1. Spending 5 hours @ the tattoo parlor with hangovers.
2. Sara saying that no one can ever leave her.
3. Playing pool (not dancing ) at Cell Block on Christmas.
4. Playing with the Dare Cards, I've Never Cards, and Dirty Minds.
5. Going to Sheetz at 2 in the morning.. tiwce.
6. Jake and Crooksie wanting to be blood brothers and Sara didn't want them to cut themselves.
7. Club Fred being closed on Christmas.
8. The stripper telling Jay that he must be gay.
9. Sara saying that we should move to Canada and live in igloos.
10. Zach and Liz doing it doggy style in Jay's bathroom.
11. Kicking a fifth of Jager, 3/4 of 151, a half of Jacks 3/4 of a case of miller between 5 people.
12. 12:32 Jay going nuts after the ball dropped. 
13. Jay an Jake dancing in the living room, while Sara was passed out on the couch  
14. Having to push start the car everywhere we went
15. Jay having Zachs name tattooed on his ass
16. Zach kissing Jays ass
17. Crooksie having the whole bed to himself, while Liz Zach Jay and Sara slept in the 120 degree living room
18. Sara giving everyone except jake massages
19. Sara falling twice on the ice, while every just laughed
20. wrestling matches
21. scummy motel room
22. Zach and Jay having sex
23. 65.75 breakfast meal
24. crooksie drinking leamon juice
25. zachs creamer sculpture
26. jay and crooksie dry humping sara in the car
27. crooksie sleeping in the bathroom while everyone went into pee, even jays dad
28. hugfest at 11:50
29. crooksie humping the porch naked at 6 degrees out side (shrinkage??)
30. Jay licking zachs nipple
31. Jay licking Lizs belly button
32. Jay massaging Lizs butt
33. jay and crooksie having sex
34. tatto vibrating jays balls
35. jays 3.00 side of bacon
36. Zack licking jays ear
37. Zach in lizs lepard pants
38. Jay pantsing Zach, we all got a show on that one
39. jake dancing like a monkey in his underwear
40. playing ping pong and frisbee in the pool at the hotel (finally a nice one)
41. ciggarette  sculpture at the  motel
42. crooksie fitting  in the fridge at the hotel
43. Death of a Ghost Hunter
44.  Leaving Crooksie asleep at the motel.
45. Crooksie and Zach tying up Liz in the sheet at the motel.
46. Crooksie's "Summer" on his chest.
47. The Venom Sucker.
48. Sara being Freaked out by the talking elmo doll at Wally World.
49. Being dorks at the Pump 'n Pantry.
50. Watching Jeff Dunham at Jay's house.
51. "Tag You're It!!" Playing cat 'n mouse in the cars.
52. Being 120 degrees in the living room in the morning.
53. Liz aksing Sara if she wanted to do a threesome.
54. Sara at Club Fred being entranced by the lights.
55. Playing cards at Zach's mom's house.
56. Zach's $800 truck and $600 tattoos.
57. Crooksie getting dragged outside 4 times by his feet.
58. Sara telling Jay a million times on New Years Eve that he's a good dad.
59. Putting over 3000 miles on Zach's mom's car.
60. Jay having to carry Sara from the couch to the floor.
61. "Honk if you like Boobies!!" sign.
62. "Help me!" sign with an off duty cop following the car.
63. Crooksie and Zach making homemade smoke bombs and setting them off.
64. Sara trying to cut her finger off with Zach's knife.
65. Sara getting Zach's plyers stuck on her old nose ring trying to get it out.
66. Sara and Liz planning their tattoos.
67. Sara making Jake stop on the way to the bathroom so that she could pet the bear at Jay's house.
68. Liz's bitchin letter to her mom.
69. The Naked Slumber Party that almost was.
70. Zach, Liz, and Jay cuddling.
71. Crooksie naked next to the tub.
72. Zach being a little bitch when Liz was putting ointment on his tattoo.
73. Liz: "I KNOW YOUR WEAKNESS!!"
74. Zach's tattoo staring at everyone.. while scaring Sara.
75. "Wait wheres the camera?? No, I got it now.. do it again!!"
76. The helicopter at the mall.. Crooksie almost getting stuck in it.
77. Crooksie grabbing Jake's balls.
78. The guys peeing out by the shed.
79. The stream of smoke going in Zach's eye.
80. Liz and Sara taking goofy pictures.
81. Zach having Liz's boobs on his phone.
82. Jay brakechecking the girls on the way to the airport.
83. Liz having to pee so bad that she filled the toilet.
84. Sara offering to have sex with Jay.. she was drunk.
85. The scraping sound everytime we turned a corner.
86. The whistle sound coming from Liz's mP3 player.
87. Sara and Liz trying to write while Jay tried to kill us.
88. Watching at least one Rocky movie every day.
89. Liz coming to live with Sara.
90. WARNING!!: Sharp Corners May Affect Kissing Windows!!
91. Zach in the fetal postion screaming like a girl after Jay almost killed us again!!
92. Sara and Liz being retarded in the back seat.
93. Zach changing into uniform in the car.
94. Not being able to find a bathing suit ANYWHERE!!
95. Guy in car + ditch + Jay driving = bad idea!!
96. We were never on this road.
97. Zach screaming like a girl.. again.
98. Missed Flight
99. Ticket maker barked at Jay, he barked back.
100. Ticket maker barked at Jay again, he called it a bitch and drove through.
101. The awesome lady at the front desk at The Holiday Inn.
102. Ice Cubes.
103. Jay flying like Batman.. clipping the egde of the bed and hitting the wall.
104. Zach tryin to be cool and jumping off the porch but instead fell to the ground.
105. Another Missed Flight.
106. Finding out that Zach could have used the electronic teller the whole time we were waiting.
107. Jay finally getting his naked slumber party.
108. All the food we ordered.
109. Jay ending up in New York after taking the girls home.
110. Watching Jerry Springer.
111. Zach: "What are you just going to roll over now?"
       Jay: "Yeah, she's waiting for a real man." (while taking a sip of coca- cola.)
       Sara: "Ok I'll be right over Liz."(Jay chokes on his drink)
       Jay: "I need a tissue! I have to get all this coke outta my nose. (that is                     coca-cola BTW)
112. Shinedown: 45

