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Chad Fairman


Last Updated: 11/16/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 24
Sign: Aquarius

City: Austin
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/10/2005

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Thursday, March 12, 2009 

Current mood:  indescribable
Category: Friends




                  I Remember: Houston Goode

I remember when we first met in home economics; you were a
piece of shit freshman… I was a piece of shit sophomore.

I remember all the time we drained playing Diablo II
together, pwn’in n00bs and killing cows. (and your obsession with pole-barbs.)

I remember when Warcraft III came out (there went the rest
of our free time.)

I remember skeletor shift knob.

I remember trampoline bike… and the awesome injuries that
ensued.

I remember tearing our trucks apart for no reason other than
to just put them back together.

I remember you teaching me how to build computers “it’s like
legos, man.” … and it was, haha.

I remember bad ass sound systems blarring Soundgarden and
System of a Down.

I remember a new gadget you just put in or on your truck
every time I got in.

I remember how you didn’t give a rat’s ass about what people
thought of you, and how much I envied that quality.

I remember you gunning it through a blinded 4-way stop in
the middle of the day, and wanting to fucking kill you after the adrenaline
rush wore off.

I remember working at Chapp’s and visiting you at Braum’s
when I got off, talking about how much we hated our lousy ass jobs, and pissing
your manager off because you were hanging with me instead of working. Fucking
waffle cones, haha.

I remember the super gulps, and getting a slurpee was the
first thing we did every day (52 oz. For $1.04, fuck yes.)… how the hell
neither of us god diabetes I will never know. (hope you liked the spoon straw I
brought you.)

I remember bondo and fiber glass nights in the garage.

I remember lining your doors with green carpet, that was a
good night, lol.

I remember E-brake slides into the driveway.

I remember when reverse became the new forward.

I remember you fucked up, me sober, and just talking about
random shit, but we were both on the same level.

I remember you talking to my dad’s peacocks.

I remember your dad’s weight room at your house, and seeing
him at Gold’s pumping some iron.

I remember never once having an argument with you, unless of
course it was “who is driving?”

I remember letting you drive my truck on empty streets at
night… I also remember almost shitting my pants a couple times.

I remember you just showing up randomly at my house, out of
your fucking mind, knowing you had a place to chill and of course the first
thing out of your mouth was “hey man, can I go swimming?”

I remember 2-person LAN parties, haha.

I remember you always talking about Mason, and envious about
the truck he was getting, haha.

I remember you trying to get my grandma high, and how my dad
thought it was an awesome idea.

I remember the day you, Carly, and Garin came over rollin.
Carly tried making love to the couch, you tried making love to the carpet, and
Garin tried making love to the… diving board. Hahaha.

I remember how happy you were when you told me about your
proposal to Carly.

I remember the first time I went to your house and your
brother answered the door. I thought yall were twins or something, mind blower.

I remember your goofy ass dog.

I remember your room, and how there was always some cool
shit lying around to tinker with.

I remember you pulling the “rubber band on the sink hose”
trick on Nicole LaValley  in Home-ec,
and the hilarious reaction.

I remember hiding the fabric people talked about in the
washing machine, and then them shitting bricks when they couldn’t find it.

I remember cat in the hat, hat.

I remember grinding various body parts into your bike pedals
while trying to imitate you.

I remember you telling me how I was one of your true
friends, and how much that means to me.

I remember our final conversation the Wednesday before you
left us, and the talk we had about the changes in our lives since we first met.
Bit of a coincidence in lieu of unforeseen future events huh?

I remember the day you passed. I had just spent the weekend
driving a group of guys all around TX, during the trip I came down with the
flu, I finally got home at 2a.m. on Sunday morning and crawled in to bed around
3. I was lying awake thinking about the time I had come home from soccer
practice and my family was sitting around in tears because my uncle had just
died. Then I started thinking about how long it had been since I was back in
Arlington, and thinking about how much I hated the drive to and from Austin. I
decided I needed to check my email, and I got a message from Craig’s brother,
it read, “Hey, So there's some pretty bad news. Call my brother whenever you
get the chance. His number is ***-***-****.” All of this was extremely eerie.

I knew exactly what the “news” was as soon as I read that,
and it broke my fucking heart having to call Craig and confirm it.

I remember saying my final farewell to a great friend/person
on Saturday, and how much it pained me. You, more so than anybody else I know
were always full of so much vigor and life.

These are a few of the things I remember about you, Houston,
and while all of these memories are great…

I will never forget our friendship.

P.S. you’re an asshole.







Saturday, October 07, 2006 

Current mood:  silly
Category: Life
Hey Everyone!

I would just like to make an apology to anyone and everyone I have been short with lately, or not my normal self around.

Some shit happend that put me in a real shitty mood, and basically made me act like a bitch. No more of that nonsense! (and no need to talk about it anymore either!) I'm back to being the same caring, loving, goofy, gay (for the neighbors), annoying little bastard you used to know!

So to everyone, IAM SORRY FOR BEING A BITCH! wooh!

