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Yllek Nitram



Last Updated: 11/17/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Pisces

City: Vernon
State: Connecticut
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/30/2005

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Saturday, December 13, 2008 

Current mood:  animated
Time time spinning out of control
Don't look now or you'll lose your soul
Bottles will numb you and the pills will sing
And make you feel like you can do anything
Gasp for air, there's no stopping you now
Stand up tall and take your bow


Hmmm...movie game. I suppose. Took from facebook, which I still completely dispise.

1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess. If you're feeling extra special, post the person that said it too!
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and post the movie title and the name of the person who guessed it.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions.


1. Hey, how come Andrew gets to get up? If he gets up, we'll all get up, it'll be anarchy.  - Becca | The Breakfast Club

2. No one cares if you die, Lisa, because you're dead already. Your heart is cold. That's why you keep coming back here. You're not free. You need this place to feel alive. It's pathetic. - Becca | Girl, Interrupted

3. Cinnamon roll? the cinnamon, the roll of the cinnamon. That looks like jizz... ya Eastern European jizz, that looks like some fuckhead shot his load on a 12000 dollar calf's skin jacket. The twist? Its my 12000 dollar calf's skin jacket. So ya got the semon, ok you got the human ejaculate thats been allowed to soak in for like seven hours alright. Work its way into the fabric fuckin fibers...

4. I'm not a pussy. I got a healthy respect for the human... condition.

5. You got a nice suit at home or do you like coming to work everyday dressed like you're goin' to invade Poland?

6. The light concealing cream goes on first. Then you blend, and blend, and blend. Blending is the secret. - Becca | Edward Scissorhands

7. Mine. 1970 Pontiac Firebird. The car I've always wanted and now I have it. I rule!

8. Now, a question of etiquette - as I pass, do I give you the ass or the crotch?

9. Clever girl.

10. Wow! I was glad you had a gun in there. For a second, I actually thought you could do that, like it was some big gay thing.

11. He'll crow. He'll fight. He'll fly. And then... he'll die.   - Justin | Hook

12. It's a dinglehopper. Humans use these little babies... to straighten their hair out. See? Just a little twirl here and a yank there and voila. You've got an aesthetically pleasing configuration of hair that humans go nuts over.  - Becca | The Little Mermaid

13. An Uzi? I'm not from South Central Los Angeles. I didn't come here to shoot twenty black ten year olds in a drive-by. I want a normal gun for a normal person.

14. Listen, not a year goes by, not a year, that I don't hear about some escalator accident involving some bastard kid which could have easily been avoided had some parent - I don't care which one - but some parent conditioned him to fear and respect that escalator.  - Becca | Mallrats

15. My son's a homosexual, and I love him. I love my dead gay son.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 

Current mood:  bitchy
I know everyone has times where they feel as if nothing could possibly get any worse than everything that is happening at the moment, and unfortunatly that's what's going on for me.

The more and more I bust my ass to get all of the work done, and get things in on time, someone who doesn't work at anything and complains about how they didn't get things done when they had ample amount of time to do so, go and mess things up. Maybe the rest of us, who do the work, and try hard to understand the work, set schedules on when to get their work/projects/etc. done on the time they are given don't like to have to work around lazy kids who need to get their acts together. If you were one to do the work, such as I, then I wouldn't be as pissed right now, but when you don't make any effort at all, it's not fair to the others that took so long to do their work and understand to  have more, unneeded time, and who now have to reorganize their schedules. Please, don't go complaining about how you spent all weekend doing nothing and didn't have time to do the homewor/study for a test and need more time - you had the time, and most of us used that time and did get their work done. This is college, not kindergarten - the real world won't push deadlines back weeks because you didn't feel like doing the homework until the night before, and didn't understand it, when the teacher specifically said NOT TO WAIT BECAUSE IT WAS DIFFICULT AND HE KNEW WE'D HAVE QUESTIONS AND/OR COMPLICATIONS DOING THE PROBLEMS! Gahhh....this happens every friggen week! Why do you need someone to hold your hand to do the work, what are you going to do once you leave college - your boss isn't going to guide you through your work - that's what you've been  hired for....

On a lighter note, I am enjoying being 21!
Friday, January 11, 2008 

Current mood:  aggravated
I've been getting really stressed out lately, mainly due to situations at my work. I feel if I get it out here, then hopefully it will take something from me. I've just been getting sick of the fact that they don't seem to respect me and think highly of me - that I'm just there, and can easily be replaceable. I've been doing the same thing for 1.5 of the 2 years I've been working there, when I was promoted from student to part time - and only because I asked them to do it. They were hesitent about it then, and I should've know that it would only lead to more aggrivation. They liked the idea of promoting me without a raise, because I was already "making" what a part time junior sales manager was supposed to, although it turned out as I was later told that I was the first "junior" account manager at CTi and that they probably just used that as an excuse to not give me a raise (and later to find out that any promotion results in an automatic raise). February of 2007, I was brought into a private meeting with my then Sales Manager, and the Human Resources person they hired to "make everything better." They promised me a raise by April 07, because it was technically unfair that they were paying me far below the "base" pay for my position, and that in order to keep me from quiting, and because I could sue them (I'll get into this in a moment), they needed to significantly increase my pay. It's not January 08, and I have not seen this increase at all. I have talked to them a few times about it, and have given up, mainly because their reasoning is 'we're still looking into it.' My main frustration comes from the fact that they promised one other employee this same situtation, and loe and behold, the other person received their raise by May.

