YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE ALOT MORE!!!!
YOU'RE TOO COOL FOR ME, I KNOW THAT!!!! I'M STRAIGHT...!!!! YOU'RE A GREAT LOVER, I CAN TELL BY HOW YOUR SECOND TOE IS LONGER THAN YOUR BIG TOE HAH!!!! YOU SHOULD BE MORE REAL WITH ME. IF YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO OPEN UP, YOU AND I CAN BUILD!!!! I BELIEVE WE COULD EXPERIENCE A STRONG FRIENDSHIP!!!! I'M GOOD AT TELLING THE FUTURE!!!! THE BALL'S IN YOUR COURT. I DONT WANT YOU TO BE JUST ANOTHER HOE I RAN THRU!!!! I RESPECT YOU!!!! I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!!! CALL ME, LETS HAVE A DOPE CONVERSATION, ONE WERE WE BOTH ACT LIKE GROWN-UPS!!!! PEACE!!!! I'M HOLDING MY BREATH WAITING FOR YOUR LUST!!!!

I smell you on me!!!! I feel your juices!!!! I bite you!!!! You kiss me!!!! I pull your hair!!!! I smack you around!!!! You cum!!!! I cum!!!! WE'RE FINISHED!!!!

JULY 24, 2004

CAN MY LONELY BREAD SPEND SOME TIME WHIPPED IN YOUR BUTTER. GAZING AROUND TO SEE IF I SEE MOTHERED VALUES. ONLY I WILL KNOW FOR SURE WHEN I SEE IT. ALL FIVE SENSES COME TOGETHER AS SIX. I'VE MASTERED ALL I CAN KNOW WITH A SINGLE BLOW. NO! NO! NO! YES! YES! YES! CARAMEL LIKE FLUIDS POURING FROM ISLANDS OF FLESH; DRENCHED IN ANOTHERS LOVE.

 

OCTOBER 4, 2004

A FEELING OF EUPHORIA FROM STARE. MY DREAMLANDS OF SEX COME INTO PLAY. THEY ARE NEVER FINISHED UNTIL THEY COME TRUE. I KEEP DREAMING NEW ONES. PILED UP IN DREAMS, I'LL COME AROUND TO YOU SOMEDAY. I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU'VE BEEN WANTING IN A SINGLE FRAME.

I expect the worst from people.
I look for ugliness, plots, schemes, signs of abusing & using behaviors.
I think about the bad things I've done in my lifetime & pray that they lie in the characterisitics of others besides myself.
I dont give out trust I never will. Its better for myself I'm safer this way.
I dont believe your eyes they lie so well. I try my best to stay on top of your fibs. A sleuth with the proper information; I'm on to you I know what you're about. The truth wants to reveal itself, I know you want to bring it out, but you're not ready to be honest. I dont expect that from you. I'll fall into your lies for now, but when its my turn to play mine will be much grander. I'll tear you apart with words broken promises kill your spirit. Overbooked evenings sorry you wont be seeing me. One day your truth will be mine & vice versa.
I'll meet your truth you'll meet my lies.

Let me start off by tickling your arm. Admire your face as I run my fingers through your hair massaging your head with my fingertips. At this point you are comfortable & relaxed. Ease up a bit, loosen up, let go of your tension. Go ahead & vent. Let me know whats troubling you. I'm a good listener. I continue to relax you by rubbing your back & slowly releasing all the tension from you arms & shoulders all the way down to your feet. Candles lit, soft music, wine, lotion, & cheeba add to the already powerful sensation of my touch. You breathe heavy as my touch begins to firm up...

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Holler at your boy!!!! take a cab or something. CUM SEE ME

Get a ride from yo momma. do what you gotta. I'ma be waiting with a hard ass dick I dont care what time you get here chick cause I'm still gonna be waiting with a hard ass dick Get a ride from yo momma. do what you gotta.Get a ride from yo momma. do what you gotta.Get a ride from yo momma. do what you gotta.Get a ride from yo momma. do what you gotta. just get here quick. just get here quick. just get here quick. So you can tease my dick. Holler at your boy!!!! take a cab or something. Holler at your boy!!!! take a cab or something CUM SEE ME CUM SEE ME

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she didn't trust my eyes...

why would she. Didn't mean to be so quick. I'm advanced I thought you were also. Thats my problem though, thats why i quit some things, but when I see you these things want to come to the surface. I apologize for that. Didn't mean to turn you off, it really kills me to turn you off. I saw something different but my perspective has been off nowadays. I wish it didn't have to be like this but i accept the faults in my character. I'm sorry for being offensive. I'm ghost. -PACOE

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Lord Jesus Christ please have pity on us!!!!

I'm a motherfucking bastard by nature, few things rule me. My vices are not the best, but i manage to keep them. Although my behavior may not show it I am concerned with our future. "A flood is gonna come" but actually is already here in the Gulf of Mexico. "Wildfire" blazing in SoCal. Earthquake in the bay, as a matter a fact it was a fault on the Eastside of my city. It feels like the "End of Time" is hear. When all this shit was going on like in Thailand with the tsunami and in India with the earthquke, Hurricane katrina and shit like that it never really affected me. I always was like when is that shit gonna hit us. Its our time to pay our dues. Lives will be lost. They'll probably say some shit like fuck they had a warning but no one is evacuating the city and shit like that. I know that as long as I'm not asleep when the earthquake hits I can survive, but what about my pops or 2 year old niece. Shit is grimy. Think about the grand scheme of things. Look at the whole world as a whole. Look at the weather and shit. Sometimes I wake up and go outside and shit is like crazy calm, it aint ever that calm in the hood, something just aint right. Take care of yourselves. I love you all but I can only protect so little. Hopefully my words can be of help. I'll see you all so very soon. -PACOE