its like im stuck in my mind
and what i know is right
he just wont understand
and how am i supposed to know what to do
if i have no one to look towards to
bcause if i cant be myself
whats the point of living
and it seems like
he is embaressed of me...
cause i can have friends by myself
but when im around his
its like a slap on the hand
and i have to go back to when
no elbows are allowed on the table
and
hands are folded in your lap
and he goes days without speaking to me
and it tears me
but if i do the same
im the bitch
...im so confused...
cause everything used to be so wonderful
and love always was in our eyes
but lately its all tears
and im afraid if one of us
dont realize the truth
that there wont ever be an us again
and its so scary loosing someone
that close to you
cause if theres no living with him
i dont believe theres living at all
and that makes me cry it the most