David Guetta feat. Kelly Rowland - When Love Takes Over From the album ONE LOVE Music video directed by Jonas Åkerlund© GUM PROD 2009 www.davidguetta.com If you are unable to view, try the alternative link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w74lkrIWebs

Hey people...  I will be performing at Tiger Heat tomrrow Thursday September 4th at the lovely Avalon club...  check it out!  We go on at midnight!  We will be backing up recording artist Kimberly Cole! 

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Kimberly Cole's Nitty Gritty roller skating rehearsal live at Millenium Dance Studio choreographed by Fred Tallaksen; with Ryan Allen Carrillo, Sharla Reep, Candice Heiden, James Johnson and Jonathan

Paradise Not For Me..

As many of you know I don't have a real relationship with my parents.  I have been very public about my relationship with my mother in particular.  Many websites, books, magazines and even a film all document my struggle with my family.  Coming to terms with my sexuality meant that I couldn't have a relationship with my parents.  They are Jehovah's Witnesses!  I dealt with it by diving into a world of alcoholism and drugs.  Like many young gay kids do.  I felt like I didn't have a way out or a way to express my pain.  So I covered it up.  Six months later I cleaned my life up and instead channeled my energy into skating and my body.  During this course of self exploration I had very little contact with my parents.  We had our yearly phone calls that consisted of us talking about nothing.  I could have played a recording of the last phone conversation and nobody would have noticed a difference.  It doesn't make me sad.  I would be a different person if I came from a "normal" background.  I love who I am.  Think about it…  Who would we all be if our life was so easy?  We grown and adapt through adversity.  I am sad for my parents.  They don't know anything about me.  The extreme highs and lows in my career, the amazing people I have met, the bond I have with my sister, the countless countries and cities I have visited, the goals I have set and accomplished in my life, the guys I have loved, etc.  My story is nothing new... but I can't be mad at my parents anymore.  Other people can't make you happy!  I used to pray to God every night not make me gay so that I could be with my parents in "Paradise." (Paradise:  What Jehovah's Witnesses call the heavenly afterlife but here on earth)   What I discovered now is….  "Paradise Not For Me!"

Ryan Allen Carrillo