Something that has always botherd me,something just latley ive been thinking about alot.

I think its one of the big questions to yourself....

Shall i let people know im TS or not ?

For safty resons, or weather or not ill ever get a man, or should i have to tell people my history or even im not TS im a woman???

Thers just so much to think about.I go looking at other TS girls myspace and see what they put and i think the majoraty admit to being Ts even proud and shout about it,were as some just try and keep it secret in the hope, i think ,of living as much a ''normal ''life as possible.

You see im not the most passable girl, yet i do ok, im very proud to be TS or should i say how well ive done so far with what ive been delt but then i think well its just some problem that i need to sort out,i mean you dont go around teling people ur deprest its just who i am.

Im sure in 50 years ther wont be this issue people will just be and thats that,you see were still at the fighting stage of exseptance like were the gays were 40 years ago,and you whant to do your bit but also just whant to get on with your life.

Do you think we can do both be and actavist and also just a girl ?

If any of you TS peeps out ther would be nice anuff to leave comments that would be just fabulous

As Some of you may know last year i was asked to host Sparkle 2008 in Manchester gay village @ Sackvill Gardens (international transgender event)

Well apparently i did such a good job(didn't get to drunk then) they have asked me to host ther 2009 event!
I said Y.E.S.!
I will be in Manchester for the whole wkend  of Sparkle Dates, fri 10th, sat 11th & sunday 12th
Sparkle is a charity organizashion and all the acts give ther time for free to help!

I love doing events like this to help our coummity and also the LGBT
to bring to the people an understanding of what were about and also for us to come togeather and have a celibration for were we have come and were we are going.

I do hope ther will be many more sparkles ill be hostessing @ we shall see what happens!

please go to the link and support ,Thanks .

Chelsea x

http://www.sparkle.org.uk/Saturday_day.html

The Poem below is dedicate to my dad .
I wrote the poem @ School when i was just 14ys old , for my dad who had  died just a month or so before.
It was not planed it was something that just came over me and i put pen to paper.
My teacher said that i should enter it in to a poetry compatshion that was on in the UK,so i did ,i was the outright Winner out of thousands of entry's!
I was so happy and it made my mum so proud.
The prize was the poem published in Wendy Copes new book,she is a famous & well respected  writer.

Here is  is the Poem for you @ Myspace....Its called DOORS.

Doors
They're always opening and closing
Bringing a new life in
and an old life out
Don't get me wrong
I know this has to happen
One day
But it happened too fast for my Dad
His grand daughter
Just three months old
I think to myself
At least he'd got that memory to take with him
I wish he could have stayed
To see me finish school
I miss him, I love him, I wish he could have stayed
But it's to late
You can't ''wish'' and ''but'' and ''if''
But that's the way it is
Door's opening and closing.

Thank you for reading love Chelsea Darling x