It's something of a mystery in my mind... what exactly inspires change. I suppose for an individual to want to change something, outwardly or internally, there needs to be a good logical reason to want to put some sort of effort into a new direction of action.


There are very few things in this world I actually hate. Little dogs, bratty children, babies crying, people who say "cool beans". But it's certain personality types that really get under my skin...
I think people who constantly say they are doing one thing, and only have the bare minimum, or what's most beneficial to themselves planned, are very pathetic cowardly people. Most times people who act in such a way, generally find themselves to be hypocritical as well... Because that type of person usually points the finger at others faults, rather then addressing their own personal issues which are usually similar or exactly the same as those they are criticizing.
Mainly I've come to the realization lately that I never want to be viewed as someone who is a hypocrite. To my friends and family I’d like to always remain to be viewed as someone who follows up on things they promise and someone who will not judge them on their shortcomings.
I don't really know what makes me see good in a person, but sometimes you can just tell someone has something good about them. 

I was "out of town".

Someone said some really powerfull words to me recently about the power of holding resentments for others within ourselves. I've said many times it's not my place to judge other people for being ignorant, no one truly deserves to judge anyone. But when you hold hate in your heart against someone else for them causeing you pain, or doing you wrong, that hate stops you from loving yourself. As cheesy as it sounds it rang true to me and it's been a hard number of days really being accepting of the fact that there is no reason to stay mad at anyone for anything. God will sort out the details... "eye for an eye, tooth for tooth right"... It's good to let go.