Life is incredible. Lots of twists and turns.

I LOVE IT!!!

Yeah, man...totally, growing up. Had my first major epiphany about a month ago. Now, yeah, I know it's obvious, but shit.....it really hit me hard. One day, we are ALL going to die...and NO STRUCTURE WILL STAND FOREVER. Huge.  I don't know why it trips me out, but it does. Not fear. Just curiosity.

Growing up sucks. I can't wait to get over this stage. Hahahhaha.

This song helped me out, though.

I am pretty impressed by the fireworks tonight. Man, Wade and I were sitting out on the roof of our house going WHOOOOAAAA. There were fireworks all around me. Everywhere. All at the same time. Hell, the night sky was lit up like daylight. It's the radest thing I have ever seen...ever.  If you add up all the times I have seen fireworks, it still wouldn't add up to how many fireworks I've seen tonight. Totally, rad. Totally, intense. Happy fourth you crazy party people. I had fun.

Oh and BTW I have never seen a fucking smiley face firework in my life...ever. I, totally, saw a couple tonight..and they are the radest fireworks ever. They are now my favorite..and I demand every firework show everywhere to atleast have 13 of them.

-T

I love Atmosphere! Enjoy!

Things have changed and I'm really stoked. I'm focused and ready to go! More motivated than ever!!! My album is still coming, and it's going to ROCK!!!!! Everyone's support has helped me so much, and hey, everything happens for a reason, right? My head and heart is at peace once, again. Woot!

Things have changed and I'm really stoked. I'm focused and ready to go! More motivated than ever!!! My album is still coming, and it's going to ROCK!!!!! Everyone's support has helped me so much, and hey, everything happens for a reason, right? My head and heart is at peace once, again. Woot!

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Yay, for being natural!

People can talk and preach all they want..it takes someone special to listen.

Obviously, no one ever does...no one is listening...no one ever listens....

I'm sick of talking...there's no point in it when NO ONE listens...

"It Don't Matter" -Rehab

Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying God please show me that silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and
This world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And as the day begins to displace had it to ear level
With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but no in the room
To whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral

So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane?
Am I insane?

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

 
 
 
 
 
..>I love it when someone else says all the things that I'm feeling...and doesn't miss a word..or feeling. It just nails it on the head.
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNDjrdDr_J0