Now, the whole issue of being able to sue them stems from the fact that there are males in my department who have been working their for only 5 or 6 months that make more then me, leading to a possible sexism case. But, what irks me is that about half of the department is new, within the last year, and they all started, STARTED, at a lot more than what I make. I've been here for 2 years, and I'm still a 'junior,' or now the HR person made them change it to 'Associate.' No one else in sales has started at this position, all of the new people started at the regular Sales Manager. Why am I still at associate? I've asked them, and no body will give me an answer. 2 years, and I'm still the associate. Someone could walk in for a sales position and be give regular account manager. All the more reason they can give me "below" base pay, and get away with it. And they funny thing? They don't want me telling clients I'm an associate, because it will make them feel like they are dealing with untrained people...

I've been promised many times that I would be trained to be a back up for someone, or trained how to do more complicated work - yet, whenever they hire someone new, they give it to them instead, and I'm stuck to do the same boring job I've been doing for 2 years. I have absolutely no motivation anymore, I'm not being challenged.

They know I won't quit, this is too good a job for a college student with an apartment to leave. I'm happy to work here, the people are great (notice I said people only). But sometimes I wonder if I can do better? Maybe they feel that I won't be staying anyway, once I graduate, and by them treating me like a child doesn't really help convincing me not too. I wouldn't mind sticking around for a couple of years, but everyday makes that feeling less and less secure in my mind.

Anyways, just a long rant. It was really for my own personal benefits, but if you did read it, then thank you.
Thursday, June 07, 2007 

Current mood:  calm

It is time, once again, to play that much-loved MySpace game that is known as "Tag!" For those of you who don't know the rules, here they are, in order of importance:

1. Each player starts off by listing 8 random facts and/or habits about themselves.

2. At the end of your blog, choose 8 people that you want to tag and list their names (where they will be able to plainly see them).

3. Do NOT forget to send these people a comment telling them that they are tagged, and that they need to read your blog.

4. Those people have to write their own blog including their 8 facts / habits, and these rules.

 

1. I love cats

2. I hate people with horrible grammar

3. I make up fake scenarios in my mind to help the day go by faster

4. I don't have favorite bands, justs favorite songs

5. I am obsessed with anything German, especially swaztikas

6. I love The Secret Life of Walter Mitty and secretly wish I was oblivious like him

7. I have a fondness for Angelina Jolie

8. I secretly think I am better than most people, even though I think that everyone is better than me

 

I tag, Sarah, Cyndi, Becca, Bree, Mandie, Rilla, Becky and Lisa
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 

Current mood:  sympathetic

I really don't even know what's going on right now. So much insanity. So much mundane-ness. So much that I want to just go to the top and scream my lungs out and collapse in a pile of nothing-self loathing-hated-pitying-nightmares. Pair, two, dos, that's what's whirling right now.

Two people love each other yet rip at each other and force each other into psychological pitfalls and repugnant feelings. It's a warped and almost meaningless thing with each other, yet neither one wants to let go. Neither one wants to talk about it. They talk to me instead. I am thus created a wall for you to tell your lies and secrets to.

Two atypical kids playing mind games, creating worlds with each other and ignoring the rest. The ones that got them where they were, the ones who were there at the beginning and who are shunned and disposed of as if their life is a meaningless contradiction of energy and forever.

Two clones of a book, of a way, of a certain something, living apart to be together. I see counterfeit people living through what is being told to them. A power so great that their eyes are covered and blind. Among these two is a black sheep, a wolf in sheep's clothing, a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, waiting to be uncovered. Gullibility runs this relationship.

A thousand different stories and people who deal with problems that are dropped on my plate. They eat me instead, and I am forced to bleed and cry for these mistakes, idiocracies and pointless matters. These people that I care about, I feel don't understand that the world hurts when they hurt. I hurt. I cry, wanting to make them feel better, while at the same time trying to just be concerned about my own life, my own problems, my own idiocracy. You can't just ignore what isn't necessarily not there.

Sunday, May 06, 2007 

Current mood:  content
So, a lot of things have been going down lately. A lot of stressful things. And they don't seem to be getting any better. I've been trying to make the best of every situation, but shit just gets blown back at me. I really don't understand anything anymore. God, do I sound like a fucking emo....

On a good note, Kyle and I had fun last night at a local show. Sucky kids, sucky music (well, all but one band ) and a sucky time - for the most part. Things livened up towards the end of the show. But hey, most fun I've had in a while - except last weeks porno cape adventure. I need more excitement. More local concerts perhaps, I forgot how much fun they were.
Monday, April 16, 2007 

Current mood:  accomplished
Don't watch these if you are religious. It might make you mad and take the Lord's name in vain, which in turn will send you to hell.




Tuesday, January 16, 2007 

Current mood:  busy
Friday, December 01, 2006 
check this out:

Fucked Up Looking Food
Thursday, July 20, 2006 
Official Ramen Webpage

If you love ramen noodles and can't really afford anything else to eat...then check out this site. I have to say, the Bad Ass Bacon Ramen are awesome if you use chicken ramen and scrambled eggs and bacon. Only those 3 ingredient and you have yourself a fucking bas ass meal.