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Last Updated: 11/19/2009

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Age: 23
Sign: Cancer

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November 19, 2009 - Thursday

Passing

Its been awhile
I had lots of time
To think
Being so far away
From everyone
And everything
But it's alright now
I swear it will be ok
Nothing is meant to stay the same
Living here
Day to day
But sometimes we look back
Wanting to regret
Gather your strength
And carry on again

These words are painful
Yet only way I can go
Not knowing what to do
I passed the time from before
Wanting what I didn't have
Reaching for a dream
But its time to wake up
Because nothing is really
Truly clean

How long has it been
All the things I said
Lies
Because I couldn't make it happen
Too lazy to get up
Just wanting to stay asleep
Now that I woke up
I can't allow myself
To go back to sleep
Kinda tragic
That in the moment
We don't know anything
Falling over the shock
But
I haven't felt that way
Not after the last
I won't let myself fail once more
Whats done is done
Just go on
Live on
And don't go slow

Random words
Keep escaping my soul
Pushing me away
From even myself
I see the ghost
Of who I was
Its about time I let go

Here in the moment
Live it
Love it
Enjoy it
Everytime we fight it
We all just lose in the end
But let it happen
At its own pace
Giving up is not the way to go
But maybe thats the way you want to be
There you are
Challenged with a conundrum
Asking yourself what to do
In a fucked up situation like this
I will give you what I believe in
Give it your all
Even if you know you wont win
Its better to fall died
Then to never push youself within

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November 8, 2009 - Sunday

Mine or Yours

This is just life
Asking whos in charge
Is it really mine or yours
But I refuse to give in
Because I know the truth
Scared to lead the way
I hid in your shadow
Ashamed of who I was
Looking for the way out
I am doing ok now
Its been a while
Since I last felt a dream
Turn into reality again

All the things
That we go through
Give us strength
And serve us pain
Yet we choose to be
Being so afraid
Leave me sleeping
I don't want to wake up
If it means losing
What I hold close to me

I can see it playing
In my mind and my heart
All the times I fell before
Trying to live in the past
Made me blind to the present
Loving to hate
Hating to love
Being here
So far away
I pushed you all the distance
And I even started
To fade away
But I can't let it take me
Consume me again
I can see it
If only for a moment
Its all that I need
To keep me going
Misled and confused
Just lost in vain

All the things
That we go through
Give us strength
And serve us pain
Yet we choose to be
Being so afraid
Leave me sleeping
I don't want to wake up
If it means losing
What I hold close to me

I want to hold on
Never let go of you
Yet your memories are gone
Left in a mysterious accident
Now I don't even know your face
Can't tell who you are now
Unable to look to the past
No choice but to continue
I used to be so ashamed
Petrified to let go
Fear held me down
But it was my mind that wouldn't just go

All the things
That we go through
Give us strength
And serve us pain
Yet we choose to be
Being so afraid
Leave me sleeping
I don't want to wake up
If it means losing
What I hold close to me

God
Where have you taken me
Are you there?
Can't you see the scars
Self inflicted destruction
Using anothers name in vain
I wish this would just disappear
But it won't
Its kinda sick
So fucking dirty
When will it be ok
From 1 day
To 4 years
Wanting to write
Is what keeps my sanity
Not to be clear
I stay away from the poison

All the things
That we go through
Give us strength
And serve us pain
Yet we choose to be
Being so afraid
Leave me sleeping
I don't want to wake up
If it means losing
What I hold close to me

All the things
That we go through
Give us strength
And serve us pain
Yet we choose to be
Being so afraid
Leave me sleeping
I don't want to wake up
If it means losing
What I hold close to me

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November 8, 2009 - Sunday

When or What

Every time I lose control
Anger leaves me empty
Rage just an abyss
Nothing makes me happy
Not knowing what to do
I stain my soul in sin
Hurting others in other ways
I slowly let the poison in

When or what
Questions asked
Is that really it
Letting out
Screams of reality
Scatter like rose petals
Shattering into millions of pieces
Like a wine glass
Or a broken heart

Just why do you do
The litte things you do
Pushing and pulling
Just hurting me
Over and over
When will it end
Always one last fucking string
Holding my life to yours
Never will it fade away
Fucking obscene
How much of a bastard I used to be
Guess it's all I had
Just like the empty bottle
But I can't take anymore
This is my last drink

