So it’s been the better part of a year since we’ve been
inactive, and I feel kind of bad of keeping everyone in the dark about
what’s going on. The Killing is on an indefinite hiatus. When
Mike returned from his honeymoon last July, we had a meeting and
decided to disband The Killing for the time being. Wipe the slate
clean. Many factors brought us to this, and I will try and address
most of them.
The members: Ever since the departure of Dave Harris in August 2006,
the band was never the same, one by one key players kept on dropping
off. Dave was unhappy with himself in the group and wanted to move
away; weeks later, bassist, Bryan Grimes got married bought a house
and wanted to start a family; in January 2007, drummer, Darren Wilson
abruptly stopped liking metal, stopped showing up for rehearsal and
shows, and decided to move to Florida to be a club DJ; and in April of
2008, Keyboardist, Mike Hickey left feeling unworthy with his
contributions and wanted to accompany and support his fiancé to
Rhode Island. I never judged them for their reasons; I was just bummed
not to rock out on the same stage with them anymore. That being said,
we found new members to fill the bass, drumming, and vocal duties. All
great musicians in their own right, but it was really hard to maintain
that Killing vibe, and I feel you shouldn’t have to force that
shit. There were times and incidents with the new members that
tarnished what The Killing established. Also, I felt it was hard to
see eye to eye in creating new music with the latest incarnation of
the band.
The album: Our most recent effort, “Severance”,
also know under the previous working-title “Anticipating the Eschaton”, was like
our “Chinese Democracy”, in the sense that we worked on it
for close to 5 years! It ended up being an 8-track full length (from 11),
clocking in at 45 minutes of really good metal, and it’s a shame
that is still has yet to be officially released. There were a handful
of labels that showed interest in picking us up and releasing the
record, but the deals offered were unreasonable. So we decided to
attempt to release it ourselves, oh wait, we’re poor bastards!
So release dates kept on getting pushed back, and pushed back. And I
felt like a tool ever couple months, coming on here giving some
bullshit excuse why the record isn’t out yet. This CD should
have been released no later that the fall of 2005. If that
happened we would be at a very different place right now since at that
time, a lot of good things were happening for us and we were firing on
all cylinders. Not to mention we recorded it and re-recorded it 3
times (that being the fault of myself and Cassel).
Me: I took shitty jobs and worked horrible hours to
enable me to be in a full time band. I sacrificed and tainted
important relationships, loosing nights of sleep, in order for the band
to exist. I felt it was well worth it... and knew what it took. I was
never worried about how much money we were making, all I just wanted
to play and create music that struck nerves in people. Attitudes of
new members were sometimes getting corny and lame, contradicting what
The Killing built itself on. It also seemed everyone had something more important to
them on their plate. The band’s slow downward spiral, aside from
things going on with me, put me in a constant state of melancholy.
Individually we all got along, but the intangible vibe was not
there (to me). Today you can find bassist, Zach Haney playing guitar in
Through the Noise. I myself have been writing non-stop and have
started a solo project entitled
Fistcane, which I will be playing all
instruments, and featuring many close friends including former Killing vocalist
Dave Harris and
At Rest bassist, Charlie Bussacca. If and when The
Killing returns to a full time band, Cassel and I will definitely be
involved (as we always have been). If any of the other members will be
in the mix??? That is totally up in the air right now. Thanks for
hanging with us through all these years, keep it up.