I'm at the studio now, about to get this track produced. Its taken a lot out of me. Its mentally depressing to repeat these verses a few hundred times and not let it get to me. I hope it hasn't made me any more Jaded that I've already become.



Chrous x2
You're the only reason that I made it
I hate to say it, your're makin' me jaded
One of many women made me faded
I hate to say it, you've made me jaded

Verse 1
Back wit another track, bashin' a different bush
Vaginal attack needin' a button to push
But THAT shouldn't be to difficult I got material
... The only ammunition they got is venereal

Cereal killin', while carryin' STDs
Vasectomies, aint a defense against these
Hardly hesitant to get down on your knees
Spend an hour to devour expired cottage cheese

What is it with married women on the internet
They tend to do more than they'll do in their own bed
Instead of takin' care of the man, that they have
They would rather take care of the kid, in my pants

Single mothers lookin for us to take care of them
Among a bunch of chumps there's always one that gets condemned
While I'm I'm lookin' through a transparent perspective
incentive to throw the book at bitches as a detective


Chrous x2
You're the only reason that I made it
I hate to say it, your're makin' me jaded
One of many women made me faded
I hate to say it, you've made me jaded

Verse 2
Its become my mission not to end up in a position
Emotions are the fuel and women are the ignition
And like a politician they tell u want u wanna hear
Steerin' clear of those appearin' cavalier

Cause I aint got time for a high priced dime
Give me an intelectual 8 or even a 9
Deceitful intuition, makin 'em all corrupt
You couldn't pay one, just, to shut the fuck up

Puttin a hand in yo pocket to take ur wallet
Domestic prostitution is what I call it
Drivin me to drink becomin an alcoholic
Symbolic of leaches leavin' diseases

These are just a few things that they teach us
Creatin a movement full of Reverend Wright preachers
We still baitin a bitch wit a range rover
So the ones that we can't stand will just bend over

Chrous x2
You're the only reason that I made it
I hate to say it, your're makin' me jaded
One of many women made me faded
I hate to say it, you've made me jaded

Verse 3
Women are the root of all evil and sin
Deep down inside I doubt they're even human
Dating back farther than Marry Magdalin
Wonder if Adam wished he hadn't give up a rib

Even heard about women, stealin, seaman
From a tossed condom layin there secreatin
Vindictivness is the reason I got my nuts cut
Back u up in a court a law to take their cut

Don't attempt to put on a ring without prenumpt
Unless u willin to lose, all u got at once
Women only take 50%... my ass
After the market crashed, even I lost my half

Now, my house aint even worth what I bought it
While she's sittin fat on my Costanza wallet
I'm blamin my depression on the evening news
Tryin' to get through to those, wita a choice to choose

Chrous x2
You're the only reason that I made it
I hate to say it, your're makin' me jaded
One of many women made me faded
I hate to say it, you've made me jaded

This past week went by so fast! I've been working on trying to get "God's Chariot" (GC)road ready. Insurance, trip permit, car alarm, stereo... Friday was the first day of Spring Break, but who could tell? This weekend was shitty on the coast, and I hope the next 2 will be pleasant. (Thank god for google sms weather reports.)

I try to make it out to Seaside every year to show off my rides. Last year I was on 12 hour shifts to I missed out. But this year is a whole different story. I don't know how many RHD cars will be in Seaside, hopefully, I'm the only one =)

Here are the future upgrades for GC. As always, it takes time and money so I will only be able to tackle the first 3 prior to spring break.
-Compustar (Remote Start, Keyless entry, Power Window/Mirror folding activation, trunk pop.)
-JVC Dual DIN (DVD, GPS, IPOD, 30gb)
-ITR Black/Red stiched shift boot
-6000k HID system
-JDM Rainguards
-OEM DOHC VTEC decals
-CTR 5 lug conversion
-15x7 Advan RGII
-TEIN EDFC servo kit (suspension adjustment on-the-fly)

This may appear to be callus to most but why do people long for love. When the chemistry is there, the stars are aligned, and you seem to have so much in common; it feels as if the flood gates are left Wide-The-Fuck (WTF) open. I can't recall the last time I experienced simliar emotions, but I vividly remember the first.

