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Status: Single
City: Bangtown
State: Washington
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/5/2005

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Friday, June 01, 2007 

Category: Life

Maybe it's that I look at each scenario in the wrong light.  Maybe it's that I'm seeing so much negative that negative is all I'm keying into.  Despite how things end maybe the other places I've been, regardless of how similar they were, maybe it's time I look at them differently.  Maybe it's time I see them as success and not failures, because that's the sort of theme that comes to mind repeatedly over these last couple years.  The idea of failure I know comes from the initial dependency that I develop which seems to stunt my growth.  And the lesson is…?

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And maybe that's why history repeats itself.  Even with respect to myself, I'd like to be able to depend on me but that's only when I depend on God anyway.  The outcomes that I want to see require a much greater source then myself. 

 

Okay, here's a thought.  So if the same scenario keeps repeating itself than (aside from being insane) either I'm doing the wrong things or that I have the wrong expectation of outcome, or a mix of both.  I'm sure it's more a mix of both but the one that stands out to me is my expectation.  If my expectation is something that I personally can achieve then obviously on my own power I can expect that sort of outcome and make adjustments in my own power to ensure that outcome.  If the expected outcome is something that is BIGGER then me that only God - through me - can produce then I should recognize that I cannot rely on myself and my own natural/physical strength and it's insane to continue doing so. 

 

So, I guess you could say that my expectations have been off only because my Source has been off.  God, help me!

Friday, June 01, 2007 

Category: Life

Hello, all you ever so many people. I've been thinking, it's time I break the silence and actually kept things posted on this "blog" thing.

Honestly, I can't even STAND the word "BLOG". It sounds so…so…I don't know. It sounds do contrived, so synthetic, so made up like something 'office' people do their off time like, "hey Bob, I just got done with the Winston account and boy was that a fiasco. Hahahaha! I was thinking about grabbing a Fresca and maybe going blogging at my cubicle, letting off some steam. Care to join me?"

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See what I'm saying? Yeah, just doesn't work for me even though the concept of blogging is perfectly great. That is unless you're one of those internet gangsters who goes on those ridiculous rants about whatever, or try to intimidate people through electronic messages. And it's not that you being a jerk or world-class idiot is fine - a good amount of intimidation at the right time is priceless – but it's just that when you say the type of stuff you'd never say in person because you don't have the balls to…that's just annoying to me. Be yourself, be real. And if it is easier to communicate through the written, electronically transmitted word then at least admit…but don't come off on some "Yo! Yo! Yo! SON! I'll…um…I'll rip out the left portion of your liver and then…then…hmmm…retain you esophagus in a dynomistrous fortified prism through written consent by way of separation from the 3rd praxis of your brain if you don't return my switchblade immediately…and stop looking at my 2nd best friend's ex-ex-girlfriend's sister!" yeah, I'm not intimidated only confused.

 

Thus, I commit to staying in touch with ya'll a bit more. I love to write, I do not exercise the gift nearly enough. I plan to use this portion of myspace to fill you in with thoughts, diary entries, email transmissions, poems, rants, and dreams both old and new. If nothing else it should be interesting, but what would my life be if not just that?

 

I do not know, but what I do know is that I've give stories for days. Like the time I got banned from that one airline for running on the tarmac to catch my plane. Yeah, don't do that. Or that time that I was on tour and Smooth tried to test the safety rating on my Soccer-mom van by driving it into a semi at 65mph on a sheet of black-ice at 11pm in the oblivion of Texas between NM and OK. Good thing the van tested great! Or that time I was so sick in Hawaii I had to drive my scooter to a friends house to take care of me, which isn't ALL bad, but potholes, motor scooters, and the inevitability of diarrhea make it pretty impossible to not shard on yourself somewhere along the 15 mile journey that was meant only for full-sized vehicular transportation.

 

Other then that, my new album is done. I've posted some of the new tunes, I hope you enjoy them. I put my life into it and I pray that it shows. Hopefully, I'll be touring through your town soon and we meet. Who knows. I love seeing new places, but most of all I love humans and meeting new ones. This life is all about relationships. Accepting that has changed my life and the way I look at it. Doesn't mean that all the relationships are good, or even that they have to be. However, my acknowledging the importance of relationships at least gives me perspective on the importance of communication being that communication – effective communication – or lack thereof will determine the type of relationships you have. I communicate through music and words and rhythms and harmonies…I hope you can hear me!

Monday, September 25, 2006 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Music
What is up ya'll???!!! Man, I know it's been awhile but I'm back in effect. There's brand new material, a new album on the way, new image, new EVERYTHING. Soon to follow will be itunes and ringtones available, a new line of merch with T's, hoodies and a bunch of little cool-as-hell things, and video footage.

Thanks for all your support. I'm glad to be alive. I was just in a automobile accident that could have very well taken my life! Instead, God protected me and all i had to do was reinstall my thumb which had relocted itself in the center of my hand...yeah, OUCH!

Anyway, we got big things planned this year. Fall is one of my favorite seasons. There's great anticipation, people are back from vacations and getting together more often, school starts up. I don't know ya'll, I just feel like things are about to blow and I'll be having more and more opportunities to meet you in your home towns. We're booking some tours and show dates. Hope to see you there.

Well folks, God bless you and stay safe. Come by and check out the new space, download the new song FroHawk and show it to your mom. Let me know what you think and how you're living. Leave a comment. Take care!!!

-The Visionary-
Currently listening:
Transparemcee
By MG! The Visionary
Release date: 18 November, 2005