Know anymore.. add them to the list!!

I never wore the uniform,
no medals on my chest.
The band it doesn�t play for me,
I am not among �the Best.�
I do not march in cadence,
I do not rate salute,
I stand among the silent ranks,
our devotion absolute.

If you�ve not worn my shoes,
you do not know my story.
I live a life of sacrifice,
my reward a private glory.
I�ve wept many silent nights away,
and I�ve kept the home fires burning.
I�ve worried and I�ve waited,
as world events were churning.

I�ve moved more times than you could fathom,
left more people than you�ve known.
I�ve planted gardens �round the world --
Very few that I�ve seen grown.
I�ve grieved with new-made widows,
and had my share of scares --
when a ship or plane or man was down,
and all I had were prayers.

I�m not asking for your sympathy,
(although appreciation can be nice)
I did it quite on purpose though --
I chose to sacrifice.
I�ll tell you a secret now,
one you�d never guess.
About the one glory that is mine,
it�s just enough � no more, no less.

When you and I stand together
as our national anthem plays,
I�ll fill with reminiscences
of how I spent those days.
I�ll know the pain and joys again,
I�ll know that freedom isn�t free,
I�ll know I�ve helped to pay the price �

and that the anthem plays for me.

Finally one of us made the decision in this game we were playing

I could see it in your eyes each night, wishing I was staying

You left me speechless and unable to think

It was scary at times how much we seemed to be in sync

Finally one of us made the decision in this game we were playing

Now its all gone, no more praying

You have what you need and want

So now i have to learn with you to be all nonchalant

Finally one of us made the decision in this game we were playing

We led each other on without a doubt

I guess its time to say goodbye and for me to walk out

I am still wondering why you made the decision in the game we played

 

*just something i was thinking about from along time ago, havent wriiten in so long, so if you think this is about you. Get over It!!!*

1. crooksie hitting on sam when shes married..

