http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5U-YT-mRmI

Malice cameo in Storm Large "8miles wide" video!!!! fuckin sweet!! i love storm!!!!

Im still at Sassys and i just started Acropolis on wednesdays! but i also quit doing performances for the most part. I ask $500 do do a performance and nobody in this town can afford that but i usually put about $200 dollars into my performances on costumes and props and priceless amounts of heart and soul into them i stress out over them like an insane person. Anyway ill still be dancing untill i figure out what i wanna be when i grow up. Since summer hit the recession seems to be lifting a little but im still trying to figure out how to move to a warmer climate i cant do another winter here!! 

The days of the "alt" model/stripper are over in portland, thanx to the thousands of fake ass poser bitches who made it uncool. Most of you will never know how good we once had it. Back in the day customers used to show their appreciation by tipping even when they were not sitting at the "rack" (the seats around the stage where people are REQUIRED to tip at least one dollar per song) in those days people used to come to clubs in portland and be entertained by super original innovative dancers who changed stripping into performance art!  I myself would put on new shows every week all my sets had themes with costumes to match i brought out props: guns, knives, dildos, crucifixes, blo-up dolls, and other fun things. Now on top of the decline of customer tipping club owners keep adding more girls and at some clubs more stages so no one girl gets to do any special shows. However, sometimes i still try because i remember how even if people weren't tipping they used to have so much enthusiasm for these sets it would make doing it worth it despite lack of $. but now most customers seem more interested in their iphones or proving to their girlfriends that they are oblivious to other women...and all my old sets have been used by other girls and made into shit. All the bands i used to love and play have been tainted... i wont even come up with anything new because i know that will be ripped off as well.

 I knew it would eventually go this way all trends die. And, I understand we are in a recession people cant afford strippers... but then why were there so many people in sassys last weekend that you couldnt move? do all these people seriously believe we get paid to be there for them to look at for free while they drink cheap beer?

 For the last time people!!!! we pay a stage fee in portland to work at the clubs and we tip out all the other employees. We are independent contractors. We dont have healthcare or dental or anything like that alot of the dancers pay taxes, own homes, have kids, bills and debt..and are stripping along with working other "real" jobs to cover thier asses. I got it pretty easy compared to most but im still the biggest bitch i wont stand for disrespect and bullshit. I'll still be here for a little while trying to figure out how to do this without becoming jaded and spiteful and trying to figure out what will be my next job..oh and another thing some people asked why dont i do more modeling? because that dosn't pay either unless i wear a wig and airbrush out my tattoos the only ones i ever got paid for were for a more conservative look..im not interested in that...plus im 34 its too l8 to start doing that! seriously! i can't rely on my looks much longer...i plan on growing old gracefully..i will let go when make-up stops workin....Till then if u are planning on becoming a stripper hahaaaa the good days are over and if u are a customer planning on goin to a strip club just to drink and you are not friends with one of the dancers or staff prepare to get drinks kicked into your lap by jaded bitchy strippers you are helping create. if you are not one of those people i love you and thank you for all the support. I do appreciate all the years i did have with this and i thank portland for being the weirdest still...and still better than vegas or L.A. but im still gonna bitch when its shitty! i promise if it starts gettin better i bring out bigger and better shows..'till then shit for all! suck me! welcome to the jungle!!! no more nice malice! hahahaaa i have joined the darkside!

i love junk! i loved used crap! old band shirts 4 sho... I always love dead animal parts (furs, skeletons, skulls, claws, full on taxidermied critters, etc...theres actually a shop in sf near the mission in S.F. that sells taxidermied critters wearing clothes! like nun costumes and shit! might be too expensive) weapons (guns, knives, throwing stars, grenades, etc..) and or porn! i mostly like anal, gangbang, or squirting porn. not that anyone will actually get me a present..but this list can be there in case someone has/finds/buys one of these items they want to give me because i help free the boobies everywhere i go.... and that benefits all of us..dont you think? or just come into Sassys or Devils Point and give me $ to go in on the present i am buying myself cant tell u what it is..u will see it soon..its not a boob job dont worry!
i am the most shameless person u will ever meet..dosnt that make u feel better about yourself?

Sorry to report there will not be a slumber party this year due to lack of funding. The only thing that could change that is if somebody else wants to pay for the party ( last year it cost around $400) i dont see that happening so maybe ill just have a non bday party closer to summer sorry to let folks down i am bummed as well but planning, promoting, and paying for these parties stresses me out i cant deal with it anymore..i am poor& tired .. i cant deal with stress anymore so i am just eliminating all of it from my life! yay to freedom! dont message me about this unless you want to give me free money! hahahaaaa seriously!

its not a place to msg me really unless its about band stuff i am just using that to post all the show photos i take. i just started it.... my photos are for fun not professional but i am always asked for them .so if you have asked for photos just give me a little time im gonna get em all up here just u wait....i am not a photographer i use a crappy 100dollar camera. i dont want to be asked to take band photos unless its the kind of metal/punk shows i would go to anyway then you wont have to ask ill just be there... not that you would ask... i know my pics are crap im just sayin....anyway....if you use them please give me credit i would appreciate it alot! photo:malice666

http://www.sportaphile.com/2008/08/25/video-michae...

i fucking love pitbulls! this shit makes me wanna cry!

I just read that Hayden Panettiere has been cast to play Wendy O Williams in upcoming biographical film she is a beautiful girl i agree but really.... wasnt this part made for me?!!! i mean really!!!! who loves Wendy O more? ahhhh well, she better make us Wendy O fans proud otherwise i will be decorating my blow up dolls to look like her and chainsawing the fuck out of them!!!

first show CINEMA 21 8:30pm ill be there u can buy tix online on the cinema 21 page watch trailer on you tube!!! cum c me and a bunch of other portland locals for a few minutes on the big screen!!! do it do it! if u dont know about it go to the auteur page on my top friends or type the auteur in you tube i like the from here to awesome submission video im gonna try to put it up on my main page right now....