My life is pain and agony. today, I came home from work and turned all the lights off and sat alone in the dark for 2 hours before my horrible parents made me eat that digusting rot they call food. Today at work everyone made fun of me becuase my hair jell didnt work right this morning, and my mascara ran in the heat. Oh the pain. Sometimes I just wish they would see and understand that I'm different. Maybe then they wouldn't make so much fun of me. Im going to go draw pictures with my own blood and then wallow in the bleak blackness of... blackness.