either you support me, or you doubt me. 

What I see more is, You doubt me.

So its not just your credit or your financial situations,

you won't co-sign with me becuase you don't think I can do it.

either I fail or give it up.  

But i never been so sure about anything.

A high assesment  score, and a scholarship, to pay more than half the tuition, doesn't sound promising enough to you. 

So if I can't convince you, than I am pretty much screwed out of this opportunity.

Thanks a lot.  

come talk to me  right here.  I am often signed on to Meebo.com. 

..

The Wrestler.  Awsome movie.  Talk about a man's soap oprah.
It's Hardcore and drama.  

So this is the first of music blogs I'll be putting in here.  They're about modern and old music and whatever comes to mind about them.  So yeah. 

So Butch Vig, one of my favorite producers, is producing Green Day's next album.  Sweet.  I hope to hear new stuff real soon.  Vig produced Nirvana, and Pumpkins.  You might know which albums he produced, or maybe not.  What do you think about Butch Vig working on the new Green Day record?

An unrelated question:  Who do you think is the best new rock band from 2008?

the best band mates could be ones you have a lot in common with.

and that band's name is Anura.  I am the new second guitarist.  I feel real excited about it.  Had a great time tonight learning Anura songs, and jamming out.  There is much more for me to learn, and they've got a new album to record, and soon enough we'll play out.  Add Anura.  They're my favorite Milwaukee band since me and Chandelier played a show with them at Vnuks.  www.myspace.com/anuramilwaukee

I hope you'll enjoy the tunes and later I'll take part in playing them live.

>pt.  

Someone asked me a big question today.  Right now, this summer is looking kinda sweet.

Pete has a place of his own now.. For the most part Pete has a new shitty job working 4 hours on monday, and 12 hours wednesday to thursday. Pete is also on call for the Bradley Center stage and set up crew. Hope to work at WWE on the 9th and Metallica later on. And all the other events as well of course. Things are lookin goodn although pete still owes a buttload of rent and just starting to pay off a big energy bill from 2003. Now pete hopes to go get food from Omega in a few. Pete says goodbye (humming the Smurfs theme) See you on the flippy side

How long did it take you to get over your last girlfriend?:
not long



How did you and your number 1 become friends?:
She's my mom






How late did you stay up last night and why?:
um, prolly about 1 o the clock




How did you meet the last person you talked to on the phone?
Met Vince thru a mutual friend of ours


Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a D?:
Yep





How's your life lately?
Bad financially but pretty good









What time is is it?
1:51 pm

Do you think that you're a good person?:
Yes, for the most part




Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
No. but one flirted with me





Do you believe in love at first sight?:
nope





Do you hate the last girl you were texting?:
No. Do you text people you hate? Cuz' thats weird





When is the last time you took a nap?
the other day



What was on your mind mostly today?:
what am I going to to do about the rent?




Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?:
Um duh.


Do you miss anyone?:
Yes a few people



How long do you think it takes to fall in love?
That depends



What are you listening to?:
Deftones

Have you held hands with anyone recently?:
No




Do you like winter time?:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, but I kinda wish it was winter right now (boiling in the attic up here)





What was the last movie you watched?:

THE DARK KNIGHT! OMFG it was the fucking SHIT!





What are you doing tomorrow?
Not sure




Name a high point of your day?:
none yet



Where is your number one person on your friends list?:
In Missouri




What are your plans for the weekend?:
Um, this weekend no plans yet



Suppose you see your bf/gf kissing another person?:
That would suck :(

Did you ever lose a best friend?:
yeah. he just moved away




What are you doing right now?:
this survey listenin to Deftones




Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?:
sometimes




Are you currently in a relationship?
no




Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Of course, it happens to everyone at least once





Been in a long distance relationship?:
yeah




Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?:
nope. I know they love me. they're family


When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?:
yesterday




Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?:
Yep, and I have.




Do you have a good relationship with your parents?:
Yeah



Can you be in love with someone you aren't dating?:
Yes




Has anyone disappointed you lately?
Sometime in the last couple months



Whose the last person you talked to in person?:
Vince's friend Chuie




What was it about?:
So the router's working again? Awsome


Do you have a good relationship with your siblings?
That I do although I don't hear from them much and vice versa



Wheres your phone right now?
right here






What is your biggest pet peeve?
When somebody says somthing about me that I don't particulary agree with, as if they know me that well



Are you happy right now?:
Yeah I'm ok




What are you going to do after this?
I don't know. I want to fill some apps online but it's just too fucking hot up here

Do you have a date this weekend?
Nope.  Fuck dating


Do you get along with guys or girls better?
My fellow guys.    I don't talk much to girls.  I guess I'm a little too insecure

Do you hide your emotions?
No not really.  Although I always seem to look sad, I'm not.  I would say so if I was

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Just the same



Do you still have clothes that belong to your ex?
Nope


Why is the first person the first person in your top?
she's my mom

Who was the last person you had an argument with?
I can't remember



Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
either is fine



Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
yes

When was the last time you had pizza?
last night


What is the last movie you saw in a theater?
Transformers for like the third time

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
I fell asleep watcing TV



What do you wish you had right now at this moment?
Lots of money.



Worst relationship mistake you wish you could take back?
things I said

Who are you more like your mother or your father?  Not my mom.  I never knew my dad to compare myself to him

Do you like Chinese food?
Hell yeah



What is something you need to go shopping for?
body wash and shampoo.  almost out.  maybe I'll get that Old Spice hair and body wash.



How many states in the US have you been to?

about 6 or more.



Were you happy when you woke up?
Nah, I have to look for a job



How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
more than 30


What was the last thing you cried about?
My brother



What song are you currently listening to?
Listening to a song called Sword from Ashes Divide



If you could either float on the moon, or snorkel the ocean, which?
I would Snorkel.  The moon is much more impossible

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
I don't think I'd ever get married



What is Fly Leaf? A band that I don't much like.  Well they're good, but I don't listen to em

Have you ever been on a horse? Yeah


What did you do last night? Nothing.  ate and watched TV

Is anyone mad at you?
somebody is always mad at me

Do you give out second chances too easily?
depends

Do you have a best friend?
Yeah several.


Where will you be 12 hours from now?
at home



Have you ever been to a tanning bed?
nope.  I should try one sometime. 



Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

yes.  I'd change several things



Whats your favorite season?
Fall



What was your favorite grade?
Freshman.



Have you ever in any way been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Nope, I havn't