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So What

I love Pink :)

A gnome, a unicorn, and a witch o may. if you have ten minutes to spare I suggest checking out These amazing pieces done in 1967. Enjoy







Smoking Monkeys!!!! Popular in the sixties, little monkey figures that held "cigarettes" the cigarettes were actually incense but very popular.











1970 spin off of the 1960 "The Herbs" called "The Adventures of Parsley"



1965 atom ant running time 6 min. back when cartoons were wholesome



Milton the Monster 1965-1968 "Hello Daddy!"


O MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING
1966-69
Cool McCool



1966 Heckle and Jeckle



H R pufnstuf intro
1969


Before Jackass and Mad tv there was Rowan and Martins Laugh-In..
1968-73



In 1961-64 "Sing along with Mitch" Miller
A community all sing, sold records that came with complete lyrics and even came up with the "follow the bouncy ball" method enjoy running 8min ps complete with commercial breaks as well :)



An amazing brother comedy group consisted of Tommy and Dick Smothers
The Smother Brothers Comedy Hour 1960s, 2008 is the 50th year they have performed together I hope you enjoy Watch out for pumas!



well i m calling it a night i got a kick out of this i hope you did too

so this is my last post on the whole lost love. I ve gotten a few comments on how its a contradiction. How i m still dwelling on it by writing all of this. Maybe that is so. What more can a man do. I was just trying to get it out. I was trying to let go. Did it help? i cant tell yet. Do i feel better? in a way. Am I expecting anything out of it? No.
    As of now all i have is time. Time to grow, time to experience, time to deal. Push all the fucking emotions inside and pinch myself every time they come up. Its hard to want something so fucking bad but you know it will never happen again.
     I m going to go watch "What Dreams May Come"  with a tub of ice cream and a good blanket.

Well here it is continued:

Lets Recap:
Don't play the blame game, Accepting is key
Truly loving someone means letting them make that choice of leaving even if you don't agree ten fold
You are good enough to be loved
Human Nature to better your life even if it means hurting someone

    Lets play more with that idea. Bettering yourself, here is the perfect time for this, I lost twenty five pounds doing this. Here is a personal suggestion that worked for me. Get a gym membership. Take out all that aggression, if that's how you deal, on a treadmill. Gain confidence in this situation. When you work out it does some amazing things for you. Makes you feel powerful, confident, attractive. This does help, I did it in the phase that I was trying to get the persons attention. DON'T DO THIS. I advise against it. You tend to hurt yourself in the long of it. Jump back to the "Letting Go" Phase the erg to do things to make this persons head turn will be there and they will be strong. They were for me. I had to realize that it doesn't matter, the person left. All the splendor that is you, they left it for there own reasons.  So therefore do it for thy self. Better yourself for the next person, do it for yourself most of all, but that next person will appreciate the new you.
    Once you start to improve yourself you feel a sense of self worth start bubbling. Feel it and love it. Love yourself, put yourself on the top of your list. Love the fact that that belly is disappearing, that your face is sliming, and that people take notice. "have you lost weight?" "you look good what have you been doing" as long as you don't do it too much, boast about your accomplishments, "I got a gym membership, I feel great, Thank you for noticing yeah I lost twenty pounds."  as long as your not cocky feel good about it.
    Lets touch on some deeper things. Locations, smells, vehicles, and mutual people. All of these things will remind you of your "almost lover"¹. This is hard, god I know it is. The restaurant where you first met/first date, the car/truck they drive will pop up everywhere and its never them, the smell of them(perfume, laundry detergent, shampoo, ect), friends that you have made with this said person.  This just takes time. Cherish those times, embrace them as the good times you shared. Take a deep breath and move on. That was then this is now, it feels better letting go. Accepting. As far as mutal friends go, if they were only your friends because of the person you were with you will know. They will quit calling, they will avoid you, and some may even flat out let you know. The friends who accepted you will still be there, for mine and you know who you are I thank you and love you all, I appreciate your support.
    People change so fast its scary sometimes. The person then is most likely not the person you know now. So let go of the new them and remember the old. Smile, Take a Deep Breath, Then let it go.
    Lets see where to take this now… well I m running on twenty five percent battery life so I ll make it quick. We have much more that we can cover, and if there are any questions please feel free to ask, if its to personal I ll most likely message you with the info or a reason why not, it its asking to bash the person who left me, I will not.
    Ah battery life causing pressure! Well lets see where this goes,
    I have lost someone very dear to me and it hurts every day,  I think about this person more than I would like to admit, but I keep stride. I remember what this person was to me at the point in time. I think of how this person bettered my life and I take that with me. I leave behind the bullshit and say thank you for the time we had, thank you for the experience and I m sorry it did not work out. I wish the person the best of luck and the most happiness one can have. In Love that is what we truly want isn't it, for the person we love to be happy. Well what if that does not include you in the equation? See the dilemma?
    Well my computer is threatening me that it is going to die, so I must go for now. I am sitting on my car and staring out over you all(well at least Tumwater/Olympia/Lacey area), I am sitting at the spot where we came that one time, we took a detour in the grass that was freshly federalized, then went to a movie and realized it, we tossed our shoes down the aisle and giggled. Shoeless we snuggled and  watched the movie. A Deep Breath and A smile, Goodnight to you. 

