Why cant you see that what i did was a mistake?

Why cant you see that i know i was wrong?

Why cant you see that im trying to make things better?

Why cant you see that i do care about you?

Why cant you see that im a mess with out you?

Why cant you see that im lost?

Why cant you see that im in pain?

Why cant you see that i don't want to be here?

Why cant you see that i love you?

Why cant you see?

I'm sick of pretending
I'm sick of the lies
I'm just going to make your life better
I'm sick of putting on a smile
I'm sick of pretending to be happy when im not


I'm sorry for everything ive done
I'm sorry for the mistakes ive made
i'm sorry i ever cared about you or made you trust me

I cant live this way anymore
knowing that its a lie
knowing that i hurt you so much inside

I'm going to end ur sadness for you
coz this is my last good bye

i love you

Have you ever heard of the saying
"Boys will come boys will go, but friends will stay and never go"
Whats been happening to me is the boys are staying and the friends are going. I keep losing friends over stupid guys. Whenever i get a boyfriend i lose a girlfriend. my girlfriends dont get how i have so many guys as friends, they think im a slut. fyi sluts have to do something with the guys I HAVENT HAD MY FIRST KISS YET!!!!! so how am i a slut????
I lose my girlfriends over guys coz
1. they likes this guy first
2. they were going out with this guys first
3. i go out with guys more than them
there is more but wateva Im just sick and tired of losing people coz a stupid guy. its a guy we'll break up and never talk to each other again, so y do u need to dis me coz i like someone.
 
 

people u can help ur feeling if u could no one would be divorce
 
 
 

i cant help the way i feel about guys, my feeling just happen. think about how u would feel if u had a boyfriend and ur feelings for him changed. what are u meant to do lie to him and stay with him until he dumps u or tell him the truth?
Ive lost friends coz i told them the truth about my feeling. yea alrite maybe she was going out with this guy and at least i told her about how i felt. it was better then her finding out some other way.
im just rambling now but i wanted to get me feels out.
sorry if u cant understand it

What's Your Stereotype?

•HIGH CLASS:•
__________
•[] You go/have gone tanning.
•[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[] You have tons of shoes.
•[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[x] You have a laptop.
•[] You love shopping.

TOTAL: 3
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[x] You wear chains.
•[x] You like heavy metal.
•[] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
•[x] You have worn black lipstick.
•[] You have/had piercings.
•[] You own a pair of Tripp pants.
•[x] You have at least one unnaturally coloured haired friend.

TOTAL : 5

•PUNK•
________
•[ ] You can skateboard.
•[] You like plaid.
•[x] You have Converse.
•[] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[] You love Mohawks.
•[x] You LOVE Music.
•[x] You don't like people who pretend to be something they're not.

TOTAL: 4

•EMO:•
______
•[x] You are depressed sometimes.
•[x] You have dark colored/ thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[x] You LOVE emo music.
•[x] you have had a diary
•[] You have written a sad song.
•[x] You have/want dyed your hair black.
•[] You're sad when you're drunk.

TOTAL: 6

•GHETTO:•
________
•[] You like rap.
•[x] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a free styling contest.
•[x] You've said the N word to a black person and didn't get hit.
•[] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood.
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant.

TOTAL: 2

•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[] You know/think the ninja turtles are GAY!!!!!!
•[x] You have slip-on shoes.
•[ ] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly.
•[x] You love to dance.
•[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.

TOTAL : 6

•PREP:•
_______
•[x]You like or LOVE the OC.
•[x] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[] You like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] You shop at Hollister,AE ,and/or Abercrombie.
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[x] You have big sunglasses.
•[ x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.

TOTAL : 4
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[x] You watch the Origin
•[x] You own track shoes or cleats or other sports related shoes.
•[] You own jerseys.
•[] You have/had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
•[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.

TOTAL : 3

•SCENE GIRL:• (girls answer only)
_______
•[] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[x] You have/had at least one mini-skirt.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[x] You think polka-dots are cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[x] You've been called scene before.
•[] You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color.
•[x] You think scene boys are extremely sexy.

TOTAL : 6
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[x] Gone four wheeling.
•[ ] Went hunting.
•[x] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...etc.
•[] Like to go fishing.
•[] Eat beef jerky sometimes.
•[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[] Listen to the song Redneck Woman.
•[] Know who Bocephus is.

TOTAL: 2

•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[x] You wear band shirts a lot.
•[x] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[] You HATE emo kids.
•[] You love/like Black Sabbath.
•[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[x] You like to head bang.
•[x] You don't like rap.
•[] You have a taste for classic rock as well.

TOTAL : 4


•The 1 that you have the most X's under will be your title!!•
Repost this as "My stereotype is "_________"