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Dear matt                              September 8,2008

I have never had anyone that I could always count on and I was at a point in my life where I was just sick of being hurt by every one that I tried to love and at the point where I thought that that's how it was always going to be you showed up at my roommates sister house:-)

If you only knew the feeling that struck through me when I saw you that day," Life with you makes perfect since", you stand by me. At that very moment that I saw you it was like everything in my life good or bad had happen for a reason, and that everything came crashing down on me and it all made sense. Every thing that has happen in my life was because I needed to meet you. It was leading for that moment where we meet and fall in love. It was the right time and place. You're not just my lover or my husband, or Sophia's dad; you're my best friend. When I am falling apart your always there to pick up the pieces that I am not strong enough to pick up on my own. I think that we get closer every day I fall deeper in love with you every morning when I wake up. I don't know where I would be if we would have never had the chance to be together. When you are missing me I want you to just close you eyes and think of the day that we meet and think of our first kiss and know that I am waiting here for you and that I will always be true to my one and only love. And I will close my eyes at night and I will remember all that we have gone through. We are an amazing couple. We have been through so much in our very short marriage. But at the end of the day we are still head over heals in love with each other. It's so hard to be away from you night after night. But I wouldn't trade my life with you for any other life. People ask me all the time how I do it, being away from you, and I think they are crazy, and I tell them how could I not. I married someone so wonderful and amazing that I have no chose but to stick by him. Not only are you incredible handsome man but you treat me like I am a goddess you do everything for me, you are always making me happy. You're a fanatic father. You are the whole package. I know that I have someone that will never leave me and that will never cheat on me. There is no combination of words that I can think of to put in this letter to show that we are better together. Life is just so much better when we are together. You really have no idea how you have changed my life. I wake up with amazement every day that I am with you. I am with someone who will never care how much weight I have gained, or that I might have a few stretch marks. You just love me. And I know that you don't care if I have make-up on or if I am having a bad hair day. How did I get so lucky? Everything else in my life was falling all around me. You just came out of nowhere and took all that pain away from me. I am so glad we did what we did and married each other matt. People don't find love like everyday. They settle for someone or they re just with people for all the wrong reasons. But you, and me we are together because we are suppose to be together. I love you Matthew please stay safe and know that I love you. Goodnight baby

Interesting UCLA Study

A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle.

For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire.

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I think that abortion is man not respecting human life. Parents should be on top of what there kids are doing more.All i can say is that " So often today our rights are trampled on by others; many just don't care about what happens to others. The bible gives us guidelines to protect us. but to receive the benefits, though we must accept the responsibilities."Gen 9:6 anyone shedding man's blood,by man will his own blood be shed,for in god's image he made man."The bible is here for a reason. God knows how man thinks and what it takes for us to be happy more than we know. we just have to trust what he teaches us. this is just what i think i don't want people to write and tell me that i am wrong. this is my page and i put what i think on it. Even without the bible i would still think that it was wrong . We need to respect human life. Could you image me getting rid of Sophia because this wasnt a good time in my life??? What a perfectly good baby, she is so perfect you know why? because she is mine. it  doesn't matter how many children i have i would never get "rid" of one just because i had to many and it might be stressful on be me to let a child live come on now. what if your parents did that to you. and its not about the rights of a women that's a bunch of crap. You can give that baby up for adoption.The mossaic law was that anyone doing anything around a pregnant woman that cause her to lose her baby would be put to death a life for a life kinda thing.

So I am getting fat, i gain about 10lbs every two weeks, and i need matts help to get out of bed, the car, off the sofa.... I am 175 now. wow, i never thought that i would see that on the scale.It's really sad see my old jeans. they look so small now. o'well. My little girl is going to be here in about 67 days!!!! 2 months to go!

I have a new understanding of everything. i am so loved. and i am so in love. I have all of these new feeling. I love you and you know who i am talking about. Distance is hard really hard but you know whats harder, not being with the one that your ment to be with. The heart can do anything if its really true. Distance does make the heart grow founder. I  love my life. All i need know is to spend every day with him, and then i will be one of those lucky few thats has it all....