You took my heart,
Over looked my flaws
you lead me through the pain.

You took my hand
You helped me through
So this smile I Dedicate to you.

You got my trust
You gave me yours too.
So we share all we've been through.

All the pain in my life,
I can now share.
With only you my dearest friend.

All the things that happened to you
all the pain you were put through.
To this day you still hurt.

But my friend I will help you through.
All good memories I will make with you
Can't you see that I truly love you?

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away
Or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all
Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end
Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me
What it is you want
I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in

I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in the body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me

I have been thinking of you, And the way you make me feel. I'm getting scared now Cause these feelings feel so real, I've always felt it, But it's never been this strong I cannot fall now I've got to hold on. When my eyes are on you It's so hard to look away. When its time too leave you I so badly want to stay. I want to tell you What's running through my head But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead, Cause I want nothing to jeopardize The friendship that we created over the years, And I don't want to be left Heartbroken and in tears. I want you to know how I feel, And that I mean it, Sometimes I just want to scream it, its real. These words have been bottled up inside They explain the feelings I hide And the failed times I've tried. I don't know how much longer I will keep this in, Thinking of ways, Don't know where to begin. Deeply confused, Don't know what to do, I'll just leave it be, wait and see, It will happen if it's meant to be. I have your friendship, But I really want your heart This is tearing me apart; I don't know what to do I just want to be with you, Make you happy and make you smile. Though times I cant see you for a while, Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled. I want to show you what this could be; I don't want to tell you I want you to just open up your eyes and see. I want you to feel it, The feelings that I feel, I really want to show them, These feelings are so real. But I can't show you, I probably never will Because I want to walk, But your standing still. These are the feelings inside of me, That are locked away, Waiting to be free, Drowning my heart in misery

If I could turn and walk away, And start all over again... I could forget I ever knew you, I could live in a world of pretend. But everytime I open my eyes, It's back to reality. Things I've tried to forget, Are back again with me. I could go through life, Never saying your name. I could live each day.. Looking for a place to lay the blame. I could feel bitter, For the way things turned out. But I choose not to be, That's not what I'm about. I could forever long for you, And this I'll probably do. If only I could've touched your face.. At least one dream would've come true. I could say I hate you, But it would be a lie. I could wish I'd never met you, So I'd never had a sad goodbye. But no matter the tears, The aches I felt inside, I still can't regret knowing you, My feelings I've never denied. I chose to remember you, The way you were with me. Things you said and felt.. I hold in loving memory. Even though it was a heartache, Only waiting to begin, What I experienced with you... Was the best place I've ever been

At first when we met We said hi...Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye...I gave you a chance And you rejected...You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected...You see what you've lost At least I hope you do...You see what others can have But not you...I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way...I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away...I liked you a lot I honestly did...But did you feel the same?...Were there feelings you hid?...If you had feelings for me You didn't show it...Because things are over now And I didn't know it...If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so...When the only person you trust lies Then where do you go?...I justwanted to say "Thought you needed to know"... These feelings I have Need to be let go

I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; You're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give my heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling. More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Nicholas Gordon

WHAT IF ONE DAY YOU AWAKE AND YOU FIND YOURSELF COVERED IN TEARS WHAT IF ONE DAY LIFE WILL TAKE WHAT YOU'VE FOUGHT FOR ALL THESE YEARS WHAT IF ONE DAY YOU COME TO REGRET AND WISH YOU HADNT DONE MANY THINGS WHAT IF ONE DAY YOU DREAM OF THE DAY WE MET AND THE MEMORY OF YOU AND I STINGS WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE IN MY PLACE WOULD YOU CORRECT YOUR MISTAKES OR RUNAWAY FROM THE TRUTH AND LOSE ALL YOUR GRACE SO THAT YOUR HEART CRUMBLES INTO A THOUSAND FLAKES

Happy greetings fade away

But sad ones forever stay

Would you remember me And take all my fears away

Because in this life your love will never stay

Theres nothin left to say or do

But a memory forever due

Happy greetings fade away

But your voice in my head will forever stay

Why cant i find the right one,

when ive searched half the world?

why is it that when you're gone

I always wish you were my baby gurl?

 

Porque no puedo amarte

cuando te tengo tan cerca de mi

porque no mas puedo hablarte

pero no estar siempre a un lado de ti?

 

why cant i share my feelings with you

when everyday i have you so near?

why wont i kno what to say or do

when i kno i can love you without any fear?

 

no puedo explicarte

solo puedo amarte en silencio cada dia

deseo tenerte para siempre

y para simpre serias mia