1) We're getting very close to having some really good quality recordings of our first set of songs.

So, expect some changes in the near future. I started a full vgm cover band with some cool people. We don't have a name yet, but we're working on some killer tracks. I'm excited.

ASSTHETICS. I MEAN: aesthetics/esthetics. Aesthetician/Esthetician. Someone who knows and appreciates beauty. A skin care specialist. A make-up artist. LOL. Where am I going with this? I would like to take the time to analyze myself. I think one of my greatest features is how I am both ugly and pretty at the same time, and I'm strictly talking about my physical appearance here. More specifically, I will only address my face. You can look at me in one way and see: big beautiful blue eyes, neutral pink colored and full lips, natural and fair toned skin, [well my hair color is fake at the moment, so forget that], and a cute nose that had my parents think that I was a boy when they saw the sonogram at first. Then there is the other way which involves: crazy eye brows (because I refused to get them waxed), dimples, dark circles, also I have a mole in the upper left corner of my forehead... or should I say fivehead? Look, I'm not fishing for compliments or attention. I am simply doing this to let everyone, especially other females, know that it is okay to have flaws. This is because the good will out-weigh the bad, if you let it. Don't let your flaws knock down your confidence, yet don't get too cocky. That's all. A quote from one of those TV shows about mental parents trying to get their kids famous or win in a beauty pageant is from a mother who told her daughter: "You're cute, but you're not that cute."

On that note, I see a LOT of people dump hundreds of dollars on products and services that are supposed to improve their appearance. I shouldn't write this part, because I could probably get fired, but: guess what? [I'm going to do it anyway.] They're wasting their money. It's true. Where do I even begin? First of all, make-up is made to cover things up, a.k.a. your face. Does this mean that it makes someone look better? NOOOOO! In fact, it usually makes someone look worse. Now, let me back up a little bit. I admit, I used to wear TONS of make-up, especially eye liner and eye shadow. In retrospect it just made me look like a clown or a transvestite. I guess in maturing and growing up, I've learned to love my natural beauty. Okay, so for those who have acne or rebellious skin, yeah, what about those people? Well, I'm going to pull this one out of my ass because I don't have any sources and I might not know what I'm talking about, but they could do a few things: live an overall healthier life style with a balanced diet, occasional exercise, and plenty of WATER and vitamins. Water is so good for you and your skin especially. It washes all the toxins right out of your system. Also, if you're going to wear some make-up or buy some skin care products, don't get the way over-priced and written in French ones! Like seriously, some of the creams come in like a 4 once jar and cost $150. What the f*** are they putting in there, gold and diamonds? It would be cool if they had Pokemon Diamond and Pearl in a skin care product, and only then it would be worth $150. [Not actually though.] Another topic: people of age. Yes, old ladies. 50+! I've got news for you, honey... you're getting older which means that your body's cells are dying. Basically, old ladies spend a lot of money on these products, which may become a quick fix. They're not permanent and therefore they have to restock when the products are all used up. What a waste. So yeah, you get the point. People should to stop wasting their money, especially on things that they don't NEED.

Finalizing. That word just made me think of Blazing Lasers for some reason. Anyway, I think that there is a huge misunderstanding that we're supposed to be perfect. Everyone strives for perfection, and that can never actually be acquired. So stop it! You should just try to be the best that YOU can be. There is a difference. Okay, so the secret of mana or of life is that in order for good to exist, there has to be bad. All right, that's my thesis. I'm so tired and tired of typing. I think this makes sense. If not, oh well. Why do I even write these blogs? They're so stupid. Hahaha.

Haha! Like I have time to be writing this here blog. Yeah, right! Okay, so the idea behind this one is how it seems like, in general, people who are in a serious relationship tend to lose a part of themselves or lack SOMETHING in SOME WAY. I might have a bias right now, because I am not officially in a relationship, but just with me. In life, in diets, in relationships, in whatever: there needs to be balance. You cannot put all of your butterscotch cookies in one Bear in the Big Blue House cookie jar. For example: If a girl is dating a guy, it is NOT a good idea for her to become completely obsessed with him and his life and his needs. I don't think obsessed is the word I was looking for, but whatever. Actually maybe it is... It just seems like couples tend to get too clingy too fast. In fact, everything happens too fast. That's another problem. People shouldn't rush things. Get to know each other over time. You don't have to spend every second of your life together. That's why relationships get so dull quickly. Spend some time apart. Do things that you enjoy. Don't change completely for the other person and stay true to yourself. And lastly, get a job. :) Gah! Sorry, I'm just totally disgusted with like 95% of the people who are in relationships.


