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Jon



Last Updated: 12/8/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 19
Sign: Aquarius

Country: US
Signup Date: 7/8/2005

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August 18, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  exhausted
Mine is not a new story
Mine is nothing new
It's been told before
But it's new for me

This is gonna bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me
Suddenly my world has been thrown into reality and a punch to the stomach or a kick to the groin might have felt better.Everyone's loved something or someone only to find out that isn't wasn't what they thought, hell they couldn't even remember why they felt the way they did. Finally, for once in my life I did something I needed to do, to walk away from a bunch of shit and move on into the future. Although my heart is slightly scarred and late at night I'll stare at the ceiling with sighs of regrets and dreams of what could have been, I'll awaken to the truth and what is. I refuse to be put through hell when I've got the choice not to be, glory days of the past are over, it's time to make a new path, turn the page to a new chapter of my life. To write a new best seller. You've been good to me old friend, but it's time to go our separate ways, you'll live on, and I'll move on, but we'll always have the memories of each other.

"Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright"
February 18, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  lonely
Category: Life
It wasn’t that I needed you. It’s that I thought I did. What I want is the girl. The girl who’s going to be there, who’s going to be there for more than a a day, a week, a month.. I want someone who will listen to me, and I will listen to her. I want that girl that I can just stare into her eyes, and get lost, drowned with love. I want that girl that doesn’t care what people think of her, or me, all that matters is that we love each other. Is that girl out there? Is anyone out there? Life’s a rough trip, and i’m on some bumpy roads right now. Car rides are never fun alone, I want to share it with someone. Is that someone even out there.. it seems like I can’t find the right one. I would give that someone my world, because that’s what she’d be, my world. I know, i’m not that dream choice, that kids that’s in all the girls dreams.. I’m not him. But what I am is me, and that’s what i’d be, I’d give myself to her. If only for one moment I can share that happiness that I see my friends with. I see them, so deep in love, and it crushes me. The rest of the world could crumble around me, but if I had her everything would be alright.. yeah that’s the one I want...