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Last Updated: 11/17/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Engaged
Age: 25
Sign: Capricorn

City: vabch
State: Virginia
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/5/2005

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January 29, 2009 - Thursday

babydaddy part2 (updated)

Ohh so like I am a celebrity or something, I have had 15 views on my new blog posted about babydaddy! wooo! And the day is not over yet...
HA! I didnt respond to the dumb girl who sent me an email...so she wrote me again...I replied.. this is what was said...
She thinks it makes me feel so good to post this crap..well im just posting to let my friends know whats going on...but if you want to stalk my page and act like an idiot then go ahead.....
I find this funnnnyyyyy! look what she wrote...Read it:

SOOOOO does that make u feel better bout urself to post those messages & comments up on myspace bout Ryan? I mean really? (just cuz Ryan didn't want to be with u anymore doesn't mean u gotta be a bitch about it seriously.) and u don't even let Ryan see Brandon anyway, so why u making a big deal about it?? I honestly don't even know why Ryan got with u in the first place! u seem like a total Bitch & a fat slob! yeah honey...looks like u could lose a few...OH? I can post messages & comments bout u too...if u wanna play that game

First off, it is not a game, it is reality! And a bitch and fat slob...come on....wayy not a slob, and may be fat but at least I like what I got. And the girl who said this is no bag of bones....Grow up you ...your older than me...geesh
So uhmmm my problem is not about being with Ryan. I did not want to be with a loser. He cant keep a job...so I did what I had to do and apply for child support in 2003 a couple months after Brandon was born. I am not being a bitch bc I want him...seriously...no one does..well obviously someone does now. But who wants to be with someone that works in fast food part time, has 3 children by 3 different women, and is in debt with support.
He needs a GED, he needs positive people around him. He never has....except for his mom....you can not act like an idiot..I thought we are all grown ups now...and now i am seeing I am the only one.
And making a big deal out of what? you the one emailing me and calling everyone to talk about me..when u dont know me..and the ppl you talking to are friggin losers and the pits of our society.
I am posting on my page....if you dont like it then dont look at my page and then onto my blogs...and sit there and look at all my pics.....and yadda yadda...makes me feel like people want to know all about me...I am interesting, Im talented, creative, smart, a wonderful mom, my sons best friend, just a great person.
I try to help out everyone around me and there for everyone in my life. I am a very caring individual...caring enough to say he does need help and he does need to get his GED so he can get out there and get respected more. He thinks he is a failure..and well he has failed at alot of things..and doesnt help with the negitive people around him. But I am not here to baby him anymore...I have since day 1. I paid for everything..felt bad ...for him. And he jumps from one girl to another.....and .....you know what....
his ex's have all said they were sorry for the way they acted towards me. Now they are regular human beings and have grown up....I respect that they have made the attempt to be civil. Thank you...to you...
I just can't really say anything more other than that people are stupid and don't understand the responsabilities others put on themselves and that can not fulfill. It's pathetic.....It's sad.....
And I have to deal with this til Brandon is out of college..and or until the debt is paid off.......whewww...... Thank god the courts do it...or else I would be stressin even more.
And 1 more thing...he got off of jail last year...and he knew it.. he knew he was going in jail if he didnt pay his dues..all he had to do is pay $1500 to brandon. If you didnt want him to be in jail then maybe you shoulda paid that for him! And we wouldnt be in this situation... or maybe you just know im right deep down inside..and etc...

Update: The gf appologized to me! See I am not in the wrong...lol Hopefully she stays this way... we shall see. I just find it repulsive to be treated like this when im not the one in the wrong!

4:24 PM

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January 29, 2009 - Thursday

Baby Daddy in Jail

Check it.....I dont need to mention his name..yall know who he is! And if you don't then sdbciqwbdcbckncd...lol
Today I had court. To those of you who who think I went to court on him again....I didnt. The state took him, because he has not paid support. What is so difficult to understand? I filed in 2003 and thats it. I don't want to deal with it and waste my time with the courts....his time comes..and I get summoned...I go I sit there don't say a word.....just listen to him dig himself into a hole even more explaining why he doesnt work like he should be...
Today a loud annoying voice came from behind me when his sentencing was happening....it said something like "did you see her smirk"...... ohhh come on...grow up....it was not a smirk! It was an agreeing smile with the judge. Not with the jail time (bc I think he should be in there longer) But I smiled...bc finally a judge realized he needs an education to move away from the musical fast food jumping he does. He needs to get his GED like really bad...so maybe this time he will get it and he will do it! you had no business being there, none at all, you are nosey and still the same ol' same ol' (which is nothing to be proud of)!
I want to know something....do these types of ppl ever grow up? Do they ever get out of the "ghetto" and change their lives for the better? Apparently not!
He has 3 children to support!!!!! He can not support them working part time at arby's!
I have been nice about the situation and have stayed out of the BS! But everytime I turn around, a friend or girlfriend of his is calling me names and saying rude things. For what? I have done nothing to you! The past girl he was with emailed me constantly talking crap...I told her to stay away from him and boom she got prego and she said he wouldnt leave her...and boom he did! Now look she is in the situation I told her she would be in. And there is another one too..and thank goodness she doesnt get all dramafied up towards me.
I am just tired of this crap......sooooo tired! why..bc today, i got another email from his current gf saying i should have kept my legs closed...seriously you are 27 chica....grow up...be a woman...and realize he is not doing a damn thing for any of his children...and if you dont watch it, you might be next!
It is between me and him, no one else!
Back off, be inderstanding and know to get your facts right and understand the whole situation. He is a very good liar....and he has ex's to proove it as well as friends and family.
I am sickened by his behavior towards his children...and if you think he is in the right then you have serious problems. It shows you would not be a good person/parent/human being!
Just dont email me it is rediculous! I find it humerous that all the people he associates with are all alike....and are not "real grown ups"...
I am supporting my handsome son and providing clothes, food, shelter, heat, transportation, medical, dental, and everything else. I have been the one to do everything for him. I have been the one to pay for medicines and preschool...not him! My son....hes the best person I have ever met..he's my best friend and I am sad he has to be treated with disrespect.
I see you stalking my myspace page...get a life ppl! let it go........get a life... find a hobby....