When or what
Questions asked
Is that really it
Letting out
Screams of reality
Scatter like rose petals
Shattering into millions of pieces
Like a wine glass
Or a broken heart

Now that I'm here
Scared
Alone
And confused
Just left to myself
With no one really there
I reach out for my last memory
But now I can't endure
Knew the truth all along
But I kept on fucking trying
And it was me who I lost
An shell of the man
That I used to be
I didn't want to change
Wanting to stay the same
But nothing last forever
Not even this gut wreatching pain

When or what
Questions asked
Is that really it
Letting out
Screams of reality
Scatter like rose petals
Shattering into millions of pieces
Like a wine glass
Or a broken heart

Looking in the mirror now
I see the changes bright as day
When or what
Did I really become
Clear like the sun after rain
Maybe you can see it
Just a chance you will
I have to live it
Each and every passing day
Somedays I feel my best
Other times just another private
But all in all
I can proudly say
I still am who I am
And only reach
For what I can

When or what
Questions asked
Is that really it
Letting out
Screams of reality
Scatter like rose petals
Shattering into millions of pieces
Like a wine glass
Or a broken heart

When or what
Questions asked
Is that really it
Letting out
Screams of reality
Scatter like rose petals
Shattering into millions of pieces
Like a wine glass
Or a broken heart

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November 4, 2009 - Wednesday

Anywhere

Everywhere I go
There always something there for me
Whether it be the pain or the joy
Just another day for me
Keep me thinking on my feet
Breaking down I need a tow
Cause momma momma can't you see
What this life has done to me
Singing now I wish out loud
So you can see me and be proud

Sounding like a cadance
I be thinking out loud
Nothing seems be be left now
Wondering just who what when and how
Things got so twisted
Chopped and screwed with contortion
What does it mean to you now
Nothing much cause im not worth it
Only in your eyes
So the world sees it different
Keep me busy
And I'll be proud
Even if I lose my smile
Cause everyday is blank to me
Filled with nothing
Just monotony

Everywhere I go
There always something there for me
Whether it be the pain or the joy
Just another day for me
Keep me thinking on my feet
Breaking down I need a tow
Cause momma momma can't you see
What this life has done to me
Singing now I wish out loud
So you can see me and be proud

As fond as your are gone
Just lost in the wind of memory
Giving me some time to think
Of greater days and my self defeat
But that was long ago
How I changed
Oh how I've grown
Take a look
Try to recognize me
Bet you can't
Understand the real me
Cause if you did
But the slightest chance
You would see heart collapsed
But not from you
Oh so you think
Got more problems I care to speak

Everywhere I go
There always something there for me
Whether it be the pain or the joy
Just another day for me
Keep me thinking on my feet
Breaking down I need a tow
Cause momma momma can't you see
What this life has done to me
Singing now I wish out loud
So you can see me and be proud

The only thing I got left of me
Is my faithful 300Z
Just me and my fairlady
Cruizing down my small city
One seat for me
One seat for who
Only God knows
Who is next to me
Let it be now or sometime soon
I hate the feeling of being trapped alone
In my barracks
Oh in my room
Take me out of this place
Or keep me here and bring my Z
Either way I can't stay apart
From the last thing in my heart

Everywhere I go
There always something there for me
Whether it be the pain or the joy
Just another day for me
Keep me thinking on my feet
Breaking down I need a tow
Cause momma momma can't you see
What this life has done to me
Singing now I wish out loud
So you can see me and be proud

Everywhere I go
There always something there for me
Whether it be the pain or the joy
Just another day for me
Keep me thinking on my feet
Breaking down I need a tow
Cause momma momma can't you see
What this life has done to me
Singing now I wish out loud
So you can see me and be proud

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October 29, 2009 - Thursday

Betray

I just start to lose control
Things so easy
Made now impossible
Just wanting to go
I stay here waiting
Nothing can make me move
Just time patiently laughing
At me every moment
Why do you play
With something like my heart
How can you say
That to you I mean a lot
Your bold lies and bullshit
They pick away my happiness
Dreams and fantasy
I try to recreate
Now stolen from me
By ones that I hold close

