I'm not sure why, but there has to be a reason.

This morning, something in my mind clicked.

As of today, I have
-quit smoking
-jog 4-5 miles a day
-100 sit ups
-100 push ups
-little/no trans fats
-little/no sodium

Day 1 pic is up, I'll try to chronicle my progress every week

Just got back from the hospital. My dad is a tough old fucker.

He was mowing the lawn, and came in because he wasn't feeling well. His thought was too much heat.

He was about to get into the shower and basically collapsed. My stepmom got him dressed and drove 70 miles an hour to the E.R.

He walked in there almost completely under his own power, with 4 areas that were 100% blocked.

he died on the table for about a minute and 30 sec. They had to give him an adrenaline shot pulp-fiction style.

You're right Droog, this was his first heart attack, and he's looking at a full recovery. In the beginning they were saying that he was going to need a quadruple bypass, but now he might not even need that.


Thanks for everyone who prayed, you guys really helped.

a bad couple days...





























































































































Look ma! I'm roadkill, HA HA! [/Jim Carey]

need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig need a cig 

so...

this is apathy huh?


..meh.

double u tee eff.

I'm in Germany right now. This keyboard is friggen wierd. üöä

I HAVE A NEW KITTY