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Eli Toscano


Last Updated: 12/31/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 100
Sign: Cancer

City: Everett
State: Washington
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/12/2005

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October 6, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  aroused
Category: Blogging
are you having fun yet?
yeah!
how much fun?
a lot of fun!
scale it from 1-10
69!

10-4-08 was a fucking awesome day!
i saw cedric from the Marz Volta and made eye contact with him :D!!! YAY ME
and i got some Melichi time

the pictures were the best. crappy and hilarious-looking

i was thirsty.
but it was all worth it
"it'll all be worth it when were old"
thanx for the water

that annie on my mind quote made the day even better!

THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH DEAR, DEAR BUTTERFLY
**ill pay you back*a ticket and food with a drink ofcourse**
3:49 AM 
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September 21, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  adventurous
infront of a church
thats the way to go
call me a sinner
"i love beeing bad cuz it sure feels good"

my thoughts are always confuzed
but in a good way
so i dont know what to say or answer
i dont even know how to end what im writing ... shit

HI


8:26 AM 
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September 12, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  gloomy
i found myself staring at your picture
and i didnt realize the time.

my head doesnt know otherwise.

not-knowing what to say seems to rot me inside
but i havent figured out a way to bring it all back in and make it hide

i never said the words. i never felt the feeling.
my mind is filled with 'what if's and 'why did i's
and to tell you the truth ...
i have no answer.

i feel so useless and have nothing to look forward to
i think this is my crash. it all starts here.
im afraid of whats gonna happen if i hug you again (if i ever do)
will i stay a robot?

im back where i started
no feeling no pain no blood no tears
a spec in the horizon - turn off the light. where did i go?

i cant do much
i hardly ever hope now. i lost my sense of life. im not living here or dying there
it all vanished in a blink of an eye

left with one thought. that thought that rots me even more when i think about what could happen, what would happen, what might be happening
seeing you in the arms of another person
knowing you will never come back to me
wondering... are your moving on?
12:52 PM 
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September 6, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  fermented
Category: Friends
take the pillow off your head. cut it out. nobodys gonna kill me. use ur head. in the first place, im going away. what i may do, i may get a job on a ranch or something for a while. i may get a job out there. ill keep in touch with you and all when im gone, if i go. c'mon. take that off your head. please, please.
she wouldnt take it off, though. i tried pulling it off, but shes strong as hell. you get tired fighting with her. you cant even reason with her sometimes. so i got up and went to the living room and got some ciggarettes out of the box and stuck some in my pocket
finally, she took the pillow off her head. "you write any new stories about her?" Boy, she really gets something on her mind when she gets something on her mind.

The worst he'll do is give me hell again or ask me that sick question. im sick of everybody asking me that.

she wrote me this letter, but i didnt get a chance to answer it, though.

listen a second
not so loud - thanks

oh yeah, ive been just fine
.. i dont know what im saying

lsdkganiogno;wein;agitssaturdaaaaaywhoohoolaskfnoasidnfowein
3:44 PM 
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August 28, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  confused

it was the best of my days

how i wish them back

im starting to dream of those moments again

..dont think i should be thinking of this

but i dont know how to turn back

i cant let these feelings go

im still looking forward to getting my wings

cuz, well..i havent learned to fly away yet

 

i dont know what to do. i dont know what to say. i forgot how to think and well, i just cant say..

8:31 AM 
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August 8, 2008 - Friday 
looking back at the same spot in the wall
knowing its always the same
all there is now is courpses. courpses of the ones who didnt expect to die
theres no judgment of how evil they were
theyre tagged as the 'innocent'
whos to judge?
better yet, whos not to judge?
9:52 PM 
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July 28, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  crushed

I'm sorry you missed out when I went to school for the 1st time,
And you didn't have me tell you that you were all mine,
I'm sorry you weren't there to take me to the mall,
And you weren't there to tell me I have to stand tall,
Sorry you weren't the one I saw when I came out of my play,
Or the one I'd run to when I had a bad day,
I'm sorry you didn't hear me sing, you'd have been so proud,
And you weren't there to lift me up on a cloud,
Sorry you weren't there to tell me there's nothing to fear,
But then again you should have been here,
I'm sorry you weren't the one to teach me to ride a bike,
Or the one who took me on my first hike,
I'm sorry you weren't the one who carried me on his back,
Or the one who held me tight when strength is what I lacked,
I'm sorry you weren't the one to hold me when I cried,
Or tell me I did great when I really tried,
I'm sorry you were never there to teach me how to cook,
Or there at night to read me my favorite book,
I'm sorry me as a daughter is what you never had,
You will always be my father, but you will never be my dad.

6:03 AM 
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July 19, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  okay
Category: Blogging
Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i will one day marry my 360
2. i feel like sleeping
3.Vista Hermosa Park has fake grass
4. *lack of desires* is in my head and arm
5. jesus, is that you?
6. "oh i wish i were an oscar meyer weiner.."
7. "who stole the cookie from the cookie jar? .."
8. eight
9. soccer number. its Hammmmmmms number too
10. i want to go to six flags
11. paris hilton: nothing in this world
12. "nothing in this world could stop us tonight. i could do what she can do so much better.."
13. to kill the fly, or not to kill the fly. that is the question
14. beach. betch. bitch. beech. beche. bich. behch.
15. do a quinceanera dance in the mall
16. DONE

**i really dont wanna do the names. if u get it, ur in my list**
10:00 PM 
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