You're sitting there
Rotting away
Just like a visual
Representation of me
My insides are shown
With your outward appearance
How much I have I been through
Not alone but ashamed
How could I make someone feel
The way I do inside
These strings are picked with violence
Aggressively playing again
What can I do now
Except dream
For my summer days and nights

Sweet passion
How I fiend for you
Playing games with myself
I only hurt me I would say
The fact is made false
As I see it bright as day
How much I put everyone through
I can't apologize
For what I have done
Do I really deserve to be happy
With the one thing I have left
Will I really lose it all
Can you really understand me now
After all the shit I have been through
My pride is all I will have now
Because I slowly given up on the world
How can I protect
What I can never see
The ones I try to help out
Just seem to fall instead
Right in front of me

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October 27, 2009 - Tuesday

Whats the Matters

This shits out of control
The things that didn't really matter
Now compiling and creating
An energy more volitle
Then nitroglycerin
Combined with these feelings
Bringing me down
Only to explode
But have you reached that point
Can you understand what I'm talking about
You are not like me
Even if you been through some shit
It's never the same
Better or worse
Reactions of variables vary
Sqeezing and pulling
Tearing me down
What can you really say to me
What does it really matter to you

Anything you can do
I can do better
Say your pretty words
While we both go to hell together
Wishful thinking brought us here
Only way out
Is a sacrifice
Too bad I stopped giving a fuck
I won't die for you tonight

No matter how loud you get
Or whatever scene you want to make
Your eyes are with out soul
Absent of even sin
Nothing seems to matter
Don't give a fuck's
What I learned from you
Now is the time you realize
You fucking reap what you sew

Not everything can go according to plan
Proven to me in life
Experiences
And all your whole hearted lies
Call it resent
Reget
Or guilt
Anyway you spin that shit
It's all just a tall tale
Even in the light
I can't hide what I am
Just someone looking for attention
Wanting your false sense of affection

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October 22, 2009 - Thursday

Falling for You

Every time I see your face
It breaks me down again
From on glance of that picture frame
It make tears fall for days
What the fuck is my problem
I can't get a fucking grip
Wanting to see you badly
Yet I can't stand to wait

What a fucked up joke
How I'm just jonesing for you attention
God your such a bastard
For setting my entire world on fire
Fuego so insense
Even I can't breathe again
Taking my last breath I saw you
Don't know whether to give up
Or die again

Not only do I regress
I turn even worse then before
Trying so hard to look different
But it comes out so fake
Being something I am not
Just trying to ease the pain I made
I pushed you and pulled you
Fucking with your mind in the process
I see how much shit you've been through
Yet I can't have you back now
Its just my cruel fate now
Just dreaming of what could have been
How

I just want to run away
From the problems
Can't stand to come to terms
Cause I can't solve them
No matter how hard I fucking try
This is not like me at all
I failed to try my best
Always held back by something else
I'm just a child in larger clothing now

So just take it all away
Sorry
It's already been done
I can't look at myself and say
That I tried my very best
I just chose fly away
Many miles in between
Tears fill my eyes once again
Just by the simple thoughts of you

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October 22, 2009 - Thursday

Soft Sickle

I wanna take it all away
This pain thats deep inside
Living life is just a game
When all thats left
Is you and I
Slowly sliding down
Slipping through the crevice
Freshly made
Oh my aching fucking pain
Leaving like blood from my veins

This soft sickle tickles
As it slowly eats away
At my fleash so warm and gentle
Tearing each filthy layer away
Like a bad photoshoping
Left jagged and abused
No love left to take in
It's all because of you
So you want to play your games
Without realizing it
So fed up with your shit
Its driven me insane
I hate to even hear your name

I wanna take it all away
This pain thats deep inside
Living life is just a game
When all thats left
Is you and I
Slowly sliding down
Slipping through the crevice
Freshly made
Oh my aching fucking pain
Leaving like blood from my veins

Like staring at the barrel of a .45
My life flashes
What have I done
Nothing worth remembering
Not even all my lies
All that left of me
Is just blood drops on the ground
Attempting to lift me
I refuse with what is left
Leave me be just all alone
The only way to live how
Since I was born this way
Many different ways we wonder
Even dream of our demise
Wanting to go out in your own style