The year was 1992, right around the time of BBD, BIIM, Vanilla Ice, and Mc Hammer. When I experienced my first breakup. it wasn't significant pursae, but it did set the tone for relationships to come. At the time it felt devistating. Her name was Lori Keiner. Don't even know why her name is so engrained within me. Its not as if she was special by any means, but I allowed feelings to become established so the damage was done. My dad said in his gruff, careless voice, "there's other fish in the sea."

Though he was right, to this day, I don't undertand why "love" hurts just as much as it is overwhelmingly pleasant. This dreaded feeling doesn't occur when people in love fall out of love, rather someone in love no longer has the same feelings for their significant other. And why isn't there words to properly describe this emotion. From a intellectual stand point, it is nothing short of clinical depression, but yet, there isn't really a cure, is there? Except to find love again, but that's just a ternakit, which if left on too long, could cause the end-user to lose a limb. So, again I ask why long for love?

"Its better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all." A cliche that is, yet, another cop-out. I argue the contrary because if a broken heart hurts that much, why subject yourself to the emotion that initiated it.

Much like someone that loves Mexican food, or in my case, alcoholic energy drinks on an emtpy stomach. If it results in a side-splitting stomach ache, almost to the point that you would rather stab yourself in the gut with a rusty blade, than endure it any longer, then why would you partake in that ever again? Most people would not. In fact, they may wish they never had Mexican food in the first place, so that they did not long for it, period.

Having said that; at this moment, I can't "stomach " blind love; better known as, lust. The only difference between love and lust is that the feelings are reciprocated with one but are absent in the other. You don't know where you really stand unless these feelings are conveyed in return. If they are not, then it is lust, and therefore you must move on in order to avoid the gut wrenching pain.

I am by no means, drawing a line in the sand, nor barrying my head in it. Rather illustrating my concerns as I begin to realign my priorities in life, while placing my well being at the top. However, I am content going the rest of my life never having loved again, if it means never having to nurse a broken heart back to health.

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I'm divorcing my republican friends. Their negatively charged, racial, republican views of our president is counter productive in a time where we need an optimistic outlook. All 'they' do is forward me racial slurs and provide no insightful opinions of the changes that need to occur. This stimulus package is what has to happen!

I just got done hangin out with Nathan, the guy who has made me who I am. Some say its out parents, some say our teachers, and both are right. But for me, I think it was the time I stood up to my bully. See Nathan use to beat my ass up after getting of the bus in middle school. It seems like he did it for years, but it probably was just a matter of months. If not an entire school year. I remember fighting back in 7th grade and living in a different house in 8th grade, so it could have been the whole year of 6th grade.

Bare with me as I am far from sober.

We use to play "school yard" football every sunday at a field outside a church. We use to play basketball at then same location with some hot church girls but thats for a whole different blog.

So, this particular sunday, was a typical rainy northwest afternoon. And after the football game, we started a wrestling match. On this particular day, I fought back. All I can remember, 15 years later, is that I grabbed Nate by his legs and threw him on his back. At which time I opted to knee jump on his chest, and subsequently, break a rib. I'm not the only one he bullied, but recently, (yesterday) I found out, I'm the only one to fight him back. Which makes me proud even though it wasn't as severe as I would have liked it. Since my brother Chris, whom always had my back even though I didn't know it, went to Nathans house on a different occasion, knocked on the door, ask "are you Nathan?" and proceeded to kick him in the face. I haven't heard Chris's side of the story but its pretty heroic none the less.

So, who are we, and what makes us who we are? I like to think sports makes children competitive adults, but maybe its a scenario like mine that makes people stand up for themselves, for the duration of their life.

