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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Libra

City: Versailles
State: Ohio
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/13/2005

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November 25, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:  contemplative
It's a good year for a murder
she's praying to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly









There's a club, if you'd like to go

You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
"How Soon is Now?" The Smiths
Currently listening:
North
By Something Corporate
Release date: 21 October, 2003
November 12, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:  okay
Category: Music
I guess I've failed to recognize this before, but Tom Petty's song "Mary Jane's Last Dance" and Red Hot Chili Peppers' song "Dani California" are practically the same song...the chord progressions line up, as well as bass and drums and they have similar lyrics. Don't believe me? Message me with your e-mail info and I'll send you a file that will make you see the light....
Currently listening:
Three Days Grace
By Three Days Grace
Release date: 26 April, 2005
November 12, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:  curious
Alright, so tonight I was bored....looking for something new and interesting to do....so I did a search online and found a coffee house I hadn't been to before... saw they had live entertainment on Saturday night, so I decided, eh, I'll check it out, and if it bites that I could go catch a movie. So I went, had a cup of coffee or two, and decided to head out and go catch a movie. I arrived at the theater (in the Piqua Mall), got my ticket and had some time to kill, so I sat in my car and read my book (yes, I had a book in my car...it's not unusual...for me.) after I got a quick bite to eat. I made my way back into the theater, found a seat close to the front(about 5 rows back) in the center. And there I sat and watched the movie...about a half hour before the movie should have ended, the movie stopped...no flickering film, just a blank screen. less than 5 minutes later, one of the theater staff members walked in to tell us that the whole mall lost power for some unknown reason...in another 5 minutes, they started handing out rain checks. After I got mine (about 12:30am) I got in my car and started making my way home...only to discover that about half of Piqua had no power...No street lights, no stop signs, and crazy drivers. I was relieved to finally see signs of life before I made it out of Piqua. I made it home...walked inside after I parked my car in the garage, when I set foot in the house, there were 2 lights on....I had turned them all off before I left...Every window and every door was locked...like I'd left it...I decided that maybe I did accidently left the 2 lights on....but the weirdest part yet is that I had turned the lighted mirror on in the room, shut off the ceiling light and left the room after I put some pjs on...5 minutes later I go back to get my cell phone which I'd left laying on the bed, and the lighted mirror was off...there's no timer on it and it's never shut off on it's own before...it's stayed on all night before...so again, I turned the lighted mirror on before I turned the ceiling light off, closed the door and left the room....I let my curiosity get the better of me and decided to give it 5 minutes and check back....and again the lighted mirror was off. I've got no clue as to why it's turning off...I mean it's harder to turn the thing off than it is to turn it on... so anyhow....this paired with the freak power outage in piqua, the mysterious 2 lights I'm almost positive I didn't leave on, one could say by now I'm more than slightly paranoid...and so I haven't slept at all and it's currently 7:20am Sunday morning...



And when the rain is coming
When it's overflowing

And when the pain is showing
When the rain is coming
Flowing down
Currently listening:
Dirty Sexy Knights in Paris
By Audiovent
Release date: 04 June, 2002
October 29, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:  happy
so it started with making an appointment to cut my hair....which originally started as a trim, you know, cleaning up the ends and making it look good again....what I ended up with was shedding about 10-18inches of hair....and as if that wasn't enough of a shocker, once again my hair is blue-black....just in time for Halloween...so now I've got short blue-black hair...as opposed long, reddish brown hair. Why? I have no clue....it's like a need for almost constant change...and just when my hair was short enough that I could be almost back to my completely nature color, I dyed it blue-black...so much for growing out hair color...but you know what? I'm happy. and yet, I went and chemically destoyed my hair. who wants to be a blonde anyway?






The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around
Why are you so petrified of silence
Here can you handle this?

--Alanis Morrissette "All I Really Want"
Currently listening:
Harmonium
By Vanessa Carlton
Release date: 09 November, 2004
October 14, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:  anxious
Alright, so some updates:
--I cut my hair. It's short. I'm gonna guess that the longest part of it is less than 5 inches long...and considering it was to the middle of my back, 5 inches is really short. I haven't colored it yet (I'm gonna go blue-black again) so it's got various shades of brown (and a little bit of blonde), red, and still some blue black from prom.
--I went to The Renaissance Festival last weekend....had an awesome time, got some elf ears(they're cute), some ear cuffs, and a chain maille choker with an anhk from Timeless Links (See their page here). And I also tried on a $300 dress. It was awesome and a perfect fit, but way too expensive. and overpriced.
--I'm hoping to get my pics updated soon....possibly by Halloween.... I've got a great costume figured out, and the whole thing didn't cost much at all...then again, with me, everyday is halloween....so my closet looks kinda like a small slice of hollywood....not that that's a bad thing....with the wigs and shoes, and clothes in general, I can put some creative stuff together. but I don't think anyone is ever gonna believe that I have long blue hair with bangs, but it makes for an interesting time...especially with black and white pics.
--I think that's about it as far as updates go. More to come later....If I feel like it.
--Wait--one more thing. I'll be 19 years old in a mere 29minutes. so if you haven't already, leave me a happy birthday comment.
Ciao.



