Yesterday a group of us went paintballing. I had been excited all week long and could not wait to go. I have my own gun first of all, it used to be Sam's. So the morning of Corey is looking at my gun showing me how to use it, and he shot a paintball of in the living room. Luckily it didnt hit anything too important. We got to the place and we see all these big guys in full on gear, and here we are never doing this before. We were somewhat scared. So first round I wasnt sure what to expect so I hung out near the back. After that I was gearing to go. I was running around and shooting and hitting people. It was awesome. I got hit a bunch of times, but it wasnt really that bad. I only have a few marks. So the final round comes and most of my group did not want to go back out but I was good to go. So final round its little me and about 15 big guys, and it was all bets are off. I had a blast!! I loved it. So now I want to go all the time. So if anyone wants to go let me know.

I hate being sick. I sure everyone does. I had it coming. Last week at work a few people were sick and one too many times I stated that I never get sick. Which is true, never do I get sick. And what do you know, I get sick. It's just a virus, but it is a pain in the ass. Im stuck in my apartment and I am bored out of my mind. But I am feeling better then I did yesterday so I am on the right track. As long as I am better on sunday when i get my new tattoo I will be fine. Someone needs to entertain me.

when the time came to seeing who would like what of my brother's stuff, I quickly said the paint ball gun. that was about two years ago and not until tonight my mom would not give it to me. I think the fact that she had drinks tonight helped the subject. so we got home from dinner and she gave me the gun, with a brand new box of paintballs. I suggested that she let me put bullseyes on the dogs and have them run around outside and I can try and hit them. She wasnt too fond of this idea. However I did figure out how to put it together and shot one off the back deck. now it is dark outside and I was aiming at the neighbors house......lets hope i didnt hit anything thing. needless to say, the gun is returning to boston with me, and I would like to put it to some use. so if any of you kids out there want to gun fight, let me know.
on another note i will be back in Boston tomorrow afternoon, and will need some entertainment. any takers.....?

As many of you know, cheerleading used to be my life. I loved it and I still do. Stephanie and I have become addicted to the reality show "cheerleader U". It is a great show. I ejoy sitting here and making fun of the girls who have no idea what they are doing. I'm going to hell I already know. watching this makes me want to cheerlead again. I really do miss it. I still have my uniform at home and yes it still fits. And i remember most dances and cheers. Its the only thing I miss from highschool. that and dances.
it reminds me of the time Adri and i attempted to do jumps at the gym. that did not end well. Thankfully no one saw us.

I got down and dirty today, in the kitchen. I decided that baking cookies was much more important then going to the gym for one day. I'm not going to lie, I'm a pretty good cook, plus I enjoy doing it. Today I made heath bar cookies. I put up an away message and of course I have Dave telling me I need to bring him some and five minutes later Corey showed up at my door. There might be more to this baking thing then I thought.....

so its another typical friday night, the gang is all here. The night did not start off fun because of the damn snow. I was not enjoying walking around in it. So where did we end up, starbucks. Ny, Heidi and I were there to harrass Corey and boy did we. First we played cards. We were planning on betting with mini marshmallows but that didnt work. So we decided to see who could fit the most mini marshmallows in their mouth. Dan beat me with a score of 76, i only got 55. I then tried shooting them out of my nose and hitting Ny. We then discretly made a water balloon out of a condome and left it on the back desk. Corey did not like that. We fought and he picked me up and tried to put me in the cooler, i hit my head on the san pel. Oh and then we played musical chairs. I WON! Yeah I'm a dork, but I did not want to go out in the snow. But now we are back at my house watching the Cathouse. Got to love crazy friday nights. Ha!

I have to admit, one of the best things about babysitting is the free food that they provide for me while i get paid to sit and watch tv. So I opened the freezer last night for a snack and to my delight they had hoodsies. Hoodsies were the staple of every birthday party the I went to when i was growing up and it made me smile. I went back to couch and opened it up, and remembered why I used to get mad when i had a hoodsies. WHY IS THE VANILLA HALF MORE THEN THE CHOCOLATE HALF! I could never understand this, i feel each flavor should be represented equally. never the less i did my usual of eating the vanilla side first and then the chocolate. ah memories.

1. I saw Kris Kross in concert.
2. My brother and sister are the most important people to me.
3. Whenever I'm at the beach I look for sea glass to take home with me.
4. I spent 9 hours at the movie theater one day and saw 4 movies in a row.
5. Moonwalks are awesome. I had one at my college graduation party.
6. My room never stays clean for more then an hour.
7. Green apple is my favorite flavor of jolly rancher.
8. I own a game boy advanced and play Super Mario all the time.
9. I get along with guys more then with girls.
10. I want many more tattoos.
11. If I didn't go to the gym, my stress level would hit the roof.
12. I once kissed Ron Jeremy.
13. I would like to have 3 or 4 kids one day.
14. The last time I went to chucky cheese was not that long ago.
15. I was homecoming queen my sophomore year of high school.
16. I didn't break 1000 on my SAT's yet I graduated with honors.
17. My dream house is a beach house.
18. I hate tribal tattoos. Why? Because 99% of the time they mean nothing.
19. I have the worst memory.
20. I'm extremely shy.
21. I have a profile on IMDB.com
22. I like to eat ice cream for breakfast.
23. Getting tattooed is therapeutic for me.
24. I miss going to school.
25. I blush very easily.
26. Jordan was my favorite New Kid on the Block.
27. I can spend hours in the bubble bath.
28. I wish I were a pin up girl.
29. My mom still buys us matching pajamas for Christmas each year.
30. I'm addicted to sudoku.
31. I have never met anyone with longer eyelashes then mine.
32. I grew up on the cape therefore I hate all tourists.
33. I like banana but I hate banana-flavored things, same goes for grapes.
34. I've never broken a bone (knock on wood.)
35. I lack self-confidence.
36. I like attention. I'm not going to lie, who doesn't.
37. I love cheap wine, bring on the sweet stuff.
38. I enjoy doing puzzles, the more pieces the better.
39. Most people think I'm a bitch when the first meet me, I promise I'm not. I just need to get to know you first.
40. However, if I don't like you or you piss me off I will be a complete bitch. I usually don't give you a 2nd chance.
41. I still sometimes watch the Disney channel.
42. I'm not a fan of most kids over the age of 5. Unless I have known them since they were babies.
43. I know how to fire a M19 (semi automatic grenade launcher).
44. I don't speak to my grandfather; I cut him out of my life. (That's the bitch talking)
45. I own all the MTV Party to Go cds.
46. I'm not sure I believe in heaven.
47. I wish Marilyn Monroe was still alive.
48. My favorite vacation I have taken was sophomore year of college to Disney World.
49. I want to be a back up dancer in a music video.
50. I would like to be a professional cheerleader, but they do not like tattooed girls.