Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 35
Sign: Aquarius
City: California
Country: UZ
Signup Date: 8/15/2005
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
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The storm has come and gone. It could have been a difficult thing, maybe you were shaken just a bit,yes, but you can not say that God was not with you through it all, working and preparing you for where you landed. If you fought the move of God, you may have got hurt or offended, and distanced yourself away from his loving support. No worries that can all be ironed out by your ability to let God be involved with a 100 % of your life or just 25 to 75%. Ahhh percentages are not a fun topic, but the wonderful thing about the Holy Spirit is he does the work. We can seem to speak only a little but the Holy Spirit takes that and does the rest. God is good and faithful, and now as you look around you should see new unfamiler surroundings. This is not a bad thing, the storm was coming regardless, not from God, but God can use the storm to reposition you to where you were supposed to be headed, but maybe were fighting the logistics of it all. Some of you may still be fighting being planted into a new place that God had always planned for you, the danger of fighting God's perfect plan for your life can leave you with unsecure footing, tittering possibly on slightly unstable ground. One foot on the rock is never as strong as both feet planted firmly. This means that the little things can sway you and make your journey a little more difficult. Not impossible, but rather than more tiring, more sweat by your brow, then by God's amazing Grace to carry you to the next level. There is no good or bad, no wrong or right in this. It's just again- how much are you willing to let God have control over your entire life. In all areas. He can see down the road father then we, he knows the hearts of all people, and he has a divine, perfect plan 4 your life. If you missed it in some area, no worries God is always there, waiting to redirect you to your proper alignment in to his perfect path for you. Glory to God, check your heart, make sure all is up to code to proceed on to the next level, (phase) God has planned for you, and be encouraged that he cares that much to make sure you have only the best of his goodness in your life at all times. Glory to God, I'm excited, let's go.
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Friday, September 05, 2008
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Prayer was amazing, I prayed it out and had the joooooy of the Lord, I was laughing so hard I was crying. The revelation of it all was....well, we will just say it was good, for the body of Christ, well the ones who are ready to receive and have let go of the luggage that people are so afraid to let go of. But we must have free hands to grab all the great things GOD will provide for us, not by the sweat of our brow, but by God's grace and love. Dude, life is sweet all the time, and I loooove living by Faith rather then walking by faith, letting go is always good and I'm watching the stuff prayed out happen, awesome. Yeah so random and makes no sense, unless, unless you are a prayer, then you know what I am in, Glory, just so much, a whole lot of Glory, God is good, God is faithful, and his mercy, love, grace, endures forever, oh I could go on and on, but yeah Glory! :)xo
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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Ok maybe this really isn't the story of my cat, but it involves a metaphor kind of and the cat is in it kind of. Have you ever not allowed God to speak to you in certain areas of your life? You know, yes God I will obey you in this area, but over here, hands off. Well I did kind of. God talks to us still to this day, he will lead and talk to you in every aspect of your life, if your are willing to hear it. You know sometimes the hardest thing for us to do is let God pluck out things we cherish, but aren't good for us. Not that the cherished thing is bad, but...maybe, just maybe it blocks God in some way. Ok like in Acts, they had a warning by the spirit there would be famine in the land, so they adjusted and prepared for it. God gave them a heads up, now it's optional to obey God, free choice. But if God is warning or giving you a heads up, it's good to listen. Also you want to listen and obey or your signal could start getting weak, think of yourself having a spiritual antenna, you can lower and weaken it by closing ares of your life off from God, or you can send it all the way to the heavens by obeying. I would read about Paul in acts and wonder how he heard so much from God on direction all the time, and I think it was because Paul didn't close parts of his life off to God. He gave all his life, some people say death to self and picking up your cross. I say however, loving God and trusting God so much that you know his way is higher then your ways and thus seeking his way on all things. Ok back to the cat. The cat I had since she was a kitten in my palm. 11 years, I have been asking to embrace God's plan for my life in all fullness in prayer. God told me a few things, a big storm was coming, that he would be in the storm and he would be my source, and also that I needed to streamline my life, and a cat wouldn't be able to fit in the cleft of the rock God created for me, so I have to get rid of her. Do I want to? No I love that darn furry animal, but I also see God's wisdom, and will follow his leading. When I say I am going all the way in God's will for my life, I am serious. I mean ALL areas, relationships, location where I live, who I surround myself by, etc etc. I love God and I trust him that he will lead me to the Good of the land, but I must let go of the things that hold me back in order to recieave what God wants to give me. :)
Ok yeah what ever, be blessed and you do hear the voice of God in all things and you are always quick to obey, in Jesus name amen!
Ha, I'm sneaky like that, always ending it with a prayer, woot woot!
