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April Lindsey


Last Updated: 12/30/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 16
Sign: Gemini

Signup Date: 7/29/2007

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May 15, 2008 - Thursday 
Qutoes 1. Holding onto broken hearts memories are what's left of us you're trying too hard to be my friend & i'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames to remind me never to fall in love again… 2. Time stands still when no one understands you and you don't quite understand yourself. Today didn't have to be this way, tomorrow is another day, another chance to make things right.. 3. We're friends, real friends. & that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, I'll be here. 4. Don't give up on love because there is always someone who loves you, even if it's not the person you were hoping for. 5. if a guy really likes you he'll listen to what you have to say and not what he hears from others. 6. You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears 7. I'm glad you're happy. Really. I'm glad you're in love. Just remember no matter how many guys come & go we'll always be together. Friends last longer than lovers. 8. I promise when we're old, we're gonna be best friends chasing eachother around in our motor scooters all day long 9. We're all a little weird. And life's a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love. 10. I'm not afraid to fall; it means I climbed too high. Either way it shows at least I tried. 11. My best friends are like a fairytale. They've been there since once upon a time & will be there until forever after. 12. To hell with my pride. tonight i want to cry. 13. It's completely impossible to find a guy who won't ever hurt you, so go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile 14. Love is just a serial killer and we're all innocent victims 15. Spare me three last words i love you is all she heard 16. If you really want her tell her;; because she can wait but she cant wait forever 17. Let's set the record straight. No one makes me smile quite like you do 18. Everything we've gone through & everything we've accomplished can never be explained in words 19. Drama's made for movies, not reality 20. I don't care about your imperfections that's what makes me adore you 21. Meet me at our old spot. I know it's been awhile, but I think we need to talk… I'm falling again. 22. So let's drink to the truth. Let's speak through drunken minds & say how much we truly love each other & tomorrow, we can go back to pretending that we hate each other. 23. You had me from the day you smiled. 24. He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect. 25. && I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together. 26. I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong. 27. No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him. Some may call it stupid. I call it love. 28. I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss. 29. I think I found my new addiction tonight. 30. She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truely happy is when she's with him. 31. & I think that I'm impressed with you one night stands & your contagious kiss. I'm trying to get this right. Yeah. 'Cause I'm rediculous like that. 32. Let's kiss in the rain… Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other. 33. I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where I layed & told you, but you swore you loved me more. 34. Don't make her wait for you, just because you know she will. 35. She closes her eyes, as make-up runs… He got the best of her. 36. You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught… & make it count. 37. So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things. So what if I can't eat or sleep… At least you'll know why. You're always on my mind. 38. So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers. Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as I am. 39. & Lately, she'd say anything to make him turn his head… anything just to make him laugh & just stare at her. 40. I'll be your cheap novelty. 41. I regret every word I said to make him feel special. 42. Go ahead. Kiss her. I hope she bites your lip And you choke on the blood. 43. let's just drink to get drunk, and tell each other everything. for a drunkin mind ; speaks a sober heart. 44. he means the world to her && doesn't even know it. 45. && everytime i try to give up hope whispers "ONE MORE TRY…" 46. let's run away ; we'll never look back. 47. the best kind of kiss is the un-expected ; unplanned ones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a sentence 48. stand up for what you believe in - even if your standing alone.<3 49. i wanna kill you . . . but i..d kill for you all the time<3 50. sometimes one smile means more then a dozen roses. 51. t o o h a r d t o f a k e i t nothing can replace it 52. drama — lies — tears ..teenage years. 53. SHE D0ES, SHE DiD && SHE'LL D0 iT AGAiN. 54. neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes. 55. & keep your head up kid because there are people killing to see you fall-* 56. eVeRy TiMe We KiSS .. i SWeAR i CAN FLY 57. after a while;; you'd think we'd eventually learn. 58. note to self - first to last. 59. and so i'll sleep this life away, because my dreams are so sweet; now that your in them. i don't want to leave this place without you 60. she wipes off the black rivers running down her un-made cheeks. she takes a deep breath in and steadies herself. she can do this, keep going, pull through;; t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n 61. Take your damn fairy tale endings and your hopes, dreams, & wishes and shove them up your ass. This is the real world, && that shit just doesn't cut it anymore 62. i have more feelings for you, than any other girl ever will. 63. sleep is overrated we stay awake and cry if this is love, than kill me now and save me from my life 64. he looked at me & said, "do you ever feel like you're working for something you're never going to get? you shoot-&-miss kind of deal. like, no matter what, you can't have it, but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?" i looked at him, stared at him for a second, & replied, "everyday…" 65. even if you & her are together, I guess that won't change us right? We'll still be friends, We'll still laugh together.. We'll still smile at each other are friendship will still be there, & we'll be ok..won't we? 66. Never let success get to your head and never let failure get to your heart. 67. It's all just magic when I think about you. & when I'm not with you, I go crazy. 68. True faith is to have confidence in who God is 69. she's an artist a painter actually; see that 'smile' on her face? well it's her most famous piece 70. love is about being cute and stupid together not being in bed together. 