 ~Thomas King~



1: "Almost Lover" By A Fine Frenzy

"That's Rubbish!" Well, its really not. The answers are never what we expect. They are never easy, obvious, or right in front of our nose. To search the mind is an exhausting task. To file through everything expecting an outcome to show its self. I don't have a seeing stone, a crystal ball, a magic mirror. What I do have is power. The power to control my future. I put in my two weeks at my job. The excuses are vast and long. My health and sanity are more important than a pay check. Well I should say my mental health. My physical health is at its peak. My mental health, sanity, and heart have all taken a toll. I have been strong thus far. Trudged through the muck and the suffering. The one thing I have come to realize is this, this is my hell, this is the place where my life crumbled, I lost everything. That is in itself the reason I can no longer be here. This house, these people, the company, the clique. Its all a constant reminder of what was. I have learned a lot from this job. I have grown from the experience. I have learned a lot about myself. How much I can with stand. My power is strong, but in order to get over something, to move on, to be better, I can not keep myself around all things that are involved in that. The core of this is all wrong, why I got the job, who helped me get the job, and what happened while at this job. The world has passed me by for to long and now its time to jump out of this hole and go up, up, up. See you at the top.

I finally slowed down enough for the boot of life to catch up with me and kick me in the ass. Keeping myself busy was all I could do to not realize. I didn't want the reality. Go to the gym, take the kids to play baseball, go to the movies, go to a party, jog around the lake, go to coffee night, help empty a house, play my guitar. Then wack I was out of it for two days, went crazy. I never could understand when she talked about being depressed and not able to get out of bed. Then it happened. What a reality check. I haven't had good sleep for two months. The echo of your voice is in my head. I remember ever word you said. I see your face, I see your smile, I hear your laugh. This is growing up, this is getting over you. No replacement, no rebound fuck, no running. The last hug. The last time I felt your skin. The last. This is growing up this is moving down the road of life. I will miss the you that I knew. The you that will be in my head, the you that wasn't you the day you said goodbye. I cried for you. You turned and left, I would have died for you. This is my final words that will ring out for all eternity on this blog, Leah Hitchens no one will ever love you as much as I do. We all have steps in life to live learn and grow. That was mine. Put it out there, and walk away. I don't know why, I can't explain it. Any other person would use hate and anger. I can't find a drop. ~Thomas King~

Heard this song just moments ago while doing my work out routine, fucking country! Jimmy wayne "Do you believe me now" Do you remember the day I turned to you and said i didn't like the way he was looking at you yeah How he made you laugh you just couldn't get what I was saying it was my imagination (Chorus) So do you believe me now I guess I really wasn't that crazy and I knew what i was talking bout Everytime the sun goes down he's the one that's holding you baby yeah me i'm missin you way across town so do you believe me now I'm kicking myself for being the one foolish enough giving him the chance to step in my shoes ohhh He was bidin his time when he saw our love was having a moment of weakness he was there between us (Chorus) So do you believe me now I guess I really wasn't that crazy and I knew what i was talking bout Everytime the sun goes down he's the one that's holding you baby yeah me i'm missin you way across town so do you believe me now oh yeah i bet now you see the light oh yeah what's the use in being right we're not the lonely one tonight (Chorus) So do you believe me now I guess I really wasn't that crazy and I knew what i was talking bout Everytime the sun goes down he's the one that's holding you baby yeah me i'm missin you way across town so do you believe me now yeah so do you believe me now yeah Everytime the sun goes down he's the one that's holding you baby yeah me i'm missin you way across town so do you believe me now