2.
jay being being in hell for 5 seconds
3.
jay falling down the stairs and only being worried about his smokes
4. scream mask.. scaring me..
5. liz running at the fire.. drunk with gasoline
6.
zach reading the tarot cards
7.
annie thinkin sara and crooksie were married
8.
annie thinking sara and jake were married
9.
annnie asking sara and jake when we were going to get married
10.
donnie telling sara and jake that if we heard anything loud it was prolly just him having sex
11.
tryin to steal andy's truck and jakes car
12.
drawing on andy's truck
13.
making a giant penis on the back of crooksies shirt
14.
sara and liz trying to burn the glow in the dark paint
15.
party train to jakes house
16.
liz hitting sara and jake with soda bottles
17.
andy getting attacked by the dogs
18.
crooksie in zach's under armor
19.
sara and liz doing it doggy style
20.
extra chicken cards
21.
crooksie kissing zach
22.
andy giving zach head
23.
liz karate chopping anyone who tryed to take a rebound shot
24.
sara and liz abandoned in wellsboro for the day sniffing candles, body wash and anything else they could smell
25.
jakes hairy face of death on his stomach
26.
3 hour road trip to sara house
27.
cosmo liz and sara bought on the way home
28.
sex in the bathroom 3 times in one night
29.
jake hitting his head on the locker
30.
sara and liz locking the guys outta the house and pretending not to see them
31.
liz spitting on zach while he was trying to get into the house
32.
the mailboxes
33.
zach hitting crooksie a lil too hard and breaking the closet door
34.
zach climbing up the balcony
35. jake tryin to rig the dummys.. failed lol
36.
the "person" calling the house that said that they were gonna call the cops on us
37.
zach and jakes chicken races on the lawn mowers
38.
constantly running out of coca-cola
39.
JELLO SHOTZZ
40.
crooksie sittin in the fire
41.
coyote hunting
42.
dying our hair
43.
liz walking around in her bra for hours
44.
pong ball + butt cup = bad idea
45.
where did all the png balls go??
46.
the black light
47.
the fuzzy heads falling
48.
silly string
49.
liz tagging jake, zach and andy with the glow in the dark paint
50.
sara and liz's fight when liz said she was gonna shoot sara in the face

~~~ MY MOM ~~~


MY MOM, SHE IS AN AMAZING WOMAN, SHE CARES FOR YOU EVEN WHEN YOU THINK SHE CANT ANYMORE. SHE HAS PUSHED ME TO MOVE FORWORD IN MY LIFE, TO SUCCEED AND BECOME SOMETHING. SHE TRULY LOVES ME...even if I dont show her i do all the time.


~~~ MY DADDY ~~~


SADLY YOU MAY NOT SEE ALOT HERE ABOUT MY DAD, THATS BECAUSE HE DIED WHEN I WAS ELEVEN AND I NEVER REALLY GOT TO KNOW HIM. BUT I PIECE TOGETHER MEMORIES AND PICTURES AND ARTWORK TO TRY AND SEE WHAT I CAN CONCUR ABOUT HIM. WHAT I CAME UP WITH WAS AMAZING...MY DADDY REALLY LOVED ME!


~~~ My Sister ~~~~


This little girl is amazing. Her Smile Can just melt your heart, and her humor could make you cry by laughing. I almost lost her once along time ago, but someone special saved her life so i could have her forever. I will be honest shes my best friend, she has supported me so much when i needed it. She has kept me out of so much trouble when we were kids, and tried to do the same for her. Shes the greatest little girl i know and i love her more than anything.




~~~ MY HOLY FATHER ~~~  
THIS MAN KNOW EVERTHING I HAVE DONE, THROUGH THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE DONT EVEN WANT TO MENTION, BUT GUESS WHAT HE STILL FORGIVES ME. I LEFT HIM FOR A LARGE AMOUNT OF TIME WHEN MY LIFE WAS GOING CRAZY, BUT WHEN I WANTED HIM BACK HE TOOK ME BACK. I LOVE MY FATHER & HE LOVES ME!

I open my eyes to see you still asleep

Your arms draped over me, your breath on my skin so deep

I roll over and run my finger over you lips and down your cheek

You pull me in tighter and i hear you speak

"I Love You" from a faint breath in my ear

I tear up only because of all the fear

Your hand runs down my side, soft and sweet like

i jump with excitement, my mind takes a hike

i forget all the fear and worry

your right here next to me no ones in a hurry

hold me tight, kiss me again

On this night, please dont let this love end

So lately my life has been going down hill and i havent been able to stop it. I want to change my major cause i feel as if education is not my passion anymore, but if i do my mom will make me come home and i just cant leave my friends. On that note my mom and i are not exactly one in one right now, but i wish we were, its me running my mouth and acting all tough again. So thats the bad stuff...now good!

It just snowed here last night and it was pretty much amazing, it is so beautiful i havent seen snow like this in about a year and a half. I just wonder how the horses are taking it, since they are from oklahoma and all.

November 28th was mine and Zachs three month anniversary, i cant believe i am doing this again, getting back into the whole dating scene. But to be honest Zachs amazing and i dont really want to date anyone else.

I go home on the 14th for about two weeks, and then i am back up here for a new years party, and going away party, and a coming home party. so much partying so little time.hahaha!!!!

well its sunday and i have not much to do so i am going to go out in the hall and see what everyone else is doing. hop you ll have a wonerful season and be happy!!!!

p.s. I MISS OKLAHOMA!!!

LADIES AND GENTALMEN guess what... we are in college, and u act like ur in ninth grade. when someone is going through something people just have to fuel the fire. its so stupid, so now i am getting calls left and right from people telling me i am heartless and i play people. ITS NOT TRUE!!!! I live with something everyday of my life that i can barley control, and when people put more stress on me i flip out even more.

so listen if u dont like me....I DONT CARE! cause if i wasnt friends w/ u to begin with its not that killer to lose you.

to second all of this, stop being babies learn to live in the real wotld and grow the  HELL  up!!!!!