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Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Age: 26
State: Massachusetts
Country: US

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27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  peaceful

Peaceful sounds of the
Waterfall rolling gracefully over the rocks
To the crystal clear water
Of the river stream below
Misty clouds formed
With the waterfall and river connecting
Soft rocks and pebbles
On the river floor
Sitting on the riverside rock
Refreshing my feet in the
Cold, crisp spring
Releasing my feelings in the breeze
Forgetting my sins of before
The spring rain ended today
A peaceful state of mind
Leaving all the worries behind
Having no clocks
Having no time
The teardrops shown on each petal
Each drop settled
On the bright spring colored flowers
Sound of the leaves rustling
As the squirrels and chipmunks
Chasing each other
Around the weeping willow trees
Singing of the birds
Lovely melody to their loved ones
Deer's eating the wet sweet green grass
Drinking the clear water spring
The sun shining on my face
What a peaceful place
My heart racing with happiness
No more loneliness
My minds drifting with imagi-nation
To outer space
Imagi-nation fueling my mind
Inspiration fueling my soul
The sweet fragrance of the
Fresh-bloomed flowers
Swirling along with the falling petals
In the cool breeze
Eagle soaring high through the sky
Saying the sound of freedom ring
The peaceful state of spring
Peaceful sounds of the
Waterfall rolling gracefully over the rocks
To the crystal clear water
Of the river stream below

27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  hopeful

The birds singing
Leaves swaying
Sun shining through
The cotton balls clouds
Green grass wet
Droplets of tears
Each drops of
Each our fears
Soon will disappear
Petals of bright colors
Rainbow of simile like no other
Green stems to leaves
Sound of buzzing
In the breeze
Sitting against the bark
Of the weeping willow
The leaves were crying
With sadness sorrow
Now not longing for tomorrow
The silence surrounds the air
Silent breeze in my hair
But has no care
In the world
A smile on my face
I'm in my wonderful, beautiful place
Writing my written words
Of sadness and happy poetry
Sun turned to rain
Rain to sun again

27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  thankful

Flag gracefully swaying
In the breeze
Red, white, and blue
Shine bright
For all the world to see
Remembering people we lost
We store in our memory
We are proud of the freedom
You gave us
Will never be forgotten
Your braveness
Will never be forgotten
Courage and strength
Will never be forgotten
We're proud of the fight
You gave
We're proud of the fight
You're giving
The eagle soars in the sky
The membranes of your pride
You stand in front
Not behind
Even though you're overseas
The families you had
To leave behind
To serve our Nation's pride
Thanks for our freedom and pride
We are extremely proud

27 Apr 07 Friday 

I lay here on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
All my pain and suffering building up
Up until I can't take it anymore
My mind is full of thoughts
My thoughts are like clouds
When my clouds are full
They rain
That's when I cry
That's when my pain and suffering
Slowly streaming out of me
Slow and lonely
Images in my mind
Of my empty life
I live from day to day
Hoping that it will change
But it never does
I know that if I don't do anything
Nothing will change
I don't have the strength inside
To do anything
To me
My life is a dream
And I will never wake up

27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  happy

My Sister that I love
I couldn't ask for a better sister from above
I don't know what to do
I f I didn't have my sister to get me through
When I'm down my sister is always there
My sister loves me and cares
When I need a hug
My sister is there to give me one
My sister knows what I'm going through
Because my sister is feeling the same way too
When I'm scared
My sister makes my fears disappear
My sister sits there and listens
To what I have to say
Each and every single day
In my days the sun doesn't shine
Now it does with my sister by my side
When I need a friend
My sister is there till the very end
And I'll say this again and again
My sister that I love
I couldn't ask for a better sister from above
I love you my sister

