I look around and see the same faces in the same places, day after day. i wonder if they're ever going to do anything or be anyone. i doubt it. it sounds mean, but its the gods honest truth. everyone that I've known for years and years have all managed to stay in the same place... all of my old friends instead off going to the mall on a Saturday night, they're working at the mall on a saturday night. it bugs me to think that even though everyone has all stayed in the same place and no one has really left, yet i don't really have any of the same friends anymore. which i suppose is alright cause i don't mind the friends i have these days, i mean i love you guys. Jay, Turtle, Josh, Brad, everyone that i chill with. its just that i miss some people so much. and i know that its just easier to not hang out than it would be to actually hang out. its one of those aquard things where like you would just drive around doing nothing trying to think of generic conversation just to pass the time... and i don't want that. i would rather just have memories of awesome times. it seems as though even my best friend and i have some how in this crazy transformation from being a kid, to trying to grow up have just fallen so far apart its aquard to even call now to hang out. i guess what I'm saying is...

I will always remember what was, I will never take for granted what is, and have accepted the fact that what will be is completely different than anything i had ever envisioned.