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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Sign: Virgo

City: WAYNESVILLE
State: North Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/19/2007

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March 11, 2008 - Tuesday 

Category: Writing and Poetry
They've let you become and example
of perfect obediance,
Your mind controlled by drugs as a
means to keep you in line,
Focused on the power of their control,
You become weak, appearance that you
would not recognize looking at own
reflection.
We are young and hopeless,
when all you needed was someone to
lean on,
Where is the love?
It's taken, robbed and an ongoing
search,
The problem lies underneath the
surface,
we as people are forgetting what love
is,
Hate formed by control and power,
Governments grooming the youth focused
on war money,
while every 9 out of 10 woman, children
are victims of in-home abuse,
the power of man,
the Hate turns into anger, being powerless,
leaving you numb to your real emotions,
it continues to lie underneath the
surface,
you become mute, silent, calm,
how you are under control, invisible,
you never find love,
So you break, you fight the system,
it's an ongoing fight,
and what for help,
teaching how to hate,
by pulling you out of society taking
your rights,
watching your every move,
as a source of treatment for dealing with
abuse,
It continues to lie underneath the
surface,
we are becoming exactly what they
want,
pushed to the side,
treated as if we don't have a free mind,
anticipating the pain of growing up before
you youth,
    Now you are behind the bars of your past.

March 11, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:FUCK YOU!
Category: Writing and Poetry
Fuck your thoughts,
Fuck your Gods,
Fuck your President,
Fuck your Government,
Fuck you,
Life is a state of tranqility to those that can except what they can not change,
Yet you have stolen my last breath of free will,
Left me with the bitter sweet taste of entrapment.
FUCK YOU!
March 10, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:Level 4 Treatment!

 

Traped,

Vioce skrichy,

Mute to Authority,

Thoughts of you dead as yesterday,

Emotions lost to Medication,

Back sore to lack of Activity'

Walking controled Zombies,

Single line,

Don't forget body space,

Food served like were walking diseases,

The Governments way of forming and shaping our minds,

Medicated,

Were all test rats being Watched and Obsevreved,

Lost from our personal uniqness!

December 19, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  blank

The empty soul

Your cold, your dark you've stolen my heart,

Eyes full of the dark emptyness shadowing your soul,

Pain is the only thing that has made me real,

The window to my heart has been broken,

My eyes glassy blue full with the tears you created,

Cutting deeper like the razer bladed to my wesit,

Stolen my will to exisit,

Red is the color I see when I look into your eyes,

For all the blood and tears you have fored me to shed,

You leave my soul empty.

November 16, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  depressed

I'm just the thought you wrote down in your notebook that you closed,

I'm the breath that you gasped for when going under the surface of your every though,

 I'am the tear that craws down the surface of your face when calling your name,

 I'am the one that never makes a sound alone I stand in the darkness of your shadow,

 I'am the bubble gum stuck to your shose,

 I'm everything you wish I wasn't,

 I'm Me,

I'm just a fading memory of who you used to be.

October 23, 2007 - Tuesday 

Inside theses walls are cracks of Hate,Despair,Betrayal, and Fear.   

The sounds of lonly cries of the leaking pipes that run therw the cracks in the wall.

That soon die out as the lecks from the pipes soon run dry.

The walls run up the celing full of shame and unwanted hate and anger.

Inside theses walls someones trapped.  

October 23, 2007 - Tuesday 

Broking dreams, Shader lives,What once was will never be,

We live our lives knowing the samething, Brakeing the pattern we change knowing Hate and Fear of loving.

Going back to were everything started, The ones you onced loved have slowly faded away.

All that you onces loved and cared about has started to fade away and For-Ever lost.

October 23, 2007 - Tuesday 

I sit here in the dark wounder if someone out there cares,

As I cry for help one no one hears,

I lay awake in bed wounder whats going to happen next,

The fear of something bad happening,

But now that you know when will the pain go away!

October 23, 2007 - Tuesday 
I live my life like every other human on this planet, I apear to be as normal as every one else. But the number of thoses that know whats holding me back from being the normal little girl that says ''Please'' and ''Thank you'' are the one so many people who care to here my cries.I've come from the darkest of some places in my life,but yet led by those's who've cared to here my cries.And to the brightest of some days. I feel as if I've lived to lives. It's as if I'm waking up from a bad dream.But this is just the begining!
October 23, 2007 - Tuesday 

Life is one breath wasted,

One blood drop on the floor of the wounds of innocent victoms,

One laugh that never saw day light,

One tear that fell down an innocent cheek,

One day in time everything goes right until one screw up,

One mistake,

One sound of the gun shot the victiom is the one pointing the gun,

One slip,

'' Boom'' innocent victioms dead,

Because of Popularity,and Peer Pressure,

Life is one breath saved,

One wound not opened,

One victiom not dead,

One tear that never saw daylight,

One laugh that was enjoyed,

One sound of the gun that was never shot.

Once Popuarity and Peer Pressure,

Was not an excuse of the actions of young ones.