Love is a powerful emotion that humans feel for different things in life. There are a lot of different versions of love. Its can be the best thing to feel in the world but in a second could be the worst thing you have ever felt.  I will explain my thoughts of the good and bad of love.

Light Side of Love

That 20 minute fight to get out of bed in the morning because all you want to do is lay there with them all day long and that’s all they want as well, So you guys do that cute little fight, one is saying I have to go to work babe, and the other is saying no just stay here with me, they hold on to you tight so you can’t get up. When you kiss them good bye for some reason one is never enough, sp you kiss them about a dozen times. You take off work; you don’t hang out with your friends as much because all you want to do is to be with that person. Those countless hours you missed sleep because all you wanted to do is hold that person and stay awake so you could feel them next to you. Their warm arms around you. Those sweet things they say to you all the time. Those things they do for you all the time, which you can’t wait to tell your friends. Just having lunch with friends and talking about them, showing your friends pictures of them. Just a very powerful feeling of showing off that you found the most perfect person in the world. You all know these feelings I’m talking about, it may be different for you but everyone can relate to what I’m saying.

Dark Side of Love

When those dozen kisses turn to one, where you have to remind them to give you a kiss goodbye. That scared feeling you may lose them to something, that heavy heartbeat, sweating, faking a smile to your friends. When you breakup and know it will kill you to find out that they are with someone else, but that intense pressure in your chest to find out. Feeling unattractive, useless, that someone else could be with the one person you love. Where you think things will never get better again. That feeling where you can’t even look at someone else the same way, you will never love again. You pretend to be fine, that nothing is wrong with you, you are fine, but inside you’re dying. You stop taking care of yourself like you use to. You stop having the energy to get out of bed because when you’re sleeping you don’t feel the pain.

They say it’s better to love and lost, then to never have loved at all, I totally agree. I would rather have 3 days of love and then 3 years of pain then to never have those 3 days at all. Everyone needs touched, everyone needs to be loved. If not then what’s the purpose of living? Someone will or does love you, may not be the love you want but any love is better then no love.

Anthony Vandiver

Dear Ya-Ya ( Greek for Grandma)

This is my final Goodbye. You have had a very full life, and it was your time to go. Im not mad at God for taking you, because he was looking out for the best for you and I thank him for that. You are in my memories and you will remain there. We have had great times together and I will deeply miss you. Don't worry about us, we will all join you in the furture. We will once again be able to hang out and enjoy your great cooking. Holidays won't be the same without you because you were the heart of the family, the one that brought all of us together. It will be tough not having you there because you were a major part in all of our lives. You have made a deep impact on everyone in different ways. You're in a better place now, where you will wake up everyone morning and take a deep breath and start a new day. I love you, and this may be my finally goodbye, but   I will never have to say it to you again because we will see each other again. I will be looking for you on that day, so please be waiting for me. Now rest, and Goodbye. 

Im the one who will rub your back after a long day at work, Im the one will kiss you out of the blue for no reason, Im the one who will call you in the middle of the day just because I want to hear your voice, Im the one who will care for you with everthing I have, Im the one who will take care of you when youre sick, Im the one who will cuddle with you tight, Im the one who you will wake up to every morning, Im the one who would never cheat on you, Im the one who would move across the USA to be with you, Im the one who would do anything for you.

Im the one who goes home after the bars without anyone, Im the one who doesnt sleep around with people, Im the one who would rather cuddle with you then have sex, Im the one you can bring home to mom, Im the ONE! So Why am I the one without anyone?

    I love you and I hope its not your time to go, you have so many things you have yet to do. If it is your time, please dont be scared, there is nothing to be scared about. Its ok to be sad. You don't have to worry about us, we will be fine. Remember those times we had together, that one day you took me to school and it was pouring rain and we only had one umbrella and we had to share it, and we kept fighting over it by pulling it more towards each other and the other person would get soaked, we had so much fun that 3 minutes it took us to walk to the front door. That is my fondest memory I have of you. Please dont go, Im not ready for you to. I love you, and I dont know what I would do without you. Its not fair, WHY? Please get well, Because I dont know what will happen to me if you go now. I just wish we had more time, im not ready to lose you. If you get well I PROMISE TO TAKE YOU TO THE OCEAN so you can see it for the first time, I promise to do anything you want. I will sell everything I have so we can go, just hang in there. There is nothing I wouldnt trade for you, so stick it out.

Dear God,

    Its in your hands now, please please please not yet. I may not have been the best person in the world, but dont take her just yet. Just let us go do the things she hasnt been able to. Im 22 years old and have seen alot more then she has, its just not fair. Be patient, youre not the only person who wants her.