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MY HEART My heart feels so alone. I'm in love and my heart belongs to another but yet my heart still feels so alone. My heart feels the loneliness deep. The loneliness is so deep that there seems to be a piece of my heart missing. The loneliness that my heart feels is so painful. So painful that it feels as if a dagger has been plunged deep within it. Why does my heart feel so alone? Why does my heart feel the loneliness so deep? Why does my heart feel the pain so sharply? My heart feels all this because my heart is not with you. My heart feels all this because of the separation from you. My heart will be healed once we are together, together as we are meant to be. Together as fate and destiny has deemed.

ALONE


We are in a room together
yet I am still alone.
You on one side of the room
and me on the other side.
We don't speak we don't look
at each other. We love each
other yet I still feel alone.
You say that you love me yet
you very seldom show it.
Words aren't always enough
sometimes the love needs to be
feltand shown. By a touch, a
pat, a peek on the cheek or
even a quick hug. When love is
shown even in the smallest ways
like this. Then the love is felt
as well. Then the feeling of being
alone shrinks and disappears. But
you are on one side of the room and
and me on the other side. And I feel
so alone even when we are together.

MY WORLD

Since the day that you
came into my life you
have been my world.

You have brought sunshine
into my world.

You have brought happiness
into my world.

You have brought joy
into my world.

You have brought compassion
into my world.

You have brought caring
into my world.

But most of all and most
important you have brought
love into my world.

YOUR VOICE

I hear your voice and
my heart skips a beat.

I hear your voice and
my heart jumps.

I hear your voice and
my breath is taken away.

I hear your voice and
I get butterflies in my stomach.

I hear your voice and
my mind draws a blank.

I hear your voice and
my soul soars.

I hear your voice and
I hear love.

I hear your voice and
I feel loved.

I hear your voice and
I see my future.

I hear your voice and
I see our future together.

I hear your voice and
I know that I am loved..

SEPARATED BY MILES




Separated by miles But
close forever by heart.

My heart cries across the miles,
It cries for you.

My heart then becomes still.
because what is that faint noise?

Is it a cry? Yes it is, its your
heart crying across the mile,
crying for me.

Within that moment when our cries
met both our hearts became still.

Because even across all these miles
our hearts found each other, found
each other and became content.

Became content knowing that
the future was ours.

WHEN I GAVE YOU


When I gave you my love
you accepted it willingly.

When I gave you my heart
you accepted it lovingly

When I gave you my soul
as your soul mate
you accepted it peacefully

When I gave you my hand in marriage
you accepted it with a smile

But do you know that I would also
give my last breath to you?

I would give that last breath to you
just as you had accepted me
willingly, lovingly, peacefully
and with a smile.

May 2009

WHEN I GAVE YOU


When I gave you my love
you accepted it willingly.

When I gave you my heart
you accepted it lovingly

When I gave you my soul
as your soul mate
you accepted it peacefully

When I gave you my hand in marriage
you accepted it with a smile

But do you know that I would also
give my last breath to you?

I would give that last breath to you
just as you had accepted me
willingly, lovingly, peacefully
and with a smile.

May 2009

WONDERING AND THINKING



As you sleep I sit here writing this wondering and thinking.

wondering : do you know what you mean to me?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know how much you mean to me?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know how much I love you?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know how honored I feel to know you and love you?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know how proud I am to have you in my life?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know how proud I am of you as a man?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know that the love you give me completes me?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : do you know that I thank god for you each and every day?
Thinking : yes you must know

wondering : have I told you all of these things, so that you never have
                    a doubt in your mind?
Thinking : If I have not told you all of these things, then I will spend the
                 rest of my life showing and proving these things to you each
                 and every day.

THE DAY I MET YOU


I thought that I had loved before, but I didn't know what love was until I met you.

The day that I met you was the day that I knew what true love really is. Its the day
that my eyes were opened, opened to show me hope, caring, kindness, compassion,
respect and all of this was shown to me the day that I met you.

When I met you is the day that my life truly began. I never realized it until that day
but I had been walking in the dark with a thick fog surrounding me and then I met you,
and the fog lifted and there was light in my life for the first time in all these years.

The day that I met you was one of the happiest days of my life. And will be forever
imprinted upon me and my heart, mind, body and soul. Because that is the day that
I truly begun to live, love and laugh.

The day that I met you will always be the day that I found out what falling in love with my
soul mate truly is.

I LOVE YOU
June 2009