71. You can't tell your heart what to do it does it all on it's own 72. LOVE. MY DRUG HiS SOUR LiPS THE POiSON. && HiS HEART MY ADDiCTiON 73. Isn..t if funny how day-by-day nothing changes, but then when you look back, everything is different 74. There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on. 76. Yeah and I would recommend that you live with no regrets, and even if it seems like the world is crashing on you, you shouldn't let it hold you down. 77. that is what we do. that is what people do. they stay alive for each other. 78. i remember when you were falling and i was there just holding onto you 79. if i could re-arrange the alphabet, i'd put U & I together. 80. gravity is ___not responsible for people falling in love. -albert einstein 81. a woman knows when a man ++ looks into her eyes & sees someone else. -the notebook<3 82. whoever said that nothing is impossible has obviously never tried to slam a revolving door. 83. his lips are like wine, & i wanna get drunk. 84. if i kept you too close, it was becuase i wanted to keep you longer. - a walk to remember 85. my heart is that crack in the s i d e w a l k, that you walk on everyday. 86. i agree with the dictionary. girls before guys, studying before partying, & friends before love. 87. sweetie, you can't fight fate. whatever happens, happens. 88. just like ipods, nowadays, hearts are being played all over the -[ world. ]- 89. whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks, i will be right here waiting for you. -right here waiting 90. falling for him once: temptation falling for him twice: destiny getting your heart broken: a mistake letting it happen again: unstoppable 91. since i've seen you i haven't been the same it seem's everytime i see you i gasp for air<3 92. i've never felt like this before my knee's are shakeing my heart beat's faster my palms all sweaty no this can't be love.. 93. something about you baby drive's me crazy something about this guy blow's my mind away something about you baby… 94. i want to be with you ..till death&after it. 95. i never belived in "love at first site" well until the day i saw you.. 96. Realize whats important in your life what you can live with, but more importantly, what you CANT live without. 97. falling in love is what keeps us from - falling apart. 98. death is life..s way of saying, "you..re fired." suicide is your way of saying, "i quit." 99. & this mood of mine is only temporary, just like your feelings. 100. love doesn..t need a reason; if you can explain why you love someone, it..s not love, it..s like. 101. in the end, you..ll be happy. & if you..re not happy, it..s not the end. 102. if my radio breaks, will you sing to me? 103. the hardest thing in this world is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes but still loves everything about you. 104. i don..t wanna do this anymore i don..t wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don..t wanna hurt him anymore i don..t wanna take away his life i don..t wanna be a murderer 105. The truth may hurt me, but your lies kill me. 106. and i know this could ruin me, but i'd risk it all for you… 107. love is like dominoes, one wrong move & everything you..ve worked for falls apart. 108. she's just another girl believing in something that will never happen. 109. There's no past tense in loving someone. It's either you do or you never did. 110. I must be a pretty good liar for you to honestly think that everything's alright. 111. Girls are like telephones they like to be held and talked to but push the wrong button and you'll be disconnected. 113. spongebob&patrick that was us now we..re like superman&kryptonite 115. bitches in my face damn near everyday calling me some names tell ..em to fuck off they actin.. all surprise askin.. what i say?! 116. drama;lies;backstabbing. yea it..s the teenage years 119. someone said your name & asked me if i knew you. i looked down, wiped away my tears, & said, "no, not anymore." 120. it..s sweet-talkers like you that make girls fall in love&fall apart. 121. The best boyfriend you'll have isnt the best looking, the funniest, or the richest. its theo ne that makes you feel gorgeous, hilarious, and like a million dollars. He makes sure you know he loves you. 122. friendship is easily turned into love but love is very hard to turn back into friendship 124. [ guys are like stars ] there are millions of them but only one will make your dreams come true its like half of me really wants to be with him, when the other half wants to be over him -Laguna Beach
May 1, 2008 - Thursday 
From::::Sammyy To::::Aprill lindsey
Watching all the faces pass by. Saying "thats her." Watching them disapprove of my look, my personality, my weight, and everything else about me. Watching every little thing i do. Bringing my Self Esteem to a zero. Listening to the laughs and whispers. Looking around like whats going on? Thinking i wish i had that one person. The person who doesnt believe the he said she said crap. The one that i can tell anything to and some how he/she will relate. That best friend that everyone has. And there were days where i hoped and prayed one would come along. And it only took one day, only one day that i went skating like i did every single weekend. And i got a great big hug. As i stared trying to figure who this girl was. I realized she was the girl, the girl i grew up with and moved away. The girl i lost touch with. The girl that i wished i had her number so we could catch up with each others life! But no, everything just blew away. Like uh paper in the wind? haha. But finally i thought YAY. my prayers have been answered. I told her everything i had to tell.And she is the only one i can come to for GOOD advice.And sometimes i know that she takes wat i say the wrong way. I know there has been times where she has made me cry, and times that she has made me wanna punch tha wall, but she will always be the person i ask for when im sad. No matter where life takes us, i know that i will be calling her everyday just like i do now. Trying to catch up on every detail of her day. She has the times where she doesnt listen to what i have to say, she just instantly makes a big deal, without hearing my opinion. And it hurts, it hurts really bad..And she promises everytime not to make me sad. But i understand that everyone has there grumpy moments. So i have learned to blow it off. I mean thats what best friends do right? they work through there problems. And i know sometimes she tends to hold things back from me. But im hoping that she learns she can trust me with everything. Shes the only girl i have ever walked into Krogers acting pregnant, spray painted our intials on Krogers Parking lot, and ha played football in the front yard at 1 in the morning. This SHE is my best friend. Her name is April May Lindsey and she is the girl i can tell everything too. I mean dont get me wrong me and her have Brittany too. And most of these words go to her as well. But April i just hope you know how much you mean to me. And that i never want to loose our friendship. Love you girl;Sammy.
April 28, 2008 - Monday 

