I'm I getting sick sooo much?!
huh?
well anyways, I'm happy cause I finally have my computer back which means I can finish reading Fruits Basket (I'm already onchapter 31 so about 100 more chapter and I'm done) and also read the recent updates of my fav YYH fic Heart's Starlight :D

In three days with no computer I managed to finish The Amber Spyglass which is the thrid part of the Golden Compass and that story has made me so depressed. IF you read all the way through you'll get what i mean, the ending is so frustrating. I also managed to read over 300 pages of Twilight which is an accomplishment for me cause I'm such a slow reader. I love it btw, so if you havent read it you should really do it. Although reading about vampires has its consequences.

Me, I'm a fan of vampires. I watch Hellsing and Moonlight every Sunday and Wednesday and well I'm pretty much an addict so getting this new factor makes me really crazy and being as bipolar as I am, well yeah you might guess what happens.

For example, yesterday in Biology we were in the lab and in my table I sat with my friends Gabriela and Claudia. They are also huge Twilight fans and at first we didnt even touch the vampire subject until Mrs. Myrny told us to open page blah and guess what the subject was? Yes, it was BLOOD! So if you know me well you might guess what happened next. Vampire talk.

Claudia was hornier than ever and I thought that was impossible. She basically fucked Edward and Jacob about 3 chizillion times and then when to a certain subject I'm not comfortable talking about.  I got a little traumatized and I'm sure Gaby too.

Well I can deny I laughed a lot, but somethings were just not very prudent if I can say so. Oh yeah and appereantly we are now vampires. lol

Lunch was blah. Pretty much hearing Barrios and Juan fight over foolish things, talking about vampires and critizing Cas for hating vampires. Even Lex joined in. Which reminds me I absolutely love him and Claudia for loving Alucard.

Enough rambling about school.

Last night me and Gaby rented some movies. We rented Clockwork Orange, Dracula, The Crow and Interview with a Vampire. The Clockwork Orange is absolutely awesome! Its a little horny and very dizzing but I love Alexander DeLarge from now on. Dracula was very weird, the effects were pretty awesome and young Dracula looked just like Alucard but it had to much and it was too exagerated. I mean dracula was not only vampire but also like werewolf and human gorilla. Yeah, no kidding. We didnt even finish watching it.

Oh well.... I'm going to continue reading Fruba and Heart's Stralight.

Peace&Love

He chewed on his pencil's pink eraser, it tasted like nothing.

Ryan just wanted to look at possibly the most perfect back of the head with perfect dark hair and a soft white neck.

He sighted and the boy in front of him seemed to notice because he turned around ignoring the Algebra teacher's explanation, "Boring huh?"

Ryan simply nodded, surprised that he was talking to him. He had never done that before.

The algebra teacher looked at them with her big black eyes and like that their conversation was over.

Class was over and they all stood up ready for next class.

"Hi Ryan!" he said touching Ryan's shoulder.

He turned around and faced Mr. Perfection, "Oh, hi Brendon."

"So I was wondering if you wanted to hang out after school."

Ryan shivered a little and tried to smile. "Sure."

Brendon gave the hugest grin, "Awesome, meet me in the bus stop."

The turned out to be so slow after Brendon's invitation.

Until finally last period of the day, Biology which Ryan so happened to have with Brendon.

This time Brendon sat right next to Ryan, "Wow, I totally forgot we had Biology together."

Ryan tried hard not to blush so he just smiled, "Well is not like if you knew my schedule."

"Not all, but I know which classes we have together."

"Really?"

"Yeah, you see I've always wanted to talk to you and I never got the courage until today." Brendon explained, "I'm a little insecure."

He insecure, Ryan laughed at this. "You are insecure?" he asked gaining confidence.

"Yeah!"

"Hey at least you talked to me, I've been trying to talk to you for years and probably if you hadn't talked to me that would have gone for the rest of school." Ryan confessed and the slightly blushed for saying it.

"Have you ever skipped school?"

"No."

Brendon laughed, "Come on, before she comes. Its just one period."

"No, I couldn't do that." Ryan said, "I would get in trouble."

"You won't! I promise."

Ryan looked into Brendon's deep brown eyes, "Fine."

He smiled, "Quick, before someone notices."

Brendon grabbed Ryan's hand and they both sneaked out, no one noticing. Sneaking out was pretty easy; the halls were filled with rushing students trying to get to class on time.

