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Joel Hickenbottom


Last Updated: 3/30/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 27
Sign: Cancer

City: VENTURA
State: CALIFORNIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/6/2004

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008 
Friday, August 15, 2008 
"The Hardest Part"

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
Was the hardest part

And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet, I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
You really broke my heart

And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
Oh and I
I wonder what it's all about
I wonder what it's all about

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do, it's just comes undone
And everything is torn apart

Oh and it's the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 
She won't falter easy
She'll be careful, she'll be coy
But still she paints her heart
Among the musings of a boy

If You find her
Tell her that I love her
If she hears You
Ask her heart to come

At the break of morning
The day awaits her when she sleeps
Deep inside her dreams is all
The beauty that she keeps

If You find her
Tell her that I love her
If she hears You
Ask her heart to come

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Thursday, July 17, 2008 
Hosted By: Joel Hickenbottom
When: Saturday Jul 19, 2008
at 10:00 AM
Where: Farmer's Market
83 South Palm
Ventura, CA 93003
United States
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 
Lovers, keep on the road you're on
Runners, until the race is run
Soldiers, you've got to soldier on
Sometimes even right is wrong

Reading these things I wrote in the past is funny cuz it just shows how silly one (yep, me!) can be, holding onto things, holding onto hope. Sometimes, hope is a valiant excuse just to stay right where you are at, while the world and the experiences contained therein pass you by.

I can't do this anymore to myself. I can't put my life on hold while I hope and dream and remain caught up in a person or persons. God's love just is. He doesn't need to prove it, because He just is. When we look around, we see it. In nature, in the touch of love, in the eyes of the child with AIDS, in the orphanges in Russia, in the art spaces of Ventura. His love just is. It's there for all, but He doesn't need to prove Himself to us that He really is God and that He is love. In the same way, my love just is. Every day, from driving around Ventura to help a friend, to sticking by a friend, to helping a friend when they are in financial need, to just going out for a good meal with a friend. My love just is and shouldn't need proof. So I gotta stop thinking proving it will help me or give more hope to me.

Like when I used to do my retail space, the clothes sold were there for the taking, feeling, wearing, holding. They didn't have to be sold ravenously because they were simply there, take it or leave it. I now think love should be the same. Either take it, or leave it. In other words, it's there to take, but if it's not taken, I gotta leave and lay that hoping and waiting before my Maker.

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still
So if you love me,
Why'd you let me go?
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 
I went to experimental cafe last night. I saw Joel Lamb there and that was nice. He performed with another fellow, Mike Burns. I also saw James there who was performing with the Taradacktils. Small world. I ended up talking with him and his friends for about an hour. Crazy thing is that I woke up this morning and he emailed me, saying that it was great to talk to me about life, faith and music. Crazy.

I'm nervously excited, thinking in me I need to get around music again. I've been so disconnected post-Loft, which now has been 4-5 years. Skate Street died and now Alpine is definitely dead, though I guess they are going to resurrect some version of it over by ToysRUs.

Being an experimental cafe had a genuineness to it, something I haven't seen in awhile and definitely didn't see at Alpine. The owner was there, clapping for the music, putting in his time to make his place into something. The show was free, but drew people from Santa Barbara, thanks to Mike performing.

Joel told me he wants to jam with our keyboards and Reason. James is looking for some creative talents to mess around with. We'll see. I can't even get Russell to call me back for drums. Haha. But James also plays drums too. I just need to get out there. With this change in the wind, things turning into new beginnings, I want music to be a part of it.
Thursday, November 08, 2007 
This whole album has gotten me through the past through years in it's varying seasons.

The more you see the less you know
The less you find out as you grow
I knew much more then than I do now

Neon heart, day-glow eyes
The city lit by fireflies
They're advertising in the skies
And people like us

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight...
In the city of blinding lights

Don't think before you laugh
Look ugly in a photograph
Flash bulbs, [hazel] irises the camera can't see

I've seen you walk unafraid
I've seen you in the clothes you've made
Can you see the beauty inside of me?
What happened to the beauty I had inside of me?

