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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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Current mood:  bummed
Category: Romance and Relationships
For the things I can't seem to say in person I just want to let you know that there is and will be no other guy like you. I don't care about the age difference. People are telling me how stupid it is for me to be telling you I Love You so soon, I can't help it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. 1,000,000% and more, when I say I Love You T***n, I mean it. In the car yesterday going to your house from Grandpappy Point, I looked at the moon and I could feel it. The words, what we will have and how damn lucky I found you. Everytime you say, I'm the one, I'm your everything, you stopped looking cuz I'm what you've been looking for. I want to cry tears of over joy. No No No one has ever said those words to me. Truthfully I can't believe a guy like you would be single, and me walk into your life, and say "she's the one". T***n I love you with all my heart. And my heart is huge. I can't love anyone more than I love you now. I don't want us to end. I can't find another guy let alone person, like you. I get butterflies when the phone rings cause I hope it's you, I love the ding ding ding I get when you send me a text, I love to see a message you send me on myspace, I love to look in your eyes and know that I'm safe and loved. I love when you kiss me and I get just so jelly legged that I just smile cuz those kisses are from love, not just cuz we have to kiss. When I'm with you or talking to you, I feel like were the only people in the world, everything behind you is a dark blur. T***n I love you, I can't say that enough. You are everything to me, I want to grow old, but I want you by my side growing old with me. Once again. T***n, I Love You.
That was a day i felt safe, and i was sure i was in love. But as the days went by the feeling between us i guess died down. Yeah i hate it, because he's not sure if we can still be friends. I dont know what to say to him, but i did enjoy the ride. but now its time to get off and ride another one. Hopefully this time i wont fall off.
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009
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Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
I never wanted this to happen. i really dont think anyone wanted it to happen. i cant change the past but i wish things could of ended in a better way, with out all the anger and the hate. I don't even know what to feel rigth now.
Should i feel sad cuz i lost someone i love as a friend and a person?
Should i feel mad cuz of the way things ended?
Should i feel emabressed cuz i said my true feelings?
At the same time i want to hit something, i want to cry my eyes out, and i just want to be alone. But i never want to stop talking to him. There is a hell of a lot of people i dont want to talk to and wish they were out of my life for good. And when they go out i really don't care what happens to them....But for just some reason i don't want him to leave, even if its just putting me down all the time i wouldnet mind cuz i still get to talk to him.
Like i said i wish i never met him, cuz i wouldnt of gone threw all the shit we have been threw back and again. i would of never lied, my summer would of been boring, i wouldent of got in trouble with my granny and get the car tooken away. My friend jessica would of never of been used by Jerry. i would of never of cryed rivers and river of tears. I would of never of stayed up late nights seeing if he knotices im online, hopeing he will take the time to talk to me. I would of never of met him on that day in Durant. That was the most fun i had ever had in my life. Even though BackStab Jerry was there i was still fun. I would of never stayed up all night wondering if he is alright.
But on the other hand i am just so gald i met him. Ive never met a guy interested in cars as much as i want to be. I never knew a level of "HOTT" untill i saw him the first secound i saw him. When i saw him the first thing came to my mind was "Oh God, i hope my mouth isent open, Say something Kayleigh quick, or he will think your mute!" i never wanted to leave, i never wanted that day to end. Im just glad on what i got to spend with him will stay with me forever, not a life time. Without him i really do feel empty, ive been broken heated before but i got over them in weeks. But with him its going to take more than weeks, months, years. For me to forget him. I dont think i can't.
I wish i never lied. I wish i never had a temper. I wish i never gave up. I wish i never lost him.
.. -Kayleigh
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
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Current mood:  bummed
Category: Romance and Relationships
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!
when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile
When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind..
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,,
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
--Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine after a few minutes he means it
When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him as much as he does about you, and wonders if you do
When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world
When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
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Current mood:  ecstatic
Category: Pets and Animals
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
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Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
On 2/1/2008 was the worst night of my life. Sunshine known as the happy-go-lucky ferret. He got along with everyone and everything. If he ws human he would be nicer than Jesus! And that proves that one look at Sunshine he could touch your heart, and you wouldent even know him. He was a strong ferret. When he first came to our home, my Granny fell in love with him, She wouldent let anything touch or see it unless they were clean and they dont have a gross disease!! She watched everything she fead him and anything we bought him. He always got the high price stuff. So he was gettting great food and great water and awsome toys. The only way you could discribe Sunshine is the word "awww" Cause you couldent say anything else. He loved his toy "Blue Baby" and his Zibra. he loved those toys so much, he had like 20 billon more but he only wanted thouse 2.
But when we wanted new ferrets so Sunshine could have a brother or Sister, my Dad was down for christmas break, andon night he brought 2 baby boy ferrets, and we were chosing on wich on we wanted, i wanted Andi the chocolate ferret, and my Granny wanted Prince. Eddi the blound one. We couldent chouse so we took both. That night Sunshine,Andi, and Prince were playing and playing. Sunshine was happy, cause he cold play with someone his own size and alive! But that night Sunshine was kinda pizzed, cause they took over his house ( pin ) And he dent like it that much. Everything was fine untill about 2 weeks, and he looked thinner, and he dent walk good, he looked tired all the time, he couldnet keep his eyes half open. We knew there was something wrong with him. Every night that Sunshine was sick, my Granny would stay in the living room were he was keaped. Each passing night he would get sicker and sicker. Thease last 3 weeks we had to force feed him, so he could eat. He was to weak to chew his ferret food, he couldent even get up to drink. At school i went on the computer on my lunch time, and i went to go see if there was anyway to save him. I found out that he had caught a disease that new ferrets can carry for 6 months. And it said that baby ferrets can recover it, but not adult ferrets cant. And when we found that out, my Granny and I decided that we need to put him out if his missery. Us force feeding him was keeping his life hanging on a small string. we dent force feed him that day, and about 12:02 he passed away. We know now that it was for his own good. If you could of saw him your heart would break and you wouldent be able to put it back togeather again. But i will never know the reason why he had to go. He dent do wrong.
All i prayed for is for God to give him a hug every morning, tell Sunshine we love him every afternoon, and kiss him goodnight everytime he goes to sleep.
We all will miss Sunshine very much -
Rest In Peace - Sunshine 8/16/2001 - 2/2/2008
-Ann Stonger and Kayleigh Brown love you so much Sunshine
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