Love you guys, and yeah 4 real getting rid of Ms. Kitty, :(, but God will give me peace about it, so no worries! :) xo
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Saturday, August 09, 2008
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Revelation time. I know we ARE ALL going through something, it would be strange for you not to be. This is a moment when where we are at our crossroads. You can give in to what ever you weakness is, and get swept up in your distractions or you can keewp your eye on Jesus, and his path and plan for you. No it is never easy, flesh will fight you the entire way. My weakness- hmmm well security, doing it God's way, taking it into my hands instead of following him. Did I give into it? No. Did I blink, yes. This is a season where even the best of us can get off our focus and looking at the stuff flying around, double checking those directions from God, 4 real God? Yes 4 real, we are going to that place where our trust, focus, attention must remain on God, and the direction he has all ready given us. Don't stop and start second guessing it, you will get lost in the sand storm, stay focused on him, his word and pray through this moment. Don't get confident in your ability, but look longingly and expectantly upon him who directs our paths most Perfectly- Jesus. Jesus is coming back in our life time, that is a truth, but where your focus will be, and how much he can rely upon you depends entirely on you and your choices you make now. So do not be caught off guard in the cares of life for no one knows the season or the hour. I love you all, just stay focused on the Path God has set before you and don't get caught up in the all the stuff, good or bad, that is coming at you. xo :)
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
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I haven't written for days, maybe even months. It's just been that I have been so busy. I have had great moments of prayer which brought me to my newest season of life. Things are new and different. Life and changes. It's like I knew that a change in the season was going to happen regardless if anyone tried to avoid it. This was a transition for everyone. My question to myself was"do I drag it out or embrace it?" Well here is the thing, I knew that change is a constance, and I knew that God was leading me to this place. I also remembered God giving me a heads up that it was coming. (This kind of communication comes from your prayer time) So I knowing that it was coming decided to jump into it head on and embrace it, instead of dragging it out, trying to avoid a long and difficult time in the dessert. I think it would be a good time to brush up on the people wondering around the dessert for 40 years, not ever entering the promise land. I am a little bit twisted in this, but I think I slightly enjoy being challenged in my life of living by Faith. I feel like this season is an extreme growth period for me, one which actually digs down deep and exposes what I am really made of. My love for My God and my absolute trust that he is my source, he is Faithful and only he can be the one who leads my steps. I am trusting in him. During these times of shifting and uncertainty in the world it is good to fall back on your basic. The word of God, prayer time, and inner reflection. I count myself blessed and up there with the big guys when this much opposition comes against me, I almost chuckle and think "oh really? Me? You coming on this strong towards me?" Another reason this season is so good for me is that with all this opposition coming towards me, it exposes what is deep within me, all good and bad. I have had some emotions that I thought were dealt with and set aside that started to try and take root. It was stuff that I kind of knew about, thought was addressed, but in all actuality was still very much there. But God is so good at exposing where we are weak, how we developed this weakness and how to really nip it in the bud once and for all. That's awesome. So here we go again, I am going to encourage you to embrace this season and let God change you, let God fix you, don't wonder around in the dessert for to long and miss out on your promised land. Face your demons head on and clean them out of your life once and for all, stay anchored in his word and prayer. Be blessed with all God's fullness inside of you! :) xo
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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I am glad of where I am at in my life. I am glad that my life doesn't revolve around a job or a guy I am glad that when I wake up in the morning I am saying Good morning God, what do you have planned for me today? I am glad that though everything around me is always changing his word is a rock that I stand on always. I am glad that I am part of the last days, well I should say honored there. I am glad for my beautiful, faith filled friends who are just as hungry about God as I am I am glad that despite what the news and the world may be saying I am under a blood covenant, and really- awesome things are always happening to me. I am glad that I am blessed. I am glad that I know his wonderful mighty great love and it makes me weep like a baby. I am glad that I can be used by, and for him, and his divine plan. Glory to God, life is just too good! I am glad that I have this amazing peace and calmness even though my life is in a major transition of changes. I am glad to think like a kid, and see a world of possibilities. I am glad that I know the power of my words and my thoughts and that I can boldly cast down any thoughts that are not of his will. I am glad to know the truth of life, and it's him, infinitely over and over again his word intertwined with his amazing Holy spirit with in me! ok yeah get what I'm saying God is good! all the time! peace
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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Apologies my friends, the ones who read, I'm so sorry I have not written In a while. But goodness God has been busy in my life, I busy with him and he busy with me. I have been praying, went to a week convention, found out I'm moving and well, Glory God is just moving me along the mighty rushing waters. I think he always wants to keep us moving, but some times we slow our own progression by our own choices. Nibble on that for a while. :) I have made a commitment to pray the ephesians prayer every day, like Kenneth Hagin, and in doing so, revelation upon revelation. It's like I am transplanted deeply in to the things of God, aint getten away from him or it at all anymore. We all know it, you all feel it, but we are at the peak of that whole season of change thing, wow! No really, all I can say is wow. You know when you know something in your spirit, but you don't see it in the flesh, until like a few months later, and then your like woe! Wow! yeah sorry, my whole life is about to explode and be recreated again, in to a deeper walk with my lovely wonderful precious Lord and savior. Is it weird that the material things of the world are falling more and more by the wayside as far as my wanting them but yet they are manifesting in my life despite it. God is good, our words are important, but wait, sooo are your thoughts, like the cogs of a clock going tick tock, and ancient spoke has begun to turn and the last days harvest is upon us Glory To God, you should be happy knowing you are around to see it, be in it and play a roll in it. I wonder if I will just delete this tomorrow, maybe, most likely yes, I do it all the time. Just ramble in these things lately. Oh I must sleep I am so tired and averaging 4 hours of sleep a day, not good, so. hmm. yeah goodnight. P.s. I want to give a shout out to the one I love and adore, and will so 4 the rest of my life, My lord and savior, Jesus! It's ok u can laugh at me, but the love is still real. Dude you got to get it to know it! :)