I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
"Stupid Girls" Pink
September 23, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:  discontent
So I found this site and if you type in your name it spits out information about your strengths and weaknesses and tells you a bit about your name. So this is what it said for my name:

Your First Name of: Jenn


  • Although the name Jenn creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition.
     
  • This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, heart, lungs and bronchial area.
  • The name of Jenn creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words.
     
  • You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature.
     
  • Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word.
     
  • You have an ability to concentrate and work intently on anything which holds your interest.
     
  • However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and mental tasks.


Hey hey little razorblade girl you're so so obnoxious
This lucid dream is not reality and it makes me so anxious

--The Pink Spiders "Little Razorblade"
September 1, 2006 - Friday 

Current mood:  anxious
okay....so I'm trying to decide what I should do....I have a few options... option 1: keep my hair black. Option2: go blonde. not peroxide blonde(white blonde) but a nice almost yellow shade of blonde. Option3: keep it black(or blue-black) and add some Manic Panic UltraViolet streaks/highlights. keep in mind, I'm still hunting for a job(it's almost time for desperate measure(resorting to fast food/ and or crappy jobs) and I'm in college and should look somewhat mature/responsible...haha. but I also want something to go with nose ring...which is only like 5 weeks old and it's healing pretty good. so I'm really torn about my options...and if you're going to the Renaissance Festival October 7th, I'll be there...good luck finding me in the massive crowds.
August 30, 2006 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  sleepy
So, my first day of college...I get there with plenty of time...and go to my first class....or so I thought it was my first class...I was in the right room....for my 2nd class which was later that day. and right when my class was supposed to be starting, I left what I thought was my first class, and had to walk almost to the other end of the building and go to my class...talk about making an entrance...oy vey... Anyhow, today is day 3 of my 4 day week, as far as classes go. I have a 3 hour and 15 minute gap in between classes today. and I only have one teacher that I haven't met yet this week. but that's later today. for now, I just have to kill a crap load time. and I definently need to start leaving my house earlier...I had about 2 minutes to spare by the time I got to class this morning....but what can I say? I actually made an effort to look halfway decent before I left the house this morning. that and I couldn't find the powercord for my laptop...which I finally found, otherwise I'd be on one of the school's computers right now. but I'm not. I'm on my crappy laptop with a battery life of about ten minutes unless it's plugged in. so I'm sitting in a decently comfortable chair with my back to the wall in the back of the internet cafe with my crappy laptop with the missing F4 key, and I'm dressed in black with my pale, pale skin, and a pair of dangerous looking heels. Thinking about my CPU that I ordered for my computer, which they overlooked the order, but after a few e-mails, they found their error and sent it out today. I'll have it by friday. I already looked at the tracking info (thru UPS) and it's sent and I'll have it on friday. yay! I might actually have a working computer with my files on it by next friday. so that's good. and it gets mom off of my case about the order. it's not my fault gmail supposedly screwed things up...geez. blame google for that. not me. it's not my fault. it's usually reliable. Sorry. I just realized that this is turning into a totally random blog, but that's okay, cause hey, no one's forcing you to read it. It's only real purpose is so that I can vent which means my face won't implode. even though some people might think that it'd be cool to see...But only because they're evil. lol. I do think it'd be kind of cool to see someone's face implode, but that's another story.




                                                           "I already know the ending
It's the part that makes your face implode
I don't know what makes your face implode
But that's the way the movie ends"
August 2, 2006 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  distressed
    I've been a victim of the "hire and fire" movement. I had a temp/ college help job that paid great, but the work sucked. And I got canned yesterday because they hired too many temps and were starting to get rid of people. I hate stupid people. So, once again, I'm jobless and I have to start making college payments today. So I'm unbelievably broke, and I hate it. No amount of Ben & Jerry's can sooth the ache. I'm not too upset about loosing the job. I hated it. It was factory work. lifting, pain, heat, and stupid people. And on top of that, my computer needs a new power supply. Atleast that problem is already in the works of being fixed. But for the mean time, I'm jobless, I feel damn near broke, and I'm just pissed off and it's too damn hot outside. On the upside, the swelling on the inside of my nose from my piercing is going away and it's not bugging me too much anymore. I still stare at the tip of my nose way too much. I did manage to finish watching Haibane Renmei last night. great show. highly recommended. And as far my complaining goes, I'm sorry if you actually read this, but if you did, leave me some comments, and if I don't reply it's cause my computer is dead. lifeless. and in need of a power supply(it's being remedied as we speak.) So yeah, Peace, Love, and Nose Rings--Jenn
July 30, 2006 - Sunday 
    I had a slightly crazy moment friday...I came home from work, cleaned up and drove to Richmond...pretty standard right? wrong...from richmond (after stopping at the mall for a quick spin through Hot Topic.) I went to Oxford with my boyfriend to Panama Red's Tattoo Studio...No, I didn't get a Tatoo, I got my nose pierced. Left Nostril. With a Ring. And it's awesome....It looks cute on my nose...It didn't hurt...that much. But yea, It's pierced, I like it, and let's face it, my nose was meant to be pierced. and now it is. Now I just have to stop staring at the tip of my nose...lol. I'll try to update pics soon, but my computer's dead for the time being...and so until it gets fixed, my blogs, bulletiens, etc. will be sporatic....so until later.