It's amazing.  When people are growing up and they are teenagers they have expectations in their life.  They sit and they daydream and invision what they are going to do and where they are going to go.  They have all of the enthusiasm and they are so happy about the prospect that is their life.  As they get older and their lives start to unfold things don't always go they way that they thought it was going to go.  At times they believe that they have made bad decisions in their life that has led them to where they are.  I have often felt the same way and even today I believe that I have made some horrible decisions in my life and I believe that if I had done one or multiple things differently that my life would have turned out better.  However, I do have to realize and I know in my heart that God does not make any mistakes and that he is the author and finisher of all things.  I know that everything that I have done in my life was predestined and written in my book of life by God himself.  I don't know what he has planned for me but I know that I have to have faith that whatever it is, it is for his glory and edification.  I thank god that he has blessed me the way that he has and I pray that he continues to bless me and everyone that reads this entry.