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
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Current mood:  blissful
All the Glory to God, all the glory for God. The point of everything is God and it all points to his love, his love for us all. Glory glory glory glory to God! God is amazing and he loves everyone, everyone, even murders, God loves all, can save us all, no one is deep, to far gone to not be reached by the sweet hand of God, right into their hearts. Praise God! God is a god of mercy and grace, he is faithful to his word, he really just loves all of us. In the last days he says I will pour out my spirit on all flesh! that's a promise!!!! Glory to God, let his spirit pour, oh that the wicked might know the fullness of his love, because he loves us all. Glory to God! I'm am not saying the old testament should be disregarded but are messages shouldn't preached from there, "repent now or you will be punished is not the message of the hour but Love, his message of "I love you and to always, always walk in love" His way is not hard, it is not difficult, when filled with his spirit it is an easy desire that comes naturally! oh how our souls love to praise him and give him glory! He heals and blesses ye, but he really really just wants to love you to the fullness of his spirit! Yay! God is good, God is awesome and he is singing you a love song of magnitude proportion, glory to God, nothing is impossible for God, no one is impossible for God, that is a statement, a fact! Praise God! Greater is he that is in me then he that is in the world- another fact! praise God! Last days are coming, and he just wants all his babies to know him, to know his love, to not be separated from us! I'm talking about you and the guys on the other side of the Globe! Wait, 4 real, 4 sho- the truth through and through- He loves you and you can feel the fullness of his love, I will pour out my spirit on all flesh, he si pouring out the love for you today, receive it, be filled with his spirit, and please please please never get offended by anything, be quick to forgive, I don't care if you are right and they were totally wrong, walk in his love, remain filled with his Holy Spirit, be led by your spirit in all THINGS!!!! Not just somethings sometimes, stop trying to figure it out with your brain and just be led by his spirit, remain filled up, remember if your main objective is for anyone to know Jesus, it is love that will reach anyone, just his love, to him be all the glory, for God, our savior the Holy blessed lamb- JESUS! Glory to Jesus, Praise Jesus, Glory to the Holy Holy lamb, glory glory! I pray you feel the fullness of his love right now- In Jesus name - Amen!
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Friday, June 06, 2008
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umm yeah prayer has been amazing! wonderful, yay yay yay, I am encourageing you to read his word and pray when ever you can, wahsing dishes where ever, you will be blessed by it.
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Friday, May 30, 2008
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Sometimes when one is quiet and still God is speaking and working in them the most. What seems to be a placid pond reveals underneath currents, flows of streams and natural springs of moving water. The Holy Spirit at work and on the move with in them. To look at them you would just see a simple smile, calm eyes and a peace about them. But this is a divine appointment time, a Godly time when he is doing his most work with in them. They seem pulled back and reserved but the Glory that is God's calling for their life is being spoken to them in a quiet whisper. a good example is Paul, It was only briefly mentioned in Galations 1:13-18, after his encounter with Jesus on the road to Damascus. He didn't just start preaching the gospel, there was quite a bit of unmentioned quiet time in his life. I believe this is where he was learning from God, God was speaking with him, preparing him, for all the future stuff he would later do. It is like the dating period with the Lord, where you gt to know him, how to trust in him, on him and be led only by him. Not man's way but God's way. It is when we grow in him and move beyond the vision of "our needs being met" to his vision of us and what we are called to do. He can not give it to you until your heart is ready, your spirit ready, and then he unfolds all that he has planned for you. It is a breathless moment where your simple vision of life disappears and a glorious one is revealed by him. to you, in those quiet moments, those quiet times. Have you had your quiet time with the Lord yet? If you have not had this wonderful encounter yet in your life, let me encourage you to seek it. The best way is the simple way, reading and speaking his words in your life and prayer. Yes Prayer! I have told many of you about where my time has been spent recently. I have not been writing or socializing much due to a strong desire and leading to pray. I feel very much like Paul in his quiet moment, praying through out the day, being filled up with the Holy Spirit, letting the lord show and discuss things with me. It is an amazing time, an God appointed time. It is a time of my transition for me and it is amazing. Do not feel frustrated by your fleshes lack of desire to pray, I have been so tired, and unable to wake up in the early morning hours but I know that I have been called to pray at this time, and every time I force myself to go to morning prayer and now noon prayer I have been so very blessed. So yes your flesh will fight you on it, but just press through and do it! You will find your self being blessed more and more from it and it will become more of a routine then.
So I leave you with this note- if you feel like you should be praying more, do! Great things come from your prayer time! I know I am praying things out, not just for now, but years in the future, and it will be a glorious God filled one.
Be blessed and filled with all his Joy and goodness!
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