But it happends, and if anyone needs someone to get through a rough time, ill be there.... In stripper atire if requested!

So I'll end this blog on an old adage...

"When life knocks you down, Make lemonade!"

yeah... that's the one!
Currently listening:
Eyes Open
By Snow Patrol
Release date: 09 May, 2006
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 

Current mood:  horny
Category: Life
Well, as a good amount of you already know, I've quit drinking again to get in even better shape! Last night was my last beer until I hit Orlando for my brother's going away party. No way in hell i can be around that group and get away with no drinking, I'd probably be dissowned by the family.

Sarah told me if she doesn't see big improvements that she's gonna whoop my ass. (that means getting even better looking than i already am... GEEZ!)

So yeah, its back to "Chad's sober, he'll drive!"

Take advantage of it people, you have a DD for a month that will sleep better knowing all his friends got home safely after a night of fun.

Ciao!
Currently listening:
How To Save A Life
By The Fray
Release date: 13 September, 2005
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 

Current mood:  numb
Category: Romance and Relationships
So, since iam horrible at conveying my feelings with others I figure this is the best way to vent (aside from running).

I've realized something as of late, I give too much of myself and receive so little in return. It makes me feel so sick and empty, and i mean that quite literally as possible, I feel like a big cookie jar in desperate need of a refill, cuz im almost out of cookies. I actually cried last night because i felt bad for myself, and i can honestly say that is the first, and i hope last, time it has ever happend. Self pity is something i always viewed as childish and immature, well... here iam, hypocracy in motion. Oh well, maybe ill find someone that can give me as much of themself as I do, hopefully before i give up.

I wish i wasn't so forgiving, kind, and accepting of people. I never thought it would be taken advantage of as much as it is. I always thought it was a good set of qualities, but i have come to realize it's more of a weakness.

I also wish i wasn't such a complete pansy when it comes to expressing myself and my emotions. I guess it just kind of have a predisposition to being tread on.

Now im going to lift, run, and do anything physically tasking to work on my body so i can become the epitome of vanity. Vain, empty, valueless.

Maybe I bring it upon myself...
Currently listening:
Foiled
By Blue October
Release date: 04 April, 2006
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 

Current mood:  weird
Category: Life
I can't tell you how many times i have gotten shit for the small fury creature that once resided on my chest. Harassment... some badgering... mocking... more harassment... then nothing. Everyone stopped making such a big deal about it. It no longer excited the girls that used to have such a riot with it, and noone hassled me about it anymore. So tonight before i hopped in shower I stripped down to my Birthday suit ( for any of you ladies that were wondering  ) and shaved it off!

I guess i just got to the point where i said "time to try something new." No drinking, new diet, new workout routine, doing ALL my homework... no chest hair... What's next? i dont even know and i dont think i want to know!

But I must admit... I look a lot better without it than with it... guess thats another reason to stand infront of the mirror some more... ~_^b

P.S. also noticeable progress on my new year's resolution. Yay me!
Currently listening:
White Ladder
By David Gray
Release date: 21 March, 2000
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
So... My new years resolution is to finally get my 6-pac. in order to do so i have stopped drinking til my Bday. been a week now, so far iam loving it. Not only is it much healthier, but I love the fact that im the guy to drive and make sure everyone is safe at the end of the night, its a bit more comforting... oh yeah, its also a hell of a lot easier making fun of drunk people when you are sober.

Iam sure that hearing "Chad's sober, he'll drive!" will get a little old after a bit, but if it keeps everyone safer its for a good cause!

come my bday everyone better be ready to drink though... 1 month baby! then im like a grown-up or some shit... .. .... PSYCH! like that will ever happen. haha.

well... there's a goal and a plan... for the hope... where's me a nice girl that everyone swears exists?
Currently listening:
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: 18 February, 2003
Wednesday, November 09, 2005 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Life
Wow, this semester if flying by! Thanksgiving is almost upon us which means its turkey bowl time! I get to go home, see all my friends and family, catch up on times and all that good shit. I can hardly wait to see my family, i miss them all soooo much. I swear they are the only people i can truly open up to 110%.I havn't seen my dad in forever, and while im sure we both miss eachother we will probably be at one another's throats about about 2 days lol, but hey, that's how we have always been. nothin but love. there is so much on my mind i need to talk about with someone in person. oh yeah.... and did i mention HOME COOKIN! ima get as fat as possible off momma's food for the couple days im home, then back to tuna, ramen, and spaghetti lol.

It's funny how i used to see holidays when i was younger, just a long weekend away from school. now they are chances to see my loved ones and friends. I wish i wouldn't have taken my past years for granted. but hey, i guess that's part of growing up.

I've also made a lot of good friends this year from Irving! so it's that much more to look forward too when going back home to Arlington. Hope to show them all a bit more of my life and learn more about theirs in return, i really wish everyone could meet my family. The coolest people in the world. no doubt.
Currently listening:
The Clarence Greenwood Recordings
By Citizen Cope
Release date: 14 September, 2004