Have to add porn to build up their friends list...grow some balls (since apparently thats why you play metal anyway (you have to be compensating for something)) and add people that could possibly help your career...not that theres a career in metal--but you would still have some hope in you sorry excuse for a life.

Much love,

Amanda

Today's the day, so heres to us!!

So i went to the eye doctor yesterday and was told that i have an eye ulcer...which sucks...it hurts really bad and i cant see very good out of my right eye.....my eye is blood red and swollen and sticky and gross....

i hate my life right now...

but on a better note, chris  has been taking care of me and i love him more each day for that.

I love you more than you can imagine.  You are the most amazing man i have ever met in my whole life. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you!

well, today is the anniversery of mine and chris's first kiss......it happend jan 9, 1999 (a looooooong time ago)....ill never forget that night, watching The Faculty, and hearing The Wall....i love you so much chris...you are "the one"...hopefully we will/have made many more memories like this....

i say go to hell...every damn one you yuns....

i hate life...and i hate people...

i probably should die...