27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  content
Another day …. Someone pray
Another night …. Someone make it right
Another song …. Someone strong
Another place …. Someone with a familiar face
Another maze …. Someone daze
Another mile …. Someone forgotten for a while
Another mirror …. Someone clearer
Another dance …. Someone having a chance
Another girl …. Someone with a pearl
Another boy …. Someone lost their toy
Another tear …. Someone with fear
Another storm …. Someone that's warm
Another hand …. Someone understand
Another perfect …. Someone worth it
Another love …. Someone can't get enough
Another star …. Someone going far
Another butterfly …. Someone in the sky
Another cloud …. Someone loud
Another save …. Someone brave
Another free …. Someone is me
27 Apr 07 Friday 

Current mood:  numb
She looks at herself in the mirror
And she doesn't like what she sees
A different person not her
She wants her image to be clearer
The image she wants to be
But no matter how hard she tries
Her strength has passed her by
Where is the path she should take?
Is this life just fake?
Is her life going to break?
There's nothing she can make of it
She tries so hard
But she just hits the ground
With every pound she gains
Through out her body there's only pain
Failure drilled in her brain
Her feelings are so drained
That mirror she wants to cover
So she no longer sees
The overweight her
She will never see the skinny her
The image she wants to be
Her luck is eternally over......
Or is it?
10 Feb 07 Saturday 

Current mood:  lonely

A lonely flower in the cool breeze
Feeling locked away from the rest of the world
Put under lock and key for no one to see
As each petal begins to silently cry
The sadness grows as each moment creeps by
Slower than a snail
Even stem and leaves feel frail
Like the tiniest movement and it will break

The longing for the touch
Of a kind hand
And the sweet, soft words for it to mend
The warm kiss of the mid-day sun
And the knowing of
That the healing has begun
Instead of the dark and forgotten feeling
Of each days past

The color of each petal slowly starts to fade
Then begins to wilt with each mistake
When the colors gone
It falls to the ground
Death is unfortunately the only sound you hear
As each petals silently cries its last tear

10 Jan 07 Wednesday 

Current mood:  depressed
Why do I feel that sometimes I'm lost?
That I'm all alone?
That nobody would care if I disappear?
I feel invisible all the time
That people can see right through me
Like I'm made of glass
That can be shattered by a simple touch
A touch that you can barely feel
Millions of pieces on the ground
Left there to gather dust over time

Why do I feel that I'm on a path that I can't figure out?
That with each turn I make
I get farther and farther from myself
Farther from the person I'm suppose to be
Farther from everyone in the world
That when it comes down to it
That nobody will come a found me
Because nobody cares

Why do I feel that I'm in a bad nightmare?
That good dreams are hard to find
That good dreams won't be in this head of mine
Is this how my life should be?
Nightmare after nightmare?
That good won't come from this?
Only heartache and sadness?

Why do I feel that happiness won't come?
That only pain and hurt will stay
That eventually I won't remember my name
That eventually I won't remember me
That I will be a forgotten memory
That nobody wants to remember anyways

Why do I feel that my accomplishments mean nothing?
That they don't mean a thing
Just like me
Nobody cares what I can bring
Words are just words
I guess nothing more

Why do I feel that sometimes I'm lost?
Why do I feel that I'm on a path that I can't figure out?
Why do I feel that I'm in a bad nightmare?
Why do I feel that happiness won't come?

All of these questions run through my mind
With no answers falling behind
But one question remains
One question I need to name

Why do I feel that I don't even exist?
14 Dec 05 Wednesday 
You're in my heart
And I konw I'm in yours
Cry those tears no more
When you need a hug just think of me
With happy thoughts bright as can be
With a smile from ear to ear
And wipe away your tears
Even though we're miles apart
We're still in each others hearts
That will never change
My love for you
Will forever stay the same
Through thick 'n' thin
Forever keep all of us within
Until we see each other again
Heart to Heart
Soul to Soul
YOur families love will never grow old
Think of us through hard times
Knowing we're by your side
And you're in these prays of mine
And when times start getting tough
Keep all of us within
Until we see each other again.