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Last Updated: 12/21/2009

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December 17, 2009 - Thursday 
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-BP
November 23, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  anxious
Category: Blogging

script writing 
photo editing
making plans
Alexander McQueen S/S 2010 
"1, 2, 3 Not only you and me, Got one eighty degrees..."
Orwellian Reptilians
INTERVIEW projects  
"I want your love and I want your revenge..."
Portuguese Wine from my client 
IHop Rendezvous 
LA 
Phen Media.
Spiritual Identity


Currently listening:
Merriweather Post Pavilion
By Animal Collective
Release date: 2009-01-20
October 8, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
Good Eve. 
I'm not sure who all reads this space here. 
it seems like we're all so spread thin out over the interwebs, on all these accounts.. 
I'm wondering when the day will come when this is boring and we can get back to non-digital lives.. maybe that is not going to happen any time soon. 

- So I'm being a bit authentic, genuine and sincere here, in this post. I feel that is a something that's getting really lost in our culture. It seems like everything can be a blur and it's hard to tell what is "real " or not. So many of us are caught up in so many distractions, of entertainment, lifestyles, and pursuits. 

I'm feeling a big sense of "getting back to basics" tonight.. 
a sense of needing to slow down and experience in life the things that really matter. 
I have a penchant for the superficial at times, I love visual imagery, but all in all , at the end of the day, the things that matter are not all the interesting things that are flashing at us 24/7 -- we become zombies and can't think , rationalize and reason common sense things.. 

So i'm feeling a call to reason, to clarity, to focus, to soul searching. Some of these things.. seem beyond cliche' to us these days.. But I say, now is a time to get back to who you are , the real you, aside from all that existential personality you may have accumulated. I think we need both. But if we don't know who we are at the core , we are truly lost .
Alot of you come from many different backgrounds, but i'd love your thoughts on this idea of being your "authentic self"

September 12, 2009 - Saturday 
Tonight we had our first Improv meet-up for the Fort wayne area. It went well, we had a blast and laughed our faces off.

Next Week Wednesday 8pm well meet again, leave comments for more info..