I wanna take it all away
This pain thats deep inside
Living life is just a game
When all thats left
Is you and I
Slowly sliding down
Slipping through the crevice
Freshly made
Oh my aching fucking pain
Leaving like blood from my veins

Which ever way you end it
Natural or by a hand
Make the most of what you got
It's not everyday you realize
That all the drama call all just halt
For something more important in the way
To take life is easy
To give it is the best
But when you take your
Your just asking whats left
The words they ring truth
No matter the season
You don't know what you got
Till your on the curb sneezing

I wanna take it all away
This pain thats deep inside
Living life is just a game
When all thats left
Is you and I
Slowly sliding down
Slipping through the crevice
Freshly made
Oh my aching fucking pain
Leaving like blood from my veins

I wanna take it all away
This pain thats deep inside
Living life is just a game
When all thats left
Is you and I
Slowly sliding down
Slipping through the crevice
Freshly made
Oh my aching fucking pain
Leaving like blood from my veins

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October 18, 2009 - Sunday

A Ways Away

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

You mold me
You shaped me
Now I take full responsiblity
Cause I love you
And I hate you
Your all I ever see
This is not a love song
Nor will it ever be
It's just my little dumb poem
That just ends without a hitch

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

It's almost time
I'm coming back again
For all that time I went away
I haven't touch you in so long
Its been on my mind
What I will do to you that day
If I am gentle
Or just act a fool
It's my option to take
Don't you say a word
Just take what I give
And don't even think of quiting

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

I dream of you
And what we'll do
As we are turning 2 into 1
Your compression rate
While you accelerate
Keep me coming back for more
I steer you quick
And I drive you right
Like we never were apart
You naughty girl
You missed me so
Your the only Z for me

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

It seems very rare
To have this type of love and care
I hurt you lots
Last time you just died and stopped
Because I was never there
I can't wait that long
I'm almost home
To take you out again
I'll treat you right
Turn you on at night
And make sure your fluids not plight
Feed you unleaded premium
Tonight

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

It seems so long ago
So far away to me
Those pretty words
They go so far away
Like ashes in the wind
Yet I still hold on
It still bears truth
In those simple things she said

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October 4, 2009 - Sunday

Remember

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

Keeping your sock on tight
Waiting for the day or the night
That I rock them off right
Flustered in remedy
I got the cure for your itch
Nothing short of a miracle
Yet all just the same
Looking for that light
We hiding in the dark
Faces in shadows
Reminicing of those times
But its all just changed
Living in the here and now
Your feeling a little to plain
Can't regret the presnt tense now
I keep everyone going insane
Nothing too revealing yet
Remember that game
The one I played so well
I'm just 300 Max
Going beyond the final stage

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

Up up down down
Left right left right
We just tried to B A
B A
New part
So we went Select on each other
Only to press Start
And thats how we became invincible
But someone turned the game off
Now we living in the time with reality
Seeking whats true
Like miliseconds on a LCD
Facts are fact
And 1 don't equal 0
But to be fair
It was all just
011
01100011
011
110
11
1011
0011
001
01

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

Time have been rough
As they have been kind
Taking each day in
Trying to keep my mind right
Everyone slips
Maybe I more than others
But regardless of that matter
I still keep trying harder
Cause the best of the best
Is standing right in front of you
Behind this computer screen
I am sitting right next to you
And if you don't believe this true
Then you can get 0 1 kicked out of you

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

I must comment
On the last few weeks
They've been a blur
Because I can't sleep
Nothing is schedueled
Planned or going right
But it won't stop me at all
I will always be ready
To fight tonight
Eyes sorrow and limb
I'll give it all for my cause
But you alone will see
Nothing

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

Remember the name
Cause the face is gonna change
Keep you going insane
Guessing who when and why again
Just picturing me instead
But this is one portrait your not gonna frame
Remember in vain
Cause it was all just a game to you

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September 20, 2009 - Sunday

It's Not You

We are all just looking
Trying to find peace
Never is it equal
But trust me
This never decease
Don't tell me you love me
I can't stand to hear those words
Keep you fake act at home
And just enjoy where your at
Love is something
That neither I nor you know
We are just two different people
Trying to share one simple world

