Fiendish lights play cruel games, not sure what it means... if nothing remains, what of my dreams... it just seems that the lights in the city just weren't meant for me... its too bright its too loud its too much i need sumthin serene...  til i saw pale light like the heavens they did beckon me, inviting me to where i needed to see and all of the others seemed so faded and far away from me...

Closed eyes look like the night, even through daydreams... fraud stars no real light how could i see... as i passed over lights in the city i still couldnt see... its too dark its too clouded its too much for me to carry ... til i saw pale light like the heavens they did beckon me, inviting me just to where i needed to see and all of the others became faded and far away from me...

So i stare down the moon, til its in my reach... bemused by its light so far from me... so i flew from those lights in the city spread below my feet... above earth above clouds flush with stars so far beyond the streets... til i met pale light as the heavens they did beckon me, inviting me to where i wanted to be and all of the others by then faded and far away from me... oh as i did see...

Hardly any time passed since you been gone i guess im slow cuz til i got home i figured i musta heard u wrong thought it was a joke a dream i dreamt that came to light it felt like another sad song the notion came you're not coming back the words you said still burning strong and im tryna keep on keepin on so i hold on to mine and grip tight on her because you said hold on i'll do that for you do that for her she needs me now i know but she's a child she'll bounce back soon its part of life she'll learn she'll grow, whats sad is only way i know to help would mean i have to go im not trying to run im not a coward this is the bravest thing i think ive ever done but either way im sidelined from this so i cant help but wonder if im wrong through the soul i've searched the heart i found that for sure i felt was gone the answer to my question came and all my talk about understanding i should be ashamed it took this long for me to realize almost nothing ever remains i guess it really wasnt til now i figured out life just isnt a game it all will end it all will begin things are never the same but its not your fault its how life goes in order to go on its has to change i know i know a hundred times i've said the exact same thing but this is different cuz its not just me its all of us who's adjusting to this change i did whats right you did whats right it doesnt matter either way stop apologizing taking blame cuz we still love you and if nothing else THAT will NEVER change

I dont think i'll ever understand or i'll ever get to know where the love comes from and where the hell does the love go? two can came together strangers and leave each other enemies but spent the time between as friends it never made sense to me i mean through the trust yall musta had through the connection yall musta felt through the time yall spent together why is none of that left? i dont know i dont get it and i probly shouldnt care i dont know the bond yall had i wasnt even there but i hear the aftermath and i fail to understand what brought yall to this conclusion what took yall to this end? i figured yall were once lovers i assume yall at some point had to be friends so where did the hate come from? what brought yall to this end? BUT its none of my business you dont need my two cent and i got enough stuff for me to do that would keep my mind out of it the thought had crossed my mind i was just wondrin ya know? but you dont have to answer, thats a place we dont need to go but i admire your spirit to laugh at life to scoff at pain to make a joke out of a moment i personally would look at with disdain but im here i'll play the crutch not that you need but just in case cuz what else is friend for right? if not then you'd be just another face :) ( a smiling one of course but still)

Her rythm is effortless like its just natural for her to glide as she steps no work ethic to it never even practiced... effortless... those eyes they speak to me whispering provoking daring me to make a move, those lips... they curve and arch caressing the words as they escape from her mouth... escape? why they'd ever want to leave i have no idea it looks to me the most inviting place i've ever seen... those words they float past me those lips they part again to flash a sudden smile as she glides past... effortless... i guess chasing after those words she threw because i caught none of them and as i turn to watch her glide to feel her rythm... those eyes... they turn on me again whispering provoking daring me to make a move flashing that inviting smile before she dissapears from my vision of my eyes but she reappears in my mind watching... those lips... they arched and they bent to caress the words... those words... she said hello

I cheated on my first love... it was always my fault never hers when i began to doubt myself she was blamed cast aside thrown away torn apart crumpled up chewed up spit out and worst of all erased... but i came back and she welcomed me with open arms like a saint like an angel like god himself had made especially for me i was adam and she told me to call her eve...but...

I cheated again... i thought i found something better a bit more practical a bit more worth while a more meaningful relationship and she once again was cast aside thrown away torn apart crumpled up chewed up spit out and worst of all erased... but that relationship turned out to have no meaning just pain and i came back crawling begging for her to return and she welcomed me with open arms like a saint like an angel like god himself had made her especially for me i was adam and she told me call her eve...but...

Once again i cheated... i broke our love our connection this time i thought i could have her and another just share myself between the two but i was wrong soon i was given the decision and forced to choose... and my choice was not my first love so she said nothin sat quietly because she knew i would return and again as she had easily predicted i came back crawling cut broken i came to her and i ask her forgiveness and she welcomed me with open arms like a saint like an angel like god himself had made her especially for me i was adam and she told me to call her eve... but...

I found my first love is not only my own but anothers... and anothers... and anothers... she was loved by many she never belonged to me but i belong to her she holds my soul in an embrace fit to break the bones of a god... but for the way i've treated her for my past transgressions... i would have it no other way

Bound by the chains of doubt i'm like a hawk locked in a pigeon's cage i cant even spread my wings to stretch never mind fly NO not fly... soar... the doubt only serves to hinder my rise and im beginning 2 detest this sad existince held in place by the weights of fear but that is no way for a bird of my size to live no this is NOT i repeat NOT a proper home i have wings... powerful wings... wings with feathers built of hope and ambition and i will not and cannot be denied my freedom i rebuke you who chain us who have wings strong enough we may choose to face the bright sun over dark clouds and i refuse to allow these chains to bind me any longer i no longer fear i no longer doubt and i CAN rise i WILL fly and i MUST soar i have wings strong enough to lift us both why cant you just come with me? you doubt the strength of your wings so you doubt mine? let me prove our strength and we'll rise we'll fly we'll soar together grab on to me... i'll teach you to fly and from there you will learn to soar