EDIT: Forget this. Just go play MM9 or something.

All I know is that it sure as hell beats everything else!@

LMAO!@

So, I thought I would take the time to explain why I keep on posting "i wanna see" bulletins and updating my myspace status as such. Well, there really is no explanation other than I’m a 20 year old loser and I’ve completely lost my mind. eheh!@ Just expect to see one "i wanna see" bulletin like everyday... maybe twice a day.

-pIE

Hi, my real name is Deirdre.

"The girl’s name Deirdre ..de(i)-rd-re, deir-dre.. is pronounced DEER-drah. It is of Irish and Gaelic origin, and its meaning is "broken-hearted, sorrowful". Also possibly "fear" or "raging woman". Mythology: from a Celtic legend similar to "Tristram and Isolde". The Celtic Deirdre was the most beautiful woman in Ireland. She died of a broken heart." - Source: Think Baby Names

I’m not making this stuff up. BUT IT’S ALL TRUE. Note: I’m not going to die or do anything stupid like that, but I sure as fuck feel like shit at the moment.


-dEIRDRE

Yeah.... just make the category "GAMES!@" .

Anyway, I’m feeling pretty good... I’m feeling all right. I had a decent show last night. I kind of messed up KLAX live, but who cares. OH SHIT!@ Easter is this Sunday... I guess I have to find my Easter song and post that up. ALL THE WAY UP!@ sheesh. What I really need to do is work on new material. What’s holding me back? Well, I’m suppose to get my very own and new computer. I’ve decided that I want a 24in iMAC. [but i heard that they’re supposed to update the processor and stuff soon] So, here I am waiting... and I might be waiting for nothing. And then some annoying kid busts in and says, "BUT PIENESS, YOU’VE RECORDED SONGS IN THE PAST. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST DO IT NOW?!" Well, annoying kid, the answer to that is that I’m kind of getting tired of recording in the basement WHERE IT’S FREEZING and using that eMAC... thing. Also, basement noises..... =_=
My gradius 3 song is incomplete but it’s COMING!@ One of these days I’ll finish it. *yawn* So, the other night I found a journal thing that I drew in and took minor notes about things that happened during band practice and stuff back when it was pIENESS: THE HARD CORPS. I should scan the drawings and upload them. I will eventually. yeah. OKAY, well I’m done typing for now. Chapter 10 later!@

I'm not eating right now. That's a good sign. LOL ummmm.
POINTLESS BLOG 53!!@ Yes!

Let's see, where am I going with this? I don't know..... damn it UN SQUADRON!@
I'm just trying to avoid throwing a fit right now because I have SBS (spoiled brat syndrome..... aka alien syndrome.... aka alien crush.... equals turbo graphix system 16 pwns all)
SPLATTER HOUSE!@ okay. So yeah,  you can't always get what you want... when you want it, right?! like smash bros. brawl or a new computer. >_< or a hug!??????@ or pizza. or nice legs. or the warm summer weather. OR CAN YOU!@ I MEAN FUKHING CAN YOU!@?


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HEY!@

CONTEST STARTS TODAY!!!!!@

Send me some real good pIENESS fan art work. Or if you hate my guts then you can illustrate that too! Who ever comes up with the coolest looking image wins. What do you win?! A $100 gift card to GameStop. So start drawing and stuff!

Please send all images to me via a myspace message. Thanks and good luck!@
If you have any questions, send me a message or something.

CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY, MARCH 30th 2008.... JK!@ um, whenever!?@

***UPDATE 3/30/08 - THIS IS NOW AN ON GOING CONTEST********

-pIE :)