hahahahaha i should become a poet..=] thanks for the help my other nigget

 

 

i almost hate everything you do....but i still love you. I tend to give up quickly..but i forgive you right away. i know im am not always easy to get along with and im not always hard. I still know you need me and i need you. We do fight and argue thats what bestfriends do. I know i make you cry and thats the truth. I try my hardest not to but you still do. I know it may seem like i dont but deep inside i do. It's weird how much i can care about one friend ( and that is you). Yea i made promise's and i broke them all i wish i could explain my feelings to you about how i feel but the words come out wrong.

You always say i wish she knew how i feel ...please explain and let me know your being real. Caz when you say that you never tell me how you feel.

Everytime i try to leave you bring me back.

i dont know why caz you never tell me.

your my bestfriend and thats a Fact.

i know im not your best friend evern thoe you tell me i am,,,,,but you will always be in my world even if im not in yours =]

see forgetting you is like forgetting to breathe

-A.p.-

^^yea i totally made that up!!

 

April 20, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  ashamed

Sammy Baker::

Well i just wanted to see if you noticed this NEW blog!!!

its about YOU again but its good

i think all i needed more than anything else in the world is to be told (just once) that a friend doesnt know what they would do with out me.Only one person said somthing like that and that person ......that person was you..

And i wanted to say

Im sorry for making you hurt.

Im sorry for making you cry.

Im sorry for not having faith in our  friend ship.

im sorry for not being there when you wanted me to be.

Im sorry for walking away and not telling you the truth.

Im sorry for saying really harsh things to you.

And im mostly sorry for not BEING a BESTFRIEND.

But that night is in the past but just remember im always gunna remember it.

Well i wanted to say Your my best friend and thats the truth and i hope im yours to.=D

I kno i act really bull headed not saying why im mad at you but i cant stay mad at you.lol

i just wanna say i hope we do stay friends forever well no i dont hope so i promise so..=]

i still remember alot of things ive said.=[ (im sorrie)

 

Usually people say there my bestfriend but they barely talk to me and dont take the time to kno me but when i met you , you kept me by your side and now you kno everything about me.And i consider people like that a Bestfriend even half of my family member's dont even kno the stuff i told you.

but when i told you to call me and i heard your voice it didnt sound so good and then i knew it you were crying i felt like running all the way to your house to give you a hug and to tell you everythings ok.....then after that i was going to beat the crap outta the person who put you down but i couldnt becaz....................becaz that person was me.

I hope something like that day NEVER happens again ok..

i tried really hard to avoid it but then the sidetracking got on my nerves so i went away like i didnt kno you.

Then you try and come back to me talking about this guy agian ...but ayye i still love you..

So we both kno how bad we acted that day

 

And be both kno we DO need eachother

 

So i wanna promise you all these things........

I promise you my love

I promise you my heart

I promise you my life

I promise we'll never be apart



I promise not to hurt you

I promise to never make you cry

I promise to always trust you

I promise not to lie



I promise you forever

I promise you tonight

I promise you my respect

I promise to do things right



I promise to always be there

I promise until the end

I promise to always love you

I promise to be your best friend



I promise you my love

I promise you my life

I promise this forever

I promise our friendship is my life

And i promise you that ill always love you no matter what.

No HOMO>>

so really bayy ily