"Where are we going?" Ryan asked as soon as they were out of school.

"I know the perfect place."

Did he know the perfect place?

"Brendon how did you find this place?" Ryan asked looking at his surroundings.

In the deepness of one of the creepy parks there was the perfect picnic spot. Green grass; small stream no loud city noise.

"One day I had some problems and decided to hide here. After some time I noticed that no one came here so it became kinda like my secret spot." Brendon explained, sitting on the grass.

"Oh…"

"Come sit with me." Brendon said, and Ryan did so, "I'm glad you said yes."

"Yeah," Ryan said, "So who else knows about this place?"

"Just you and me." Brendon answered, "Is our little secret." He placed an arm around Ryan.

"Brendon I…"

"What's wrong Ryan?" Brendon asked holding his hand.

"I don't think this…" he was interrupted by Brendon kissing his lips. Ryan kissed back.

For a few seconds it was just lips touching.

"Look Ryan, I really like you and I was wondering…"

"Yes." Ryan interrupted.

"Really?"

Ryan kissed Brendon, "yeah."

Talking

Breathing

Hugging

Kissing

It was already dark.

Ryan was using Brendon's tummy as a pillow while looking at the stars. "You're amazing…" Brendon whispered.

Ryan giggled, "Brendon I know it's only been 6 hours but I think I love you."

He sat up with Ryan's head now on his lap, "Are you serious?"

"Is that wrong?" Ryan asked worried.

"Not at all." Brendon said kissing his lips for the thousandth time today. "I love you too."

Ryan also sat up and wrapped his arms around Brendon. Their lips met yet again, this time it was deeper.

"You know what?" Brendon asked.

"What?"

"I want you Ryan…" he said and kissed him.

"Sorry?" Ryan jumped up, "What?"

"Oh come on Ryan!" Brendon tried to kiss him, but he pushed away.

"I can't do that!"

"Baby, hang your halo! You won't need it." Brendon slurred and kissed him, this time well received.

 No, no sex.

Sorry but I just suck at sex scenes so I rather not do them.

Well hope you liked it.

Oh and the title Hang Your Halo is a song from a bad Scenes From a Movie.

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It was a Monday morning, supposedly a good day. I mean free day, well duh! We were supposed to relax be all happy cheery and whatever else. But no I couldn't be like that. Why?

CAUSE I'M FREAKING RYAN ROSS.

As I watch Spencer smiling and having a good life it think, why Ryan? Why? Stupid you! Can't you be normal? Can't you think straight? I mean why will you be gay. Why? And of all the gazillion guys in the world why did you have to fall for Brendon fucking Urie?

Yeah, that Brendon Urie, you know my band mate. Oh but look at him, he's so perfectly perfect. I'm so hot right now. I want to jump over him. AH! I love him.

But no Ryan you can't, its no good for you. See Brendon is s-t-r to the a to the i-g-h-t meaning straight. Have been around Gabe too much? Note to self, stop listening to ¡Viva ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />la Cobra! For at least a week, maybe it would do you some good.

Missing the point, again!

Wait, there is no point. SO yeah we're fine, perfect just dandy.

Dandy?

Nah ah! How can you be dandy when he's perfect and god is teasing you making him hotter by the minute? Screw minutes! SECONDS!!!

Maybe I'm just too crazy. Perhaps crazy enough to jump over Brendon and make out with him.

Let's see, mental exam:

Question: Why are you?

Answer: Because well hello duh!

Sounds crazy enough lets go jump over Brendon.

"Ryan! What the fuck?!" I heard Brendon scream and I laid over him on the floor. I started giggling like a maniac which I am if you haven't noticed and soon I noticed he was giggling too.

"Why the giggle?" I asked.

"I don't know. Why you giggling?"

"I don't know either."

We kept laughing like maniacs for an hour. Thank god we were alone. Honestly I noticed that when I noticed that Spencer didn't say anything. "You know what?" I asked Brendon.

"What?"

"I'm so hot right now." I slurred in his ear.

Brendon smiled and hugged me, "I'm pretty hot too…" he said, emphasizing every syllable.

Well he was hot I was hot so lets do the math.

Hot + hot = horny love making

I kissed Brendon's lips and yeah he kissed back. Might I say perfect!

"Ryan…" he said in between kisses, "I love you."

I smiled and kissed him some more, "I love you too Brenny."

I was looking to do something simple, I hope you liked it.

Please comment on it.