The word that stirs the soul
I love you
I love you
When did it become so strong
I need you
I need you
You say your telling truth
I want you
I want you
But all I hear you say is
Its not you
Its not you

When you dissect it
Really open the meaning
Tear it apart and try to rebuild
It doesn't seem logical
Never has
I am special I know
My talents are ranged
As my hearts been thrown around
Trying so hard to recreate
What I used to have before
But how opposite it truly is
From any type of electronic
I want to mod it
To the point it goes back to default

The word that stirs the soul
I love you
I love you
When did it become so strong
I need you
I need you
You say your telling truth
I want you
I want you
But all I hear you say is
Its not you
Its not you

Keep your distance with these words
They only keep me falling
I hear them everyday
Tossed around like nothing
Maybe I am just too old
Or just my standards are high
But when I hear those words
I want them to mean what they mean
With no sensing lie
I would rather work
And keep all my feelings inside
Then to hear those words uttered to me
Just to keep me close by

The word that stirs the soul
I love you
I love you
When did it become so strong
I need you
I need you
You say your telling truth
I want you
I want you
But all I hear you say is
Its not you
Its not you

Its the pain that stole my soul
I loved you
I loved you
The past the present keeps me strong
I needed you
I needed you
What you said before was truth
I wanted you
I wanted you
Too bad it just won't do
The past stays the past
Just like you

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September 16, 2009 - Wednesday

Heartbreak Checkout

This heartbreak hotel
Been my home for many years
Nothing seen always heard
Time to open my eyes
Bout time to relive my life

Oh
How I longed to live again
Captured in hotel
It's bout time I checked out
How it hurt so bad
Yet if felt so good
Coming back for more
Is all that I once knew

The walls are painted
With my own blood
Tainted with your sin
Furnished with sorrow
Powered by regret
What was I to do
For so long I wondered
Not wanting to accept defeat
I chose to live a lie
How can you fall in love
If you didn't fall from too high
How it hurt so much
But it was just a scrapped knee
Now I must walk tall again
Pick up not from where I left off
But where I am today

This heartbreak hotel
Been my home for many years
Nothing seen always heard
Time to open my eyes
Bout time to relive my life

Oh
How I longed to live again
Captured in hotel
It's bout time I checked out
How it hurt so bad
Yet if felt so good
Coming back for more
Is all that I once knew

This time we claimed in the universe
I cut it in half to recover
Learned so much and cried alot
It's time I checked out of this place
The path is blind
The sky is dark
Nothing here to lead me
Just me and my broken heart
All I wanted
Was what I thought I needed
Just a desire
Burning deep within me
Caused me to fall
Hitting rock bottom
Almost 4 long years
Jesus how the time flew
Took me that long to realize
I can live life without you
All the attempts
The failures and resents
Repenting for my sins
Killing myself for simple words
Emotions and feelings
Turned me into a monster
Numb and incapable of feeling
Body
Mind
And soul
Never have words been the truest spoken
For many do not realize
And many will never know

This heartbreak hotel
Been my home for many years
Nothing seen always heard
Time to open my eyes
Bout time to relive my life

Oh
How I longed to live again
Captured in hotel
It's bout time I checked out
How it hurt so bad
Yet if felt so good
Coming back for more
Is all that I once knew

I have proven to myself
That I really meant body mind and soul
An anomaly that occurred in my life
Every case recorded deep inside
Memories that are my own
That made a part of me fade and go
My body is a vessel
Only recognizing yet void of sensation
Mind as cold as ice
Soul no longer accepting love
How we use these terms so loosely
But how very true they are for me
Haunting truths lived everyday
Even before all those miserable days
Night that trace further back
Real pain and sorrow buried inside
I release the heart ache
Not just push it all aside
Its time I lived again
With who knows
By my side

This heartbreak hotel
Been my home for many years
Nothing seen always heard
Time to open my eyes
Bout time to relive my life

Oh
How I longed to live again
Captured in hotel
It's bout time I checked out
How it hurt so bad
Yet if felt so good
Coming back for more
Is all that I once knew

This heartbreak hotel
Been my home for many years
Nothing seen always heard
Time to open my eyes
Bout time to relive my life

Oh
How I longed to live again
Captured in hotel
It's bout time I checked out
How it hurt so bad
Yet if felt so good
Coming back for more
Is all that I once knew

