i was really upset about. my new manager was a bitch and hated me...so i figured it wasnt worth it and gave her the benefit of the doubt and left. after taking that crazy move i immediately drove to sherman to spend time with my amazing boyfriend. it was everything i needed, relaxation with him and his friends. i did overstay my welcome i believe. i was there for an entire week. being lazy every damn day. i'm not used to it at all. i need a job. if anyone has any ideas or opportunities for me...PLEASE dear god help me out. spending so much time with him was a blessing. i never thought i could feel so happy and comfortable with someone... ever. and i can't stop talking about it either! well i'm off to download some more indie music.. which i miss.

so for the past... 19 or so years i've been single. i've never been in a serious relationship, for the simple fact that i never made myself available. too busy with skatin or the like to even care. but i believe i can now make myself available... to a guy i just can't stop thinking about. he knows who he is, and that's all that matters. i just feel it necessary to say how happy i am just to be able to spend time with him. someone told me today i was glowing. wonder why?

Why yes sir I got accepted, and in turn they posted my tattoo and piercing photos. I really should take photos of them all...we'll see. enjoy! i feel like a celebrity, in some small insignificant way. :)