its been 50 years..
since we celebrate independence..
free from invaders..
im born at 1987..
i didnt feel whats the pain to get this special day..
but..
deep in my heart..
i feel pain..
because too many youngsters didnt know the true meaning of independence..
they just gather around and shout " Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!"
then get drunk, beating each other, racing and many more stuff..
pity..
they didnt know how hard to get this day..
for all readers,think carefully..
its hard to get this day..
we must keep this day special day by day..
"Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!"

removing..
remove item..
remove from there to there..
remove ur garbage..
remove ur house
remove everything..
but there is something that u cant remove..
ur memories..
even bad memories are not removed..
cuz its gonna be an experience 4 u..
its hard..
not as easy as removing garbage..
not as easy as removing home..
why??
because urself choose to keep it..
not remove it.

sometimes..
its hard to get something that we wanted...
we try , try , and try...
at the end...
we failed...
no matter how hard u try, still cant get the precious thing in life...
love from a person...
cant buy it..
cant find it easily...
but...
its easy to lose...
broken or shattered...
for some people..
they gonna stop chasing the things that extremely impossible to get..
but im still trying..
cuz i never stop beliving..
that i will get it..
someday....

im sick of people say that we're a couple..
the fact is we're still frens..
she gave me hope when i was hopeless...
she accompany me when i was alone...
she is perfect to me!!!
we're still frens till today..
but deep inside my heart i want her to be my angel..
mine forever..
but she still not ready to accept me..
i know its hard for her to accept new people to place in her heart..
i know that she scare that her heart will suffer pain again..
i promise that i will wait for her eventought it taking ages...
im not gonna let her go..
i ill wait till my last breath..

finaly my horse(kriss 2) da smpi 130km/h!!!
rekod baru motor tuh...
huhu..
tp syg xde gambar...
kamera xjelas..
haih~..
(-.-')

1st time xsan donate darah!!
gle arr.
tp yg klakar ieqa,alam,ain ngan pjg gelak2..
haha..
nk tau naper?
sbb time nurse tuh inject lengan xsan gelak..
haha..
geli seyh..
xdpt thn gle..
huhuhu..
ain thx sbb rakam..

adeh saket nyer..dah lame kwn tuh xcontact xsan...bukak page kte pon xpnah..mmg btol yg lelaki n perempuan xbole jd kwn tlalu rapat..tp...

hehe now i have 21m at my merchant in MRO chaos server...