5:55 AM

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May 26, 2008 - Monday

Brandon....
Current mood:

exhausted

So like the past couple days Brandon has had a cough! He gets this cough all the time.

The regular cough meds don't work at all!

Since it's memorial day his doc's office wasn't open when we went there, so i had to take him to the ER.

Well, surprisingly I didn't have to wait at all they took him immediately. He had x-rays taken and was hooked up to a breathing machine. They looked into past files and discoved he has had this since he was a baby. I told them since then it needed to be looked into more. As again...I am right...I'm always freakin right...lol.....Well they did and broncial problems are hereditary from ahole! And as well as that prob. being around cig. smoke for the first year of his life didn't help a bit either. So yeah smoke free dust free zone ova here...so he is in a good invironment...But yea he got an inhailer and meds and blah blah blah.....so not looking forward to the hospital bill!!!!

He did really well but the Albuterol makes him hyper and gives him the shakes....its basically like a caffine shot...lol....but he's fine and doing good. Hopefully he gets better..and thankfully I finally got the right care for my child! I hate Docs who just say go take tylonol or whatnot..pisses me off.... well anyways...thats whats goin on....off to eat lunch...

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April 6, 2008 - Sunday

My dad’s passing...
Current mood:

depressed

The past week and a half have been completely hard to go through. As everyone knows mydad has been a fighter...He has overcome many illnesses and has beat the odds every time. He was placed in the hospital on the 24th of march for a fall...
He had a head injury which resulted in bleeding in the brain. He then was tranferred to Norfolk General Nerological ICU unit. They treated him there and he got worse off. He went through alllottt.......
Then a couple days later, he was placed on a ventalator. Then on April 1st he was able to have the ventalator taken out. He was able to talk to me and tell me he loves me and visaversa. He did not realize the extent of his injury and what type of condition he was in though......
Then with high hopes I left the hospital that night then returned to an unresponsive father the next day. All of wed and thurs he did not make eye contact hardly and could not speak nor could hold my hand.

Then thurs night...well fri morning at 3:30am i recieved a phone call from the vascular ICU stating my dad had stopped breathing and they had to do chest compressions to get him back.....
Friday I came to the hospital now knowing my dad slipped in to choma....
I then felt it all hit instantly....
He has been suffering for the past 25-30 years....
His suffering ended with my by his side......
I held his hand til the very end......

He has been my backbone kinda the past couple years more so than ever....
I was the pple of his eye...and he would do anything he could for me.

I realize that everyone around you..... you take for granted.......
when times get rough you need to embrace reality and know what is the best thing to do and how to cope with problems the best way possible....
but it is hard to do.....
My dad was susposed to take me out to dinner and we were going to celbrate his birthday.....However, he turned 60 in the hospital and not able to celebrate even good health....
He has been through alot and for me to know that i was able say goodbye means the greatest since of relief imaginable............
I held my fathers hand the last hours of his life and did not let go..... the sight of him going in peace rather helped me a bit......
He stayed strong throughout the whole ordeal..........

I loved him very much and now I have to deal with the fact that I dont have any one to run to any more...... i dont have someone to go shooping with...i dont have my dad to joke around with....i dont have my dad to take me out to dinner..
But what I do have is the knowlege of loving and caring for someone.....and staying by them in times of need....and as well as knowing everything he wanted to see in life he has finally seen.........
which is seeing me graduate hs then moving on to college....
having a wonderful child who enjoyed his company.....
able to stand up formyself through the rocky times.... and he was able to see me finally be happy...................
Happiness is hard to find; however, i think i have it in the bag........ even though i mope around alot.......but now knowing my father is in a better place....i might actually have some stress released as well as not always being worried for him...

I stayed beside his bed for over a week straight hoping he would respond and know i was there. He knew I was there and got to tell me he loves me....i will always remember...this......He passed April 4, 2008.

Now all I have to do is complete the final mission of the funeral......which is on tuesday the 8th of april......

i think i am strong and can get through it...but darn it....i really am going to be fragile as hell for a longgg time......

3:52 AM

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