Over the last 10 years or so of my life iv dedicated quite a bit of my social/academic time into Creativity , in all its different facets.I do this because of a dream that one day i can create things in my own way , things that are unique and because they are unique they are also special.

So the recent setback with the album has really pushed me to start asking some questions.Mainly why it happened in the first place.... as time passes im growing further and further away from the music that I created during the ages of 19-20...
Slowly I keep reinventing myself asking myself is this you? and time and time again the answer is no, this is not .So on and on and on and on and on I go...
      I feel like I have so much  to show but finding the right way to channel it is proving to be quite a challenge , nothing I ever touch is good enough... sometimes it drives me mad .Sometimes it gets me down.But regardless I know the worst thing i could ever do would be to stop... just plain out stop.Stop working, stop dreaming , stop striving ... because honestly... what else would I do .
    Struggling towards a dream might suck , but  I really don't know if I remember how to live my life any other way.I have been on this road for so long I forgot where I was going lol... all I can see is a line that leads on.....So , I guess il just keep walking it because I figure its  better to move foreward then backwards.Whether its an inch or a mile dosent really matter =p
  

First off THIS IS SRZ BUSINESS!
... secondly im fairly delirious from my long weekend
SO, down to business..cuz its business time 0.o

mmm i just wanted everyone to know that i ate a bagel this morning . With salmon and cream cheese ....mmmmmmm...cheesy cheesy creamy cheese.
I thought this was extremely important to share with the world, hence this epic monologue about the glory bagels and cream cheese ....I saw they had tomato pesto too... but alas.. cream cheese with little pieces of heavenly salmon over came me.
I heard that people used to warship bagels but then stoped after eating all of their alters and shortly after that felt so sad and empty they started to cry.. .......on the inside.... and THAT is where babies come from......
Further more the science of bagels was completely undone with the creation of this unholy atkins diet .. that was created by beef jerky moguls who wanted to make people eat more meat and less bread cuz then you wont get as full and youl eat even more meat And eventually you will consume so much beef that you will literally turn into a cow. Hoofs and al.... its a viscous cylce...
But now im happy and i hope you see the importance of this article of literature as a an addition the literary master pieces of the 21st century because i am fairly sure that no one else has written one....plz go to your schools and tell your teachers that you should learn more creative uses for knowledge and print this out and let her tell you how much of a crap monologue this is hahahah.
Id really like to hear your thoughts
rawr!
sincerely
-Management
(insert maniacal laugh here) =)