it's important that we stay awake and connected.

Music is the highest level of communication Humanity has attained. All the things you want to say without having to say them can be said through the Music. Eventually you reach the point where all is forgiven and you're just screaming "I Love you" at each other through the Music. And there is nothing more fun than that.

The process of creating Music is identical to that of the thunderstorm creating a rainbow. To create Music is to be the thunderstorm. Your soul pours like rain and your mind claws at the clouds of the moment like the Sun battling to break through. You are one part thunderstorm and one part Sun. It's okay to get depressed, thunderstorms need dark clouds. It's okay to be manic as fuck, thunderstorms need lightning. It's okay to be brilliant, the Sun needs to be bright.

My life has been a series of scattered storms. Two bands and two blatant attacks on the government. No more will I differentiate betwixt the two. I will have only one more project. A project to last until I am a really old and dead dude. The Lips didn't start out until they were my age. I've been playing instruments for 10 years. I've been singing a lot longer than that. I don't believe, I know I can create Music that is uniquely beautiful. I know this because I feel emotions that are unique to my existence. I wanted marriage to be my last great endeavor. This is the next best thing.

This project is the summation of all my lives. It will name itself, once it is born. I don't know if first contact will happen before we start creating. Either way, 99% of this project will be during the Golden Age. And that's an incredible image. So, if you don't hear from me again before f.c., just know that you will afterwards.

Random anecdote. Today, I woke up and got excited when I heard the rain. The living room was dark and I was sitting on this blanket on the floor. I put on "You Forgot It In People." Everything was cool, until I had this urge to get into the fetal position. Right as I curled into a ball, track 7 began to play. It was too much.

I'll leave you with a short poem.

"Sea, Sun, Finally"

My heart was Art

Cut from the frame

They left the part

Marked with my name

Bereft but snuggled in the skies of Kansas

I cried and started my new canvas

A self-alliance to carry me through burial.

--bt

I care about those things. We should be engaged in a global rave--Not training to get by in a fake economy. Disclosure=World Peace. Disclosure is inevitable. Obama was awarded the Nobel because he is the man who will declare World Peace. He is doing tremendous things behind the scenes. Obviously, he's not as radical as we would all like. But he is working with the real government--Not the criminals in congress. There are those who think he hasn't done anything. He's done more than you, so shut up. He is doing the things that needed to be done a long time ago. They are not going to show those things on the "news." Robert Gibbs has mastered the art of lying through his teeth. I watched him claim on C-Span that he had not been briefed on the E.T. presence. The only way that I would believe that would be if I had a lobotomy and then he gave me some candy. Every day, the amount of ETV/ARV sightings increase. The pressure is building. It is a disgusting fact that kids have done more to spark a public discussion about the E.T. presence (real foreign policy) than any politician in this country. It doesn't make any sense. Championing the virtues of disclosure would do far more for a politician's career than wasting time talking about how horrible our health"care" system and economy is. These horrible things only exist because hardly anybody is willing to openly discuss the fact that we are the stars of an intergalactic Truman Show. Really, Reality=Truman Show+Saw. If you live to see it, we're going to have truly Universal healthcare.

Some people think that I shouldn't be so sure that disclosure is going to happen. When they tell me this, I just hear them repeating "but, the world is flat!" I am just as confident as Cheney was on 9/10/01. I know something huge and irreversible is going to happen. Something that will result in me being a lot happier. I know this because I've played my part in making it happen. Of course, I would Love to do even more to make it happen even faster. Raising my vibration is all I can do to help.

I don't have a guitar, so I'm using what's left. I just keep singing and meditating and writing. It's really all I can do to stave off the overwhelmingly insane anticipation.