Need to get this out before it continues to poison my temple Should have seen it from the beginning, should have smelled the hurricane comin. As I look back through the magic mirror in my head I can pick and choose all the signs and replay them and cackle. So stupid to believe that highly in one person. So much faith for a faithless man in one mortal being. No use looking back and asking why, or what if. The answer is right there in front of my face. Lies even before the 23rd. Easy solutions cause dramatic action, hearts on sale get one now the other will be shipped in 5 months. Limited time offer. Going fast. So this is where I rant.this is the part where I let it all out because I need to its affecting my life right now and needs to fucking stop... I hate feeling fucking used! If you don't feel something is right or meant to be than don't fucking do it! Don't drag someone through your fucking depressed, never happy, always worried about what people think, daddies girl existence. Knowing that it "wasn't working out" using people is one of the greatest back stabs in history. The escape goat, the fall taker. Two months of meaningless waist of time. My life would have been better off without the fucking hassle. You send someone on a life mission for a week at a time and then use that to ur advantage. If it was prior understandable but due to the simplistic fact that being gone for a week was set up by u and yours, fuck that, would have been better quick and straight, yet no I walked with the needles in my back not knowing. Relationships are not jobs u don't make sure you have a new one before you leave the old one, that's just no respect. at least you were right and didn't lie about one thing you were holding me back. You were waisting my time, and that sucks to realize when I look back at how happy I thought I was. Sad to think if that's the case how true happiness would have felt. Even though I know you don't give a shit but to all of you folks out there reading this, I have lost 26 lbs, quit smoking been 3 weeks and 2 days, been working out, jogging, and planning on some fun summer sports. My future goals are going to spain, florida for father search and surfing, finishing my book and send it in to as many publishers as its going to take. My guitar and drum skills. Most of all enhancing the quality of the peoples lives that are my main support, You know who you are, your the ones I hug as I leave you, your the ones I smile at when you talk :) I listen when you have issues and I help with what I can. I love you all more than you will ever know in this world of death and destruction we can find happiness in those who surround us. So as far as life goes right now I m doing fucking amazing. As my personal trainer puts it "people can do great things with the hardest push" well you fucking pushed me pretty hard I d say. Love is not a fucking game, it isn't something that just happens, its something you work for, its a fucking goal! Its the light in the dark! If you don't try that will go out. you know what drives me nuts, this walk on egg shells bullshit that people try to fucking pull after two friends break up. What happened to being adults and just leaving it for what it is two people fucked up somewhere along the road to happiness. The only fuckin tack in my toe is that one of the people didn't have the time to morn the loose of a person cause they were already out gettin some for there greedy ass self. While the other person picks up the fucking pieces. You know who gets the better piece of the cake of life the fucking person who was true to the end not the one who was a slimy snake. And then you have those boo hoo poor me moments, fuck those, weakness is wasted energy. I had one of those fucking moments it was waking up on what would have been 6 months and feeling all suicidal in my emo ass pure white bathroom. Fuck that shit I went to my moms for dinner then went and had a few beers and played pool and hung out with one of my closest friends for four hours. Mario saved the princess not the other way around, prince charming yada yada what happens to the dragon not a fucking thing, its eats the fuckin people writing the story so it can retire on a nice farm with no fucking princess with her nose in the air whining about failure and blah blah boo fuckin hoo, m-o-o-n that spells go fuck yourself For those of you who have taken the time out of your busy schedules to read my breakdown I thank you. You inspire me, you motivate me, I am the only one who controls my universe but you all make it fun along the journey of life. This is letting go, this is growing up, this is Life.

So after the day I had I might as well Blog about it. Sleepy eyed and sore, I still feel accomplished. Today I not only got off my week at work but I managed to rush back to town to chaperon a 5th and 6th grade field trip. With Ashley's request I attended the trip to "Family Fun Center!" (announcer voice of doom) For those of you who don't know its like Chucky Cheese Light. We had a fun filled day of laser tag, a crazy swing ride, and mini-golf (rather enjoyable in the rain) Then we played the games where you earn the tickets for prizes i.e. Wheel of Fortune, Zap, and a slew of strange ones. After winning two jackpots we ended up with a grand total of 1,098~ tickets. I really had alot of fun and it got me jump started on volunteering. After everything was done me and the school bus parted ways. I decided to take the long way home. The really Long way. Through Tacoma, it was fun to just drive and relearn how to not smoke while driving. The weather was not the best but for the Tacoma waterfront it worked. While being lost in a sea of graffiti and broken down cars I got a text from Pat stating that he was in the near by hospital. So on my hunt I went. Stopped by the next gas station. The attendant was awesome. She was getting off work and driving by the hospital anyways so decided to lead me. It was uber cool. Arriving at the hospital the lady at the lobby desk was awesome as well. Instantly joking and smiling. This is the part where i realize that dressing in khakis and a nice shirt tucked in really makes a difference in peoples reactions to you. Showed up, was supportive, spontaneity wins once again. Its a new feature in that which is tj. Got back into town for coffee night. So all and all my day went really well started out by waking up because of a horrible nightmare at 6 am and ends now on a good note. The universe sent me a curve ball and then made it all better :) Love Sandwiches for all.... peace out