Regardless, I luv ya Nate, I'm glad we are the best of friends. Though it is strange that I am friends with my childhood bully, who made me who I am, god has a reason for everything. So if I become something, one day, I will have you to thank.

On another note, god has a way of pointing us in the direction we are intended to go. I wasn't sure about god's existence until a spirit told me so through a ouija board, after god made my bully and I best friends, strange how he operates huh?

Anyways, I'm drunk, just got pulled over, but didn't get a DUI. And I was the coolest and calmest I've ever been. Plus it doesn't hurt to do what Ludacris says, "Keep mustard in ya car god damn it." Though I was suckin' on a penny, that seems to work too!

I just got done hangin out with Nathan, the guy who has made me who I am. Some say its out parents, some say our teachers, and both are right. But for me, I think it was the time I stood up to my bully. See Nathan use to beat my ass up after getting of the bus in middle school. It seems like he did it for years, but it probably was just a matter of months. If not an entire school year. I remember fighting back in 7th grade and living in a different house in 8th grade, so it could have been the whole year of 6th grade.

Bare with me as I am far from sober.

We use to play "school yard" football every sunday at a field outside a church. We use to play basketball at then same location with some hot church girls but thats for a whole different blog.

So, this particular sunday, was a typical rainy northwest afternoon. And after the football game, we started a wrestling match. On this particular day, I fought back. All I can remember, 15 years later, is that I grabbed Nate by his legs and threw him on his back. At which time I opted to knee jump on his chest, and subsequently, break a rib. I'm not the only one he bullied, but recently, (yesterday) I found out, I'm the only one to fight him back. Which makes me proud even though it wasn't as severe as I would have liked it. Since my brother Chris, whom always had my back even though I didn't know it, went to Nathans house on a different occasion, knocked on the door, ask "are you Nathan?" and proceeded to kick him in the face. I haven't heard Chris's side of the story but its pretty heroic none the less.

So, who are we, and what makes us who we are? I like to think sports makes children competitive adults, but maybe its a scenario like mine that makes people stand up for themselves, for the duration of their life.

Regardless, I luv ya Nate, I'm glad we are the best of friends. Though it is strange that I am friends with my childhood bully, who made me who I am, god has a reason for everything. So if I become something, one day, I will have you to thank.

On another note, god has a way of pointing us in the direction we are intended to go. I wasn't sure about god's existence until a spirit told me so through a ouija board, after god made my bully and I best friends, strange how he operates huh?

We are in the digital age and have been for quite some time. The decisions we and our leaders make transcend more quickly and more evidently than those of recent decades past. Information is spread so quickly that when someone needs information, we longer go to a library to conduct research, we google-it. The rumor mill is almost all but non existent. Gone are the days of spreading news via word of mouth and taking words out of context, as we can youtube-it for the entirety of the message.


So, for those that still believe we don't actually witness the effects of a president's actions for 10 years, I ask you, "Is our current economic crisis really the result of Bill Clinton?"

No, I think not... Its the result of one man, with slightly underachieving intelligence (C+ student status), whom possessed tremendous power, and allowed those around him to execute them.

Bush even tried to pardon Karl Rove, after Obama was sworn in, from being questioned in regards to the corrupt administration and and quite possibly, a corrupt political party.

Does he not understand that he was the worst president in US history. Even more so than those that owned human beings!

No, you are right. George W. Bush, was the best president ever to "not be elected" by the American people, not once, but twice! Sorry, I was mistaken.

Obama will be judged during his time in office more so than any other president, because we aren't just talking about our economy, we are talking about a global economic meltdown.

Special Thanks to Terra for capturing the vids and pics from Friday's performance. Hope you enjoy!

This is the official invite to come listen to me DJ at Frankies in Lacey Fridays and Saturdays nights.



Last night was my first paid performance and easily the least lackluster event since I started spinnin'. With that being said, I guess my name will be on the board outside Frankies this week, if you see it, myspace it, and tag it for me. =)

Don't think I can ever recall my name being placed on a sign or building before, so that feels like an accomplishment on some level.

