Where my heart used to be...im so cold


Tripping on what's in front of me, because im looking behind me....gotta face the truth
If it's ever gonna work out... stop lying and stop blaming me... when its you.

Love is an overrated word & expression.

and saying that should be too.

I have met and dated a few people that I've liked. Never anyone I have loved. why is that? Maybe because I dont trust people enough to let them know the real me.

AND apparently everyone wants to know.....but the problem is, letting a person know too much information about you allows them to use it and spin it. Or could it be that I try not to get attached to anyone because...I have been there before and it only ends badly.....always ends badly.

Love u...not yet..maybe not ever...like?...maybe......definitely

I have 3 exams I have to study for im taking 2 on MOnday and another on Thursday And I have a speech I have to prepare and write and give on Tuesday...

Annoyed.

...THat T.I. and Lil Wayne songs..are very popular ringtones...


... That ass crack is an apparent guy trend too

...That people love wearing sleveless shirts with powerdy icecicles hanging from their underarms

I just changed my major to Criminal Justice...Im going to start taking pre-law classes this summer.....

Can wait...cuz up until HS I wanted to be a Lawyer but changed my mind ...NOw I will be...after this summer im transferring to USC or Univ of Miami....


Cant Wait.

Today I got sent home early from work...which wasnt a problem because I Love going home.....Home is the best...But the person who sent me home is like a little "special" ...I hate this guy... alot of the ppl who work there do...he's overzealous,clumsy, annoying, inconsiderate and just plain psycho...


he's seriously on some kind of ego trip since being promoted ....I honestly hate working with these ppl...there are only maybe 2 or 3 ppl who are actually cool and I enjoy working with or look forward to seeing at work


Fuck the rest!


This is one of the many examples why I wont be staying at this store, Not because of the fast pace...but because I cant fucking bare to listen to some of the stupid ass shit that comes out of their mouths, soo now Im definitely not...


Beverly Hills...whats up

June 1st--August 10th--I think its gonna happen...I have reasons why I want to stay here in LA...but if the situation doesnt work out the way I want it to...Im gonna be in the DFW for the summmer.....




Get Ready.

Some random customer... I was a bit disconcerted i mean its nice to hear stuff like that but I kinda dont like it ...its like what do u say to that..."oh you look like a model too"...

If only I had game like that....

Ive been getting hit on alot lately...this is perplexing to me

 

 

(Well it was yesterday March 31st)... I came to the realization that I honestly hate myself ..in more ways than one...Its kinda hard to deal with this day to day but hey whatever...shit happens..I dont know why this happened to me..it sucks because noone understands and probably never will...I feel like I could die any minute and be fine..but its cool...someday....someday



GOD CAN YOU HEAR ME?

-Monte