I know it probably is bad to start a blog in such a negative way.....but really....FML!!
I have been acting on impulse for the last few weeks. Not a cute thing for someone like me.....but it has all been in pursuit of good feelings and new friends....one in particular.
There is nothing....NOTHING....that should make any of this work.....age...education....occupation....these are things that are not common between us.
But still, there is a lightness to our friendship and a bond that I don't think either of us deny.....as new as this friendship is.......and I let myself take it too far.....and when you have a small candle with a light flame that has just been lit.....you have to be careful not to blow it out.....
I think I blew it out.