Life has been changing a lot lately. God has been working miracle after miracle in our personal lives and in our organization.
God has closed one door of our life and open three more. We felt the hurt and disbelief of the closed door, but when we let go of disappointment, not understanding, any bitterness, seeked forgiveness from God for any area we were not listening to him, and just plain let go, many doors opened and at a rapid pace. Our organization has grown by leaps and bounds. We have been given cases of cardboard boxes, we have been given 100 yards of satin, we have been given 40 yards of flannel, we received 200 skeins of yarn, we have increased to over 200 members, we were able to ship out 150 burial gowns, to a hospital in the southern states that had major needs, we had a local organization who has offered to pay for all of our deliveries for October. People are so generous in their giving. We have received 30 yards of various christmas fabric and laces, to make some Christmas boxes to help another charity out of Medford Oregon. We will be planning a trip down that way soon. We thought that we only traveled to the Salem area, checked on things in Corvalis, and vacationed in Newport, but once again God has other plans. What have I learned in all of this? To be a giver in every area of our lives. We are giving discounted rent, give away our talent, and have learned not to look for where something is going to come from, but to trust God for everything. He is the finisher of our faith!!!
My husband and I have been drawn closer than ever, and let me say, I did not know a couple could get any closer than we were, ut boy was I wrong. We are going full throttle in the childrens ministry. We have truely learned to be Jesus with skin on. Life in our household is not about us, but about others. How can we encourage another, how can we help another, how can we be a blessing today. Sometimes, it means being a true friend, just being there, listening with an oopen mind, encouraging, feeding them a meal, or as simple as just giving someone the time of day or a smile. It does sometimes, mean that you let God interrupt your plans or path to take care of someones need that He has put in your path.
We are currently looking at two more houses. One would be for our personal use. We will be hosting the youth group, traveling missionaries, and holding bible study in this house. It will become our personal residence and private little area of the world. People often ask us, do you see anything as impossible? I would have to honestly admit, No. Just about the time, I might wonder, God shows us that with God nothing is impossible.
If I could look back and change how I have done anything different in these last two years, only one area would come to mind. I would have let one organization, know that I was finally going to go online with the charity that we had been running in our own town. We made this move without letting anyone know, but the members of our own offline group. It was a good move for this organization, however there was a price to pay. When we finally paid the price, it left some finances open for us. We had been working on a shipping fund, and to this day, I wish we would have had more time to get the kinks we saw, worked out and presented this area, but God put a damper on that plan. There is still the remnant of this desire remaining in me as I know they could use it. I am not sure why God closed the door to the s hipping fund, but I do trust Him and I know He has our best interest in the palm of His hand.
If I was to offer anything I have learned, it is to keep holding on, God is there, and He will make the way. We might not always understand the whats and whys, but He has given us hope and faith. Even in what we think are our darkest hours, His hand is always extended, and He will never leave us nor forsake us.