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September 16, 2009 - Wednesday

Consanity

All the things we have done
In the past in
And in the present
Determines the future
Something we can't predict
Nor will I attempt
Leaking from its stem
My feelings will only grow
Needing my sunshine
Giving me comfort
And warmth once again

Anything you say
Everything you do
There's a reason
A point
Nothing in really in vain
Sometimes the right things
Are not what sane

You got me looking
Tempting me with your lips
You tremble as I approach
Shivering with excitement
I brush your cheek softly
Gently embracing your soul
Captivating all of you
Leaning in
You meet me half way
I sin made in heaven
With no one to get in the way

Anything you say
Everything you do
There's a reason
A point
Nothing in really in vain
Sometimes the right things
Are not what sane

What a day that waits
As the night we live
Your soft gentle skin
Soaking me
Tasting your sweetest sin
Smile with me
I will make reality
No longer a farce
Take from me what you need
And I will always protect
Even if I fall to my knees

Anything you say
Everything you do
There's a reason
A point
Nothing in really in vain
Sometimes the right things
Are not what sane

Ba boom
Can you hear it
Ba Boom
Getting louder every second
BA BOOM
Exploding for all to hear
The sound of your excited heart
Alone in the room
I am the only one to feel
BA BOOM
Just you and me
Lovers in a room
Harder
Faster
It's taking over
Deafening silence
Broken only by our beat
Turning two into one

Anything you say
Everything you do
There's a reason
A point
Nothing in really in vain
Sometimes the right things
Are not what sane

Anything you say
Everything you do
There's a reason
A point
Nothing in really in vain
Sometimes the right things
Are not what sane

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September 16, 2009 - Wednesday

Hiddenly

Reaching for you
My tender fingers
Kiss your body slowly
Learning every curve
Exploring every crevice
Nothing to hide behind
I can see everything
Enjoying every second of it
Your hair
Gently tickles me
Giving me goosebumps
Making it harder
To stop once we started
I lean in close
Feeling your breath meeting mine
Your legs wrapping around me
Claiming me
Taunting me
Teasing me
I can not resist much longer
This game of foreplay
Can be too much
Wanting to ravish each other
We attempt to contain it
Yet our love is spilling
And we are falling for each other
I hear you moaning
Softly at first
The more I am entranced
The louder you get
Nothing else matters
Making noises that come natural
Pure and exposed
Holding nothing back
I whisper in your ears truth
The three sweetest words I can say
I
Love
You
Will keep you forever
In my memory not just my bed

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September 13, 2009 - Sunday

Cold Saying

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

Something so simple
Complicates it all
Leaving everything different
Changing what we know
So we have to endure
Adapt and overcome
With no guidance
And are expected to do well
Do you think
Everyone is that strong
Naive thoughts
Costing a high price
Others need help
That is why we are strong

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

The truth is painful
Some do not have the power
To help themselves in many ways
Admit it
We all know
Yet our pride pushes us
Even I have been down
But from it all
I grew and walked
Stood tall again
But it took some time
Painful memories
Excruciating scars left
How can you be so cruel
Knowing what I know
Extend your hand
Reach out and lift
Instead of kicking down the world

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

Your cold blooded aura
Fills the room
Taking away the air we breathe
Leaving a shell of you
Can you really look in the mirror
Or should I call you a vampire too
Shame is a heavy burden
But learn from your past
You can not save the world alone
No one can
But you can help the ones
That are within your reach
So why do you resist
Living proudly as you do
Would be really nice
If you had someone to spend it with

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

I have been where you have
Painful thoughts killing me
Tearing my soul apart
Pushing all away
Memories slitting my wrist
The past taking me away
Raw and uncensored
I laid it all on the line
Showed my hand before
But strong enough to survive
Not everyone is that lucky
Not everyone is this skilled
Some people understood and lived
Others didn't and were killed

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

You disgust me
If you wanted to live
Now you enjoy others suffering
Are you still stuck in a moment
Wanting to be the one in command
Even I can't make sense of you
So skewed and distorted
Just an empty shell
Living an empty life

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

This cold saying
Deep inside of my soul
This song playing
Keeps me under control
This sin's taking
Everything to explode
So what I'm wanting
Is just to pick up the phone

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