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight...
In the city of blinding lights

Time...time....time...time....time Won't leave me as I am
But time won't take the boy out of this man
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights
Thursday, November 08, 2007 

Current mood:  scared
I took my love, I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
till the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life

Well, Ive been afraid of changing
cause Ive built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
Im getting older too

Oh, take my love, take it down
Climb a mountain and turn around
If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide will bring it down

If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well maybe the landslide will bring it down
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 
Hey Everyone!

A few of us are throwing a BBQ in San Luis this Saturday. Come and hang out. Free food too. We are trying to get all of us connected and hanging out on a steady basis because we know we all need more unity and fellowship.

Hosted By: Joel Hickenbottom and Friends
When: Saturday Sep 29, 2007
at 12:00 AM
Where: Sinsheimer Park
900 Southwood Drive
San Luis Obispo, CA 93401
United States
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Monday, August 21, 2006 

In the fashion of SNL, here is the weekend update with host, Joel Hickenbottom.

This weekend in the news, Joel went to dinner with some friends at Carlitos in Santa Barbara. It was here that a welcomed conversation on the Kingdom of God came up. More specifically, we spoke of the idea of the prophetic and that seemingly forbidden word, the "Holy Spirit".


It has been on my heart lately to have a balanced meal from the following food groups:



Jesus

Our Saviour and our Friend ("What did you do with my Son?")



Community


We Need Community, Just as the God-head is Community (Father/Son/Spirit)

Shared Hospitality Towards One Another, Neighbors and Strangers



Mission


Seeking the "Kingdom Come"

Local and Global Sharing of the Reality of the Kingdom and its King



Worship


Bringing Songs, Hymns, Liturgies, Praise, Gifting, and Talents

Living in the Realization that We All Have an Offering to Give

Our Hearts, Hands, Mouths and Lives Always Carry this Offering



Justice

Setting the Captives Free (The Poor, The Enslaved, Creation)

Not Acts of Charity with Heart and Mind, and No Soul, but Acts of Justice that Embody the Heart of Jesus



Wait Just A Minute...

We have been dismantling and rebuilding so much of what we have known in Christendom. In the past few years, conversations of Post-Modernism, Missiology, Living in Community, New Ways of Worship, and Justice have all become hot topics for the Church. We have worked at getting past the Gospel of Salvation to a more holistic Gospel of the Kingdom.


Along with all of this dismantling, I struggle with how the active nature of the Spirit of God fits into it all more actively. It is not to say that the Spirit has not been ingrained into this, and that is clearly evidenced, for example, by what we've all shared in as the Bridge Community.


But I still seek to understand how the Gospel of the Kingdom, which should be about all the things mentioned above, can integrate this more active role of the Spirit guiding us, helping us, and speaking to us. Some thoughts are that we could have another group to this breakdown:




  • The Spirit

    - Actively Breathing on Everything and Everyone

    - Awaiting our Active Participation with Him

    - The Involvement of the Spirit that Re-Shapes:



  • How We Commune with Jesus,

  • How We Create Communities and Live Out Community,

  • How We Pray and Worship and the Intimacy Asked of Us,

  • How We Creatively Bring About Justice One Again,

  • And I think the most importantly...

    How We Interact With Our Neighbors, Co-Workers, Friends, and Family



I long to see what our lives, our homes, our communities and the marketplaces could turn in to if we just look past the indifference and our outlook on this topic of the Spirit of God. For too long, the Spirit has been that mysterious third-person within the Community of God (Father/Son/Spirit) that we always ignored when our Family (the Church) would hang out.


It's time that we don't just let Him sit at the table with us and ask a few questions to ease the awkwardness. Instead, I pray we learn that it's time to begin the engagement into a full conversation of life with Him. If He was left for us as a gift when our Saviour departed, then we need to embrace this gift.


In the wonder that if we embrace the whole Gospel of the Kingdom, maybe our world might not just see us feeding the hungry, raising our hands to a ceiling, and uttering sometimes self-righteous prayers (of which we are all guilty of at times) all things that ultimately can be categorized as nice things (hopefully, very real things). But it is by the Spirit that all men are drawn towards Jesus, and it is by this Spirit that was hovering at Creation and has been awaiting our interaction ever since, that our world can be changed.