Even though there were a hand full of people there through out the night, I still used the time to hone my craft. Maybe I'll see some of you there next week.

Where were you when President Obama was sworn in as our 44th president of the United States? Was it truly historical, or are you one of those that find it to be a hysterical blunder?

Its evident that the youth of America spoke loud and clear during this election. I heard an argument on the radio that may have some validity to it: "This event will change the way blacks go through life. What I mean is, no matter how hard you worked, you could never be president. So why give 100%, until now." -BJ Shea

Millions of people in this country, regardless of color, will begin to dream great things as children, just as Dr. King allowed Barack Obama to dream great things. As iconic as MLK was in recent history, this event is sure to change our current course, for the better.


I never really thought about being president before. I mean as a kid, you don't know shit about laws of averages while adults keep feeding you BS about flying reindeer. So, as a child, you may have heard the cliche' "you could be president someday." Which then could lead to, as a young Airman, "You could be a 15 year Chief Master Sergeant."

I can't recall the first one being said, but the Air Force cliche' was thrown around a lot in my case. Then I made one mistake that pretty much changed the course of history, and maybe for the better, because I'm not where I'm suppose to be in life yet. Had I not developed a chip on my shoulder, I would have wasted my 20 years of my life in the Air Force.

And for those that know me, this mistake is NO closet skeleton like Clinton's inhale, or lack there of. Fuck it, we're all friends here and I aint got shit to hide... I mean seriously, giving a 21 year old male an article 15 for porn is like charging a nursing mother with indecent exposure. Really, an article 15!

I'm not stroking my own ego here, (no pun intended) but the narcissistic individual inside would like to think that he was a golden child. I've always given a hundred 100% whenever possible, trying to find solutions to the problems of others in my personal and professional life. I might take shortcuts here and there, but a wise friend once said, "Why reinvent the wheel."

This no way means that I "AM" going to become president. All I'm saying is that Obama has set the bar high and made way for others to begin to dream once again. Not only for blacks, but all walks of life. That alone has to have an effect on the productivity of the current and future generations to come.

You can't pick yourself up if you haven't fallen:
Within the past couple of years I've kinda decided what I want to do in life. I like how the brain works and what makes others tick, so psychology sounds like a fit for me. I really would like to coach and mold young kids as I didn't really have anyone nuclear in my life to do the same for me. I always looked up to Michael Jordan and closely mirrored is goal setting techniques. And thats only because I didn't have a true roll model of my own. I think sports "fuels" an internal competitive drive that transcends to other things in our adult lives.

Then again, I would like to become a member of a city counsel and kick the shit out of some city planners. Don't get me started on 4 ways stops, if I was a billionaire I would throw up round-a-bouts, in the middle of the night, where ever I saw fit. It wastes so much gas to come to a complete stop. And this is why the EPA fuel efficiency of cars are less in the city than on the freeway, unless you have an electric motor to assist with the initial movement of your vehicle in stop and go traffic.

Initiating Rant Sequence:
Sorry for side steppin' the conversation for a second, but have you ever push started a car? Well, remember how hard it was just to get it rolling? Your motor is experiencing the exact same thing every time you stop and go. You expelled most of your energy just fighting the initial inertia in order for the car to travel using its own momentum. Even a simple little California stop can increase your fuel efficiency by as much as 10%. I see why this is illegal as one is required to look both ways. However, round-a-bouts only require the driver to look to his left as any car to his right will be traveling right anyways. All drivers yield as needed.


Sorry, had to get that out of my system. If I was president, here are my thoughts, which are so advanced that they might not be deemed mainstream schools of thought, yet.


According to IQ league the average IQ of men is 103.7 while the average IQ of women is 97.5. I haven't heard this connection being made, but I'm gunna go out on a limb and say there is a direct correlation between IQ scores and the amount men and women earn each year. Men make more because they are smarter, and rightfully so. As an employer you want the best individual for the job, and if it came down to one man and one women with with equal qualifications, I would think the employer would hire the individual that could bring more to the table.

