Catharsis and The Unlikely Muse
You were there in my thoughts even before we had met,
and now you're the one I can never forget.
Always I knew it, right from the start
that this day would come; we'd be torn apart.
We were always the same - you were a mirror of me.
But the glass is now blank where reflection should be.
Though you know that I love you but can only jest,
I believe you feel more than you do for the rest.
My pulsating heart, that never was whole,
was torn from my body removing my soul.
This parting gift that you gave to me -
the gaping void where you used to be.
In my life now are only the music and art -
reversed representing the head and the heart.
And in the raging battle between these two
the bad choice is music, the one that is you.
But now I know music can never be wrong,
As there in your heart's where I'll always belong.
EF - 7th Jan '08
As I mentioned earlier this is a departure from my usual poetry.
I think the red wine brings out the angsty prose (as in my personal profile blog - "We have no stars") and the spirit and mixer brings out verse - strange.
You know who you are and, for the record, I still think you're a bloody wanker!! Good luck babe, and stay safe!
Exx