At times I lay at night and wonder, do you think about me? Like you did?

Did you ever once thought, our friendship would change?

Ever think friends  won’t change? Don’t assume that, everyone changes.

One thing to do, never lie. Or, have someone you care about. Don’t cheat.

Don’t risk that chance, you won’t get another one. While  I sit here,

Writing; biting my tongue. Because, I can’t make it seem like I care without,

Trespassing the boundary line. Its hard to hide it,  but not ashamed of it.

Yeah, you’re happy. I’m happy for you; keep it real. I’m gonna be here always;

As a friend. All I can be. It’s alright, I can’t complain I did it to myself.

There’s always dreams, that you come in. My dream girl.

Songs that are old, make me smile. Makes me remember those

Wonderful memories.  I’ma fly high on this.

A year past, now.  It’s just whispers in the wind, blowing on by.

Falling in place, can’t search any deeper. Where’d everything go?

Look at yourself, you’re beautiful inside and out.

That wonderful smile of yours, can make anyone’s day brigther.

I’m just glad that you’re my friend. But, yet. I shall end this by sayin

Something you just not might like to read. 

I’ll always miss you, and I’ll always love you, don’t ever expect it to stop.

Stay happy, and stay real.

Keep your head settle, keep your dreams first.  Be happy.  

To the ones that love me, to the ones that didn’t care.

This is for anyone that knows me, or knows what I’ve done.

If you ever feel like givin up, don’t give up. Keep moving forward.

Don’t get to your lowest, it’s the hardest thing to become happy after.

I’m still trying to become happy. I’m not sure on what to do.

I’m scared to re-open my feelings, afraid of getting hurt.

Where’d I go wrong? I want you- but; apparently I’’m to scared. .

There’s so many thoughts running thru my head, trying to keep it real.

By playing ball each night, when I really want to spend time with you.

Can’t seem to find the courage to ask you to hang with me.

I’d do anything just to have something special again, but; is it gonna be happiness?

I’ve always loved/love you, just lied to myself about it.

You’re popular with other guys, and I get jealous. Why?  No clue.

Don’t get me wrong, you are my number one in my book no matter what happens.

Every night I think about you, every minute that I’m awake. I wonder what you’re doing.

Creepy? Go head ; think that. I just can’t help my feelings for you darling.

Somehow, someway, you manage to make me happy just by saying, hello, or bye.

Or, just lookin at me smiling. Wish I had the courage to tell you that…

I care for you deeply.  There I said it.

Embrassed to tell you, I’m sorry.

Love to stare at your wonderful smile.

Everyone knows this is about you.  Not the person you might think;

If you see the way I look at you, then maybe you’ll know this is about you baby.

Beyond the momens of pain,

I tend to see myself thinking about it more and more.

Beyond the moments when my heart was broken into pieces;

who was I to know, that Id fall so hard?

Beyond my feelings for you, I’m scared to committee, afraid to get hurt.

Tendency to reconsider being with you.

The rain drops keeping falling, each night gets worse.

Can’t sleep , cuz I don’t know what to do.

I find myself thinking about you more than I should,

Is that a clue? To make you mine?

I usually run to weed when I feel pressure like this,

But; not now. Need to know whats real, and if its going to be real.

Remember how you use to love me? Remember how I use to love you?

Do you have time for me? Nah, I aint sure that you do.

You seemed excited, but; wheres the affection at babe?

I’m just letting you know that I care. And, I miss you.

Its just that I’m confused.  Not sure if you want a relationship.

And, if you don’t. Be straight up about it. And, I’ll leave us as friends.

This is me being real, be real with me.

Don’t be messing with my feelings please.

Ever feel sorts of sadness? Try to talk to me,

I'm right over your shoulder. Admit it, admit everything you haven't said.

Ever feel lost in happiness? I do, when I'm around you.

Ever feel the nerve of fear? Yes, with you. Feared you

Would steal my heart, and not know what to do with it

Do you even know you have it? I'm wondering, sitting.

I'm determined to find wrong, two wrongs makes a right.

I still believe you are the one for me babe.

Gather your thoughts up,  get lost, get silly in those thoughts.

Get confidence and say it. Bad or good, say it.

What's there to lose? Nothing, you get to live life once.

Define me in words right now.

Cocky, random, me. Exactly. I have changed, give me the time to show you.

And, I will show you that I do love you.

Never ever will lie about that.

What's the deal with me?

Dangerously caught in love, and I ain't scared to admit it.

I'm not the 'average' guy. I'm different, I listen to the words, pay attention to the little things.

Always smiling, always have a basketball in my hand.

I told you, it took awhile but. Guess who is back, back to stay.

Staying FRESH, STAYING RANDOM, AND FLYING.