I'm not saying every man is smarter than every women, thats like saying every man earns more money than every women. Based on the law of averages, mind you, I can see how men earn more money based on this correlation.

As president, this is an easy fix and a sure way to get the female vote =) Dump loans and grants into educational funds for women. As for men, we haven't had equal rights since women joined our workforce. The office is no longer a place to socialize as you are threatened with sensitivity training when someone else deems it necessary. For starters, I'd "repo" our testicals from the purses of women. Men have become demoralized and feel like there is no one in their corner. They get screwed in divorces, were women take them for half of all that they have worked for.

Now, based on the laws of averages, what ever percentage both parties brought to the table during that marriage, is the percentage they should be entitled to depart with. None of this 50/50 bullshit. This will promote productivity in America, and generate billions of additional tax dollars. (Once the national debt is paid off, abolish the federal income tax.) What this does for women, is encourage them to get the education I already want to provide them, and it eliviates the need for excessive (if at all) alimony. They will have the education and job experience upon said divorce in order to provide for them self.

"But what about stay-at-home-mothers." I guess you wont be staying at home. Just kidding, I understand that a housewife is probably the hardest job in America today, because lets face it, you are raising the future tax payers of America. That is no excuse for not pursuing education online. Other than that, I'm sure some form of compensation can be determined and awarded should that come into play.

Which leads me to my next point, I argue that we should initiate a program only permitting those with formal education, a particular level of intelligence, or sufficient income to have children. This will reduce the amount of tax dollars spent on welfare programs and ensure that the children that are conceived will become productive members of society as well. This will have a significant impact on crime among youth, teen pregnancy, and child abuse.

How would we do this? Federally funded vasectomies at what ever age deemed medically appropriate. And when said individuals decide to start a family and have proven their desire to do so, based on the criteria fore mentioned, the federal government will fund a reversal or in vitro fertilization.

There are no ramifications of this concept! Because lets face it, its a sperm's objective to fertilize an egg. If god wanted you to have a child under these conditions, I'm sure he/she could make it happen. Just because a sperm happened to find its way to an egg, something its programed to do, DOES NOT deem that a miracle. Thats like saying a caterpillar turning into a butterfly is a miracle. THATS WHATS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!!! Show me a caterpillar that turns into falcor, or an exwife that doesn't take half of your equity, and well, you got yourself a miracle. This concept would mean that "we the people" would no longer be financially liable for raising your child.

In my perfect little word, were only the strong survive, I would also consider reducing property taxes (which are used for schools) for those that have yet to produce school aged children. I would also do away with the earned income credit, as this only encourages the less fortune to procreate and put themselves further in the hole.

The advantages far out way any thing you could throw my way regarding this subject so don't even try.

I know this long winded but bare with me, lastly, as your president, I would de-illegalize marijuana use across the board. I didn't say I would legalize it... I said I would make it so that the narcotic wasn't illegal. I would leave it up to the states to do with it as they will. Which I strongly believe they would regulate it, and tax the hell out of it. The states would, in turn, allow employers to hire and terminate personnel based on their specific criteria.

Understanding how marijuana effects the brain will change this law regardless in the future. Measures could be implemented to ensure participants refrain from abuse just as we have in place with alcohol and tobacco. Marijuana, though is a depresent, "stimulates" the brain by reducing the speed at which the Neurotransmitter chemicals in the brain enable Neurons to communicate. So in other words, it slows things down so as to provide a different perspective. And in this day in age, we really need some new perspective. Some of the best music, art, and entertainment are provided by those with this alternative perspective.

While pursuing my degree I did a thesis paper on hemp vs marijuana, THC and the effects, and the use during prolonged exposure. If you want to throw an educated response, I might respond. But for the most part, de-illegalizing of Marijuana could prove to be more profitable and productive in our society than we give credit for it.



My fellow Americans, thank you for your time, feel free to